Sometimes I confuse my intuition that someone is not trustworthy with me just being paranoid.
Consequently I try to convince myself that I should trust more or that my negative feelings about the situation are product of a flaw in my character.
Ive had 2 very prominent experiences of this in the last 3 weeks, both experiences showed me my intuition is exactly on point, no flaw whatsoever, except for thinking it was a flaw.
As I said to my girlfriend a couple of weeks ago, sometimes I think Im a bit paranoid, but then I realized Im almost always right about it. She said that Im very a very perceptive person.
I got to admit that I would have never develop my senses to the degree I have, if it wasnt exactly for how paranoid I was growing up.