Your true nature and what has been given to you as a birthright 
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Element Earth, HERMES
Days elapsed: 26
Days on sub(s): 9
Processing days: 17
Loops:
HERMES: 5
TEMPERANCE: 2
Alchemist ST1: 2
Alchemist is doing some heavy lifting. I know why our founders here have created the hidden forum for Alchemist and SG. Because, honestly, the mental changes of my REALITY I am currently experiences are TOUGH if you don’t know what you’re dealing with!
I can only imagine what SG does if you have no experience with meditation or deeper introspection in your mind.
So, my perception of EVERYTHING keeps changing to the fact that I have way more power over my life than I knew. And I already knew I have a lot. But it’s on another realm. It’s hard to describe and I cannot go into details right now, but let’s just say if things happen right before your eyes in the physical realm, that wakes you up…
However, it’s not this kind of power:
It’s from an elevated position of GIVING. LOVE.
I mean, this part could also be THE WONDER module in my custom (and it likely is), but Alchemist definitely amplifies my zest for life. Which is also part of my astrological constellation. I live in the moment, at all times. This is who I am.
And I enjoy EVERYTHING about life.
Over the years, society and peers (and especially my mother, which has a lot of negative emotions) planted a grim outlook on life into my mind. I have been working on this over the last years, but the subs accelerate this process a lot and that is lovely.
So Alchemist and the spiritual modules in my customs definitely are the right choice.
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what is SG and how can one get access to the alchemist forum?
SG is Sage Immortal
And you get access by buying SG or Alchemist and creating a ticket.
If you’ve bought Alchemist and don’t have access to the forum, please submit a support ticket.
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Let’s talk about THE WONDER
Some forget that the world is a magical place filled with wonder and possibility. The Wonder is a module to bring back that feeling that you felt when you were a child – endless curiosity, fascination and seeing the grand tapestry of life unfolding before your eyes.
I was very much looking forward to this module in my TEMPERANCE custom, and boy this one is LOVELY. The PURE love for life is insane. Little details I am noticing now that eluded me before. It’s basically a shift in perception.
THE WONDER of how life operates at all. How we exist, live, and be. For me, this module goes fantastically well with a spiritual custom, because it helps you to see beyond keeping up with the Joneses, beyond the consumerism and materialism. EXACTLY what I like.
It even has benefits in sexual parts, where I enjoy the energy around sex more than just the “physical hot parts of a woman.” Everything involved with it is lovely to me. Joyful. Interesting. Marvellous.
This module brings you onto new levels and back to your childhood. Where live was just interesting. It’s not just bills and negative news. It’s a great existence. A pleasure to be here, despite the trials and tribulations.
"Life is suffering."
Hell, no. There is suffering involved, and it is necessary for growth. But life itself is pleasure. Joy. Beauty.
I knew I was gonna love this module 
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Also, change of course!
Two loops of Alchemist over 4 days ago and I am still processing. Heavy headaches and recon involved, but also tons of results.
Despite me REALLY trying to stick to my customs for longer. Especially the four gods. After running Alchemist, my subconscious keeps reminding me EVERYWHERE that I need healing first. It’s not the usual recon to get me off the sub, I still very much WANT to run my customs, but it’s that feeling that I need a cleansing first.
And since Saint recently mentioned I should just try the Q Booster because I can’t do Ultimas, I ordered a FOCUSED healing Q:
- Elixir Ultima Core (as Q)
- Sanguine Ultima Core (as Q)
- I AM (oh, yes)
- New Beginnings
- ARES
- Courage Reclaimed
- Fusion Optimized
- Path of Forgiveness
- Omnidimensional
Working title: FORGIVE from Strength (FFS lol)
Reason is that I have noticed quite recently that I still hold grudges against certain people, including my wife, my family, and myself for what has happened in the past or what they did.
And regardless of conscious efforts to let go of these grudges, they do come back. Maybe Alchemist manifested this recent happening intentionally.
This is why I finally need to let go via subconscious reshaping.
This is a “light” custom, because I plan to run it as a booster, although considering it is QV2, I might still need to add processing days in between. After all, I am experimenting, so I am AWARE I am technically skirting recommendations (don’t hate me Saint )
I aim to run Alchemist ST1 and FFS now before I come back to HERMES and TEMPERANCE.
Once this foundation is set, I can finally go back to the 4 Gods (or Archangels if you noticed the resemblance).
Maybe I will set this Journal on pause until then. We’ll see, but I will link to the other then.
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That’s awesome.
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This is bold. Are you also listening to DR? If not, I would think this would prepare you for DR.
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I am not.
I planned to run DR once name-embedding on store titles is available.
For now, I want this “light” healing booster to guide in the first right direction. DR will then be for deeper healing down the line.
Especially the forgiveness part right now is important.
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The healing part will be here: Healing BoosterQ FFS (no Ultima)
Alchemist and going forward with HERMES and TEMPERANCE I will keep posting in this thread.
Maybe I link back and forth, but I wanted the BoosterQ idea to be separate since it’s very experimental (for me).
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THE MERGER OF WORLDS
A module for bringing closer together your conscious and subconscious mind, allowing for faster execution of the subliminal and clearer communication between the two. You will find new abilities surfacing, a stronger intuition, and clearer vision of the things that are to come.
Hey Q Bot, listen! Here is a The Merger of Worlds Review!
I said before that this is the most important module in the store.
If you know how the conscious and subconscious mind operate, you’ll understand why.
The subconscious works with symbolism, images, and gestures.
The conscious mind with text, thought, and rationale.
So just like male and female, there is a discrepancy in communication.
However, the subconscious is the one that does the manifesting and creating, shaping your reality. The conscious mind is the one giving its Will onto the subconscious to make that happen.
Much like the male IMPRESSES the female so she gives him what he wants.
God giving intent to MOTHER nature so she creates.
This module helps you so these two parties can talk better. Much like a couples therapy that actually works.
To me this happens many times in forms like this:
Recently I was going somewhere and while I drove there I had a though of something I needed to do, so I opened my Todo app and in there I had written something I needed to do at the place I was going.
In other words, the subconscious manifested me opening the app so I am reminded of what I need to do. It was important, so I was very glad this happened.
That happens all the time. Things pop up all the time in random places to remind me of things I needed to do. Just makes your daily life better and easier.
That is one direction.
The other is obvious. The conscious mind gives intent more directly. The communication finally works. When I visualize things or think of things I want to happen, they manifest almost immediately. Granted, this could also be part of Mind’s Eye, but this module definitely plays a big role in that.
You will also get a better understanding of what you actually want from life and from yourself. It just “pops into your mind.”
I was surprised how clear and direct the communication in both directions finally works.
Truly fantastic module!
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Happy to have that in my custom though too early for any good results.
Element Earth, HERMES
Days elapsed: 33
Days on sub(s): 10
Processing days: 23
Loops:
HERMES: 5
TEMPERANCE: 2
Alchemist ST1: 3
ALCHEMIST
Alright I was a bit quiet on this I know, mostly because I am having a tough time putting in human words what I am experiencing after just 3 loops of Alchemist.
I already mentioned it brings back my primal nature. Who I truly am deep down. But astrologically, I also have a huge tendency for the divine and spirituality, which is why Alchemist was so soothing in the first place.
I am not exaggerating when it COMPLETELY reshaped my mind. As in, it is way CLEANER. CALM. RELAXED. Yes, the mind itself. Overthinking is gone, I operate much more out of intuition, I.e. the subconscious.
I am non-reactive to external things. Or more so than before I should say. Sometimes, I still get triggered, but it’s working!
The purification part is also working. Negativity got removed out of my life on a great note. Granted, I also did an Uncrossing Ritual for 7 days while I started, but still. I see positivity everywhere and I am MUCH more disapproving of negative people. Firstly, I observe it better, secondly, I need it removed out of my life.
Focusing on the good is much better for my every day life so Alchemist already changed my life for the better.
It also improved my magical operations on a grand scale. Visualization of rituals is smoother, doing them themselves works much better, etc. For example the Uncrossing Ritual did have direct effects in real life while doing it. That was definitely Alchemist amplifying this. And this is just the first Stage? Crazy!
And yes it “forces” me to work on my spirituality, but I truly enjoy it. I seem to be finding exactly what I should be doing, which is the Qabbalah. This works best for me.
The weird stuff
I don't even know how to describe this with words. But my view on the world is upside down. I see everything differently. EVERYTHING. All my goals changed. All my outlooks on relationships I have moved. My standards for people changed completely. And this is just my internal workings.When I am out in the world, I notice hints of my subconscious everywhere. I just see that the world is only an extension of my mind. I haven’t quite reconciled how this truly works, but I am liking this newfound observation.
Out of this, the manifestations also massively improved, which, is crazy.
So, honestly, massively underrated sub. This one goes DEEP.
Recon
What's interesting is is the fact that on Alchemist I don't have much recon on the days where I run it. I actually feel fantastic. Even a day after. But then I get irritated and angry. On all other subs, this was exactly vice versa?Maybe that is recon itself that it tries to keep me running it before having it processed? Hmm
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Forgiving those who harmed you well I really do not understand the concept behind this. So someone inflicts physical or emotional pain on you yet you forgive them for it ?. Never ever…these experiences can haunt you for the rest of your life.
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Touché! This is exactly what I’m going through at only two loops past week of the Alchemist St1. It used to be that I got hints of this but into my logic rational part which confused me. But now it arises more like an inner knowing, like I don’t need a logical and rational answer anymore, and this calms the mind.
Ain’t it funny how things work, this one is very relatable for me lately. Have you also been having massive amounts of energy surging from your chest area upwards?
This is a tough one for sure. But is it really possible to heal from that experience if you do not let go of them and all your past hurt? You are not letting them go for their sake, that’s not your job, you are letting them go for your own sake.
In my experience I’ve found that you make your own enemies. It feels like they are doing it to you, which they are in a way, but also somewhere you are meeting them there, something triggered them to do it. I used to be a world champion when it came to victim mentality, I was never to blame in my own opinion.
But as I learned the hard way, and finally let go of my resistance to it, I realized that all my enemies were there because I created them, and I wanted them there.
If one holds grudges and is in an unforgiving state, I found that this energy is still being held hostage in my mind, it drains energy, and that energy I rather use on something more creative.
“Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.” Lao Tzu has a very valid point here. If I cannot forgive someone, does not that mean that I care for what that person thinks of me? Actually he might not even remember doing it to me if it was a long time ago.
But instead if I forgive that person and let that person go in my mind, isn’t that freedom? If I hold on to it, that person is still damaging me, and I’m the one doing it to myself. It’s like trying to swim upstream or building a dam in the river.
So in the end, if you do not forgive and let them go, they will for sure haunt you for the rest of your life. Even if you repress it, it’s still buried in your subconscious as a scar and will eventually resurface.
By forgiving, I’ve found that one takes away the emotional charge from that memory, so the next time a situation arises that would have triggered the same emotional response, now is not triggering you anymore.
If you have a cut somewhere on your body, it would not be the best thing to keep poking at that wound and irritating it. It would not heal properly, and you would most likely end up with an infection and needing medical treatment.
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I still think this is such a strong stack. The two customs are great. Plus Alchemist.
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Exactly.
Which is why you need to let them go.
See, everything is energy. Everything is vibration. As long as you hold negative energies (grudges) to and for people, this energy cannot go back to source and make room for new and better energy.
As long as you hold grudges, you have a negative outlook on people. You operate from FEAR. Fear of being hurt again.
There is a difference between forgiving people because you HAVE to, since you’re weak. And forgiving people because you know humans are faulty. They maybe didn’t even mean ill. They were just looking after themselves and you got the short end.
Either way, holding those grudges does NOTHING to you. It’s actually very bad for you and your energy.
Also this:
As long as you hold grudges over someone, THAT person still controls you. Consciously or not, but this person is STILL controlling your emotions.
I want none of that. I want TRUE, real freedom of mind. For this, I need to forgive everyone who ever did harm to me.
It’s not easy. But necessary.
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Energy is very unstable right now! Sometimes massive flows of energy, sometimes blockages. I think with more loops, this will be better, but yes, Alchemist also had a MASSIVE impact on personal energy on a daily basis.
Probably because negative entities and energies got purged, thus more room for positive energy!
Exactly.
Surrender to life. Experience and enjoy it!
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Yes, letting go is one of the hardest things you can do, but behind the veil lies freedom. To your egoic structure, letting go is seen as a form of death, so there will naturally be strong resistance to that, it tries to maintain it’s self-image at all costs.
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