It did something more important than that… at least for me.
It helped me understand what purpose and path really are, without any mystique, in a very practical way.
I built a whole model to understand Purpose, where it comes from in your own life, what values are you pursuing unconsciously and how that gives direction to your path.
Ive been in a pretty low mood the last couple of days… mainly anger and later sadness.
Those emotions are just too repetitive and the main reason I want to go into a healing phase.
Are you a wizard or something? 🧙🏾♂️ I saw the notification of your message and I was flooded with joy… Then read it an smile.
Thanks bro!
Inspired by this tonight:
I unraveled quite a mystery today… No need to keep repeating the same patterns… No need to keep chasing Illusions that only caused pain.
Im feeling pretty good now!!
I think I have it!!
EoG st1 + RoS
Day#20
End of cycle
Genesis × 3 minutes
Paragon × 5 minutes.
I feel something very interesting going on inside… Too early to tell, but its happening at the right time for a stack change after washout.
I have no idea yet what my next stack will be, I have only good ideas.
I’m not familiar with him.
I would stay with Paul Smith and Ed Dames. I’ve attended seminars by them, and I know their methods work.
Paul Smith teaches in person, and has a book on amazon:
Ed Dames used to sell DVD home study classes, but now has online videos as well as in person seminars:
Thanks RV, I will keep them in mind to further exploration.
Im debating whether or not to update my custom in order to get Sanguine The Elixir as a core instead of just Elixir, or if I should rebuild this in a lighter fashion by removing a couple of SPS and Asclepius.
What I do know is that I want to continue the healing route.
Im in a lot of pain since thursday night and Im getting kind of desperate… Nothing seems to work.
Having pain in the joints, not only makes it hard for me to move normally, worse than that it creates a lot of emotional turmoil and stress.
Focus on forgiveness
Washout day#3
Last night I couldnt sleep due to back pain, so I went sitting in the sofa an meditated for a while.
Ended up noticing that I indeed needed to forgive someone, but I was wrong about who that was.
I needed to forgive myself…
Then I wondered how Ive forgiven myself in the past, you know real forgiveness. I discovered that it requires that I feel compassion and from that compassion to be able to look at things from someone elses perspective, someone who I love.
As soon as I brought compassion into my body a huge burden left my chest… as soon as I managed to see myself and what Ive done, through someone I love eyes, the feeling of release expanded throughout my whole body, a white light filled me up.
Then I noticed the muscular pain in my lower back fading away.
Feeling much better now…
That was beautiful.
Hope you are feeling much better now regarding the pain in your joints.
Thanks man! I do feel better, but also pretty tired…
Face melting relaxation
It seems Im getting a message here
