The Adventures of SubliminalUser

Journals - Major Programs
#230

Fantastic. I’ve become a lot more assured of myself & my control over my destiny. The significant development of my manifestation and self-leadership has realized itself throughout my career this year, as well as steps are taken for assured autonomy (e.g. move out). People have supported me in my career, I have achieved big wins and of course, the drive for me to excel in my career has been lit anew. There are clear, concrete, and very strong results I can point to when it comes to general manifestation. Although my journey with MFO is not even a month old, I already see that the reality current is changing. The accompanying healing titles are causing a lot of inner work. Things at my workplace currently have a different tone and outside of work, I am finding that there is some unexpectedly high value even within those I have known for a while. I told myself last year that manifestation is the most crucial skill to develop and guess what—that focus is paying off.

Change the way I look at things and the things I look at change. I optimistically look toward what’s to come in the following months.

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#231

Listened:

  • Rebirth
  • MFO

Well, this was a fun day. Spent a lot of my day stressed out about one issue related to shipping things to my new place at the right time and the solution ended up not being so complicated. At the dentist and at work, I clearly see that my aura/charm from MFO is developing and manifesting in real life. It’s clear in the way people treat me that they are getting affected by it.

The best part of my day was when I decided to visit my new place to scout the area and figure out how I’m going to load stuff there on the day of move-in. It was the best part because I felt like I forgot about all the pain, stress, and even physical sensations when I went there. Beautiful park, and I’m looking forward to being a part of the community. I feel it will be an interesting pathway of manifestation.

#232

Listened:

  • Khan ST1

The end of the listen beings my washout now, as we’re in the middle of the stack.

Other

The release of True Sell ZP gave me pause. I was considering the below to be my playlist for the next three stacks.

  • MFO
  • Daredevil
  • PCC

The release of True Sell ZP made me consider whether I should do True Sell instead of Daredevil. As of right now I still think Daredevil is better because it’s more laser-targeted and is foundational, but I’d like to see someone sell ( :wink: ) the idea of using True Sell instead. That’s not to say I’d never run True Sell. I can see it coming into play later.

#233

First full day of the washout.

I think I will upgrade my custom to 320 kbps.

#234

Just did an at-home test for the virus and it looks like I got it. I need help.

@RVConsultant @PurpleRT73 @Lion @TheSunlightCaller (thanks for being a frequent reader!)

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#235

Drop your stack and run Aegis Initiative: C19.

It’s not updated yet but it still works. Plus have the meds for it.

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#236

Am in the middle of the washout and I’d expect to recover by the time this washout ends.

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#237

Get well soon, my friend.

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#238

Hmm. Wondering if I’ve run Rebirth long enough (21 days) and that I should instead now try a different healing title to stack with MFO and khan. Maybe the new love bomb for humanity?

#239

Coming Soon: Stack 5b?!?

  • A Love Bomb For Humanity
  • MFO
  • Khan ST1

Where did this come from?

I just came up with the idea for this stack. I originally did not want to switch subs at all during the course of stack 5, but now it looks like we’re going to have to use the labels Stack 5a (for the stack that just ended) and Stack 5b which is coming up on the 27th. The quote below especially got me thinking (despite currently being sick which is impeding my thought):

Neville Goddard said: “Everything depends upon our attitude towards ourselves. That which we will not affirm as true of ourselves will not develop in our lives.”

As many of you know, I’ve been following the Goddard way for a long time now. I don’t think it is an accident that @SaintSovereign decided to quote Goddard here, particularly this quote. A lot of YT videos I’ve listened to and manifestational statements I’ve written lately have been about talking to myself in a much better matter and reshaping myself into a better being.

The Rebirth title was about letting the old man die in the past. With a 21-day run of Rebirth now done, I would say that I’ve done the absolute minimum amount for it to have had a good effect. And I can say that it has helped me start to accept the scripting of MFO.

The point of the Rebirth + MFO combo in particular has been to help me quickly reshape my perception of myself to be the man who finds others. I think ALBFH + MFO can help me do the same, with a different but still Goddardian take. Below I’ve listed some of the top objectives where the bolded one is very much Goddard-style: reshaping my inner conversations to be much better.

I do want that increased self-love because God knows how harsh I’ve been to myself at times.

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#240

A speedy recovery to you…:+1:

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#241

This Stack
Khan St1
Love Bomb for humanity.

It’s gonna be amazing!!

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#242

Due to the shorter duration of Stack 5b, I am thinking of using the “inculcation” listening strategy again, where each listening day can be one of:

  • LBH + MFO
  • LBH + Khan ST1

I may even be experimenting with 5-minute runtimes as opposed to 7-minute runtimes again.

For those curious, Stack 5b’s length is 15 listening days + 4 washout days. This is so that Stack 5’s run is maintained at 45 days. Below I list

  • (21 + 5) + (15 + 4) = 45. This is via the conventional/suggested heuristic of SC, where the original suggestion is “5 days of washout following a 21-day run.” The 15:4 run for part b is interpolated from this.
  • (21 + 3) + (18 + 3) = 45. Is how I’d go if I was following strictly the experimental heuristic for 5a/5b. This is derived from where Saint suggested that 3 days of washout for 21 days may be enough, which suggests a listening:washout ratio of 7:1. I don’t think I’m going to do this, at least not for 5a’s washout since there was so much healing there.
#243

Day 2 of the washout.

Due to the virus, I didn’t go outside or do much for most of today. I will be staying indoors for the foreseeable future. I will not be going to work next week…and my move is next week. Stack 5b is projected to start next week. Along with the cognitive effects of the virus, this means that I will not be able to easily appreciate results from the subliminal bloom that usually comes on these kinds of washouts. Given these particular circumstances would it be better to shorten my washout to 3 days (@SaintSovereign @RVConsultant), stick with 5, or perhaps an intermediary 4 days? There is still a minimum, of course, to prevent scripting overload and to ensure my buffer is ready for the new subliminal LBH (unfortunately no guidance on what the standard acronym should be).

Thoughts still run in my mind. Earlier today I did private writing where I apologized to myself for a lot of things, all centering around the simple fact that I did not give attention to, nor prioritized stuff in the realm of dating and romance for a long time. A lot of stuff there has been more wishful thinking than anything concrete, to be honest. I also had some similar sentiments regarding quitting pmo as well, but it’s not as strong since I have given some effort to it over time. But I was falling back into some traps such as “It’s only going to work when I stay outside all the time.” Well, that to me is clearly untenable right now, because I have to be inside nearly all the time as I quarantine.

I intend to go into this next week with much better intentions, particularly intentions to be consistent in holding desired states as if I already have them. I already feel the virus telling me “you aren’t going to be able to do much buddy” and I want to prove it wrong. Tomorrow I want to do more packing, at least develop a sense that I’m getting somewhere for the move that’s now right around the corner.

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#244

Day 3 of washout.

What can I do right now about my goals while I sit here recovering from the virus? It pains me to be sitting around doing little. Makes me impatient to stop the current washout and start Stack 5b because that would be something.

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#245

I will do a run of just LBH tomorrow.

#246

As I write this, I do not feel good about myself.

Due to my current condition with the virus I have been stuck at home for the past several days. Throughout the weekend I was bored, although I did start to do some packing for the move. In these first few days of the week I did work remotely, though I informed the team of my sickness. I already planned to take the last two days of the week off, however now I think I will take tomorrow off as a sick day.

Not only is the virus giving me a hard time, but also I now feeling mentally burdened. To be clear, I am feeling unwell and am thinking unwell. :frowning:

This train of thought started gaining serious traction today due to another unfortunate video-watching session. The negative feelings that arose out of that really made me think, am I actually happy doing this?..sure I have to stay at home all the time right now due to the virus, but is this really the way to go?..I doubled down on stuff I learned about from EasyPeasy. I reviewed it and looked at a lot of posts from people who had struggled despite reading EasyPeasy and I got inspired to affirm a lot. I spent a relatively large amount of time today to get myself into the right frame of mind, that now I am committed towards being free and living my life without the useless behavior.

I wish eating was more effective at helping me feel better. I’ve lost most of my sense of taste, my appetite has reduced a lot and my stomach bloats way too easily when I eat anything. In some ways it has become a chore to consume so that my body can recover. Yet at the same time it has helped (albeit temporarily) to take my mind off of these crazy thoughts. However here I am again, after having a probiotic :-\

Why else do I not feel good? It is that my enthusiasm for the move has decreased a lot. Moving day is just a few days away and I had to get the virus now? With all of these different symptoms? It is frustrating. I do not feel ready for it due to all the things I have not boxed or packed yet. This is funny because I already know that I won’t be able to complete the move on move-in day; I wouldn’t want to move in while I am still dealing with these symptoms. And in the moments before I sat down to write here, I started to get a little fearful. Fearful that I’m not ready for this move, for this next phase of my life. Where I would not be supported by my family as much. Where I’m gonna need to tackle the challenges coming up on my own. I felt a little scared, like I was about to get pulled away from my oh-so-familiar surroundings into foreign territory.

:confused:

Rebuttal:

It’s not that bad. There’s no specific date I have to leave the house by, just a date when the lease starts. I can move to the place once I am fully recovered. Nobody is giving me a hard deadline to leave this house and never come back. I’m going to be in driving distance of my parent’s place, and yes I can come back to visit at least. The “territory” I’m moving to? I’m going to be living with my best friend. There’s nothing that’s hostile about this situation that I should be worried about. Yea, there are some new challenges that will come up but it’s not as if they were ever going to be fully avoidable. I feel it right now that my sickness, lethargy and numbness is coloring my feelings and view of the whole situation.

But what do I do…

On top of all this, I had some thoughts about how my life is yet “incomplete” since there’s a few key things missing. However, I’m setting those aside right now. It’s unsurprising that not all is at 100% yet, that’s why I’m here at SC. It’s also not productive or helpful to think about those things right now, as they’re neither actionable nor time-bound. Focus on the current situation and what’s coming up over the next few days.

So I’m going to do just that. Recover well, both physically and mentally, and get ready to haul some items!

Plan for tomorrow:

  • Taking a sick day off. I need to let myself rest physically, but also mentally. Working from home isn’t providing that. I also want to do some more packing, which will help me deal with one of the root causes of mental unwellness which is a sense of unreadiness for the move.
  • Run LBFH + MFO.
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#247

Mid-Day Reflection

Listened:

  • LBFH
  • MFO

As planned earlier, today is the first of multiple sick days off. I did this to lighten the load off my mind. Guess what—that worked. Today I am feeling much better about my situation. I wrote about it and how I was feeling, and that helped me process stuff better. In a lot of cases in the past, work helped distract me from the main issues and allowed me to process things in the background. Today that strategy was not in place. Chiefly:

  • I became aware that the packing challenge is not really a challenge
  • I remembered the lesson that anything can change in a moment.
  • I am aware that my current mental irritation is a temporary one—some of the ways my inner voice was talking about it were a bit overblown.

So as expected, not much has occurred today. I’ve been packing at a leisurely pace, and if I’m not doing that, then I’m watching YouTube videos while doing my best to enjoy food.

Subliminal Results?

So stack 5b is characterized by the below:

  • LBFH: A healing title characterized by a lot of self-love.
  • MFO: Manifesting people.
  • Khan ST1: A healing title breaking down all in the way of Khan.

It turns out to be perfect timing that I am running a healing stack. I bet that MFO’s healing part is the one being actively expressed (and healing in MFO is no small portion—that’s the healing of Heartsong, a few modules, and the general healing of the ZP Primer) while I’m in the midst of all this.

When I opened up this journal I was thinking that I should reduce my expectations of observing results during this time because of the fact that I am currently sick, the recovery may take up to two weeks (and so I may not even be going to the office in that time and interacting with others) and I will be focused on the move—which, because of that recovery, is likely to get dragged on for a bit. Stack 5b is projected to be a 15-day run. Even with running LBFH on each listening day, that’s not much time to observe results. That the current stack is directed so inwardly, however, means I am not so pessimistic about observing results. Isn’t the care I am giving to myself today partially from LBFH (which I ran today and the day before yesterday)? Not to mention, a sub can be getting processed for a long time after cessation. Still, I found it curious timing that stack 5b occurs not only after the first and only time I have gotten the virus during the entire pandemic (and we’re in the late stage now)!

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#248

Evening Reflection

I’d say today’s been a pretty good day. The rest I’ve given myself has allowed me to mentally recoup and also get some more items packed for tomorrow.

#249

Now think about how that compares to where you were before Dragon Reborn. You’ve come a long way!

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