Greetings, friends,
I decided to EXPERIMENT with this, so I AM AWARE I am skirting recommendations or even module restrictions.
Reason:
Ultimas are TOUGH for me to run. They give me heavy recon for DAYS and also very unpleasant. Even simple ultimas. I guess it’s the Ultrasonic. Which sucks because some of those titles are legit.
Which is why (after Saint mentioned I should just try it) I decided to make a lightweight “BoosterQ” custom which only has two Ultimas and a few Modules in it.
Here’s the Modules, currently named “Forgive From Strength” (FFS).
- Elixir Ultima
- Sanguine Ultima
- I AM
- New Beginnings
- ARES
- Path of Forgiveness
- Courage Reclaimed
- Fusion Optimized
- Omnidimensional
This one is mostly focused around forgiving people in my life and healing the traumas/issues attached with that.
I should stress that I haven’t received the custom yet, so I hope Q passes it 
Actions to take
Now I am not just going to run the sub and "wait" for it doing things. So I plan out my actions: For healing, a big part definitely is meditation and I will try EMDR sessions with this link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4__20WVhJU8 I got from @SubliminalUser and his DR journey.Also tapping.
- Meditation
- EMDR
- Tapping
Modules
**I AM** was made for me, honestly. Astrologically it hits everything I need.A powerful breakdown module, a part of the well known ST1 of Khan – Total Breakdown. It will break down your negative beliefs, emotions, traumas, thoughts, and behaviours and make you more congruent with who you truly are. Furthermore, it will provide a strong push towards discovering more of who you are and what you need to do to become an individual who lives fully in his power. You will also stop defining yourself by your past, present or future, and become able to live in the moment in the fullest expression of you.
Actions here will be doing exactly that with conscious guidance. I.e. enjoying the moment. Reminding myself of the present more often. For this, I also use an app that reminds of this.
New Beginnings
New Beginnings is a module designed to dig to the deepest, darkest corners of your psyche, in order to deal with your innermost secrets and fears that you never even knew existed. Issues such as Imposter Syndrome can have extremely deep roots – and New Beginnings is the tool to dig such weeds out. Furthermore, New Beginnings will bring any such issues, secrets, fears or beliefs that are held in the deep layers of your subconscious to the forefront of your awareness and question them, causing you to become more true to yourself and what you believe in.
So the action would be to consciously watch what comes to mind about myself, dark secrets and fears, or even desires. I know I am a primal man, but especially sexually, there are sometimes dark thoughts. So this will be what I watch.
ARES
Weakness, doubt, guilt, shame and fear are the poisons that hold you back from achieving greatness. ARES is the antidote that purges them from you without mercy. Whatever the reasons, and no matter the source, these negative emotions and the traumas associated with them will be released.
Will be RELEASED. So I expect to feel SHIT. The actions then will be consciously being aware of that, and trying to find the root cause of it by digging deep. Meditating on those feelings where they come from.
Courage Reclaimed
Simple, I’ll assert my boundaries in all relationships and try to be at the forefront with certain things.
Path of Forgiveness
Past mistakes and regrets can often haunt us for years to come. Have the courage to forgive yourself for all that you did. Call of Forgiveness will also develop your capacity for forgiveness and mercy, helping you to forgive both yourself and others for the injustices they have committed, in a way that leaves you feeling stronger than ever.
Forgiving myself is a key thing. Actions I will take is “affirmations.” I will consciously say “I forgive you.” to X person when certain thoughts of what they did come into my mind.
Listening Schedule
I will run this alongside Alchemist Stage 1.So this whole journey will be of purging, purifying, and releasing. And I am aware that this is a TOUGH route. I will try for a month and then re-assess if I keep going or switch.
The first loop I will run as a major. One loop and then process for two days. After that I might run it like this:
Monday: Alchemist
Tuesday: Processing
Wednesday: FFS
Thursday: Alchemist
Friday: Processing
Saturday: FFS
Sunday: Processing
Depending on how well I take FFS, this might switch to Alchemist and FFS on the same day, and two days processing.
