Survival Instinct Spartan Custom

[ABC333]

Doing a little thinking again. I’m still on the fence about going to a wealth focus in the next year. On the one hand yes I would love the money, but I don’t want to be working full time for somebody else. I want to have more time and freedom. So either way there may be some limiting beliefs around that. In terms of real world I know that it’s not what I think it is, it’s not a it has to be this way or that. There are way more possibilities than my conscious, with it’s programming can come up with.

So DRLD was a good choice for my custom. I plan on running it for at least a year. No matter what I choose, it’s going to be hacking away at those limitations and opening me up to the possibilities.

I’ve been thinking about a Primal CWON custom. I think it would be a great follow up to SI/Spartan custom. It’s just that I feel like it’s time to get the money handled, yet I’m more interested in the freedom and flow side of life.

I’m sure I’ll be fine on the NWE. That might actually be the magic sauce for me. I’ve never had huge success with money and it never lasted. So that’s why I always retreated back to the healing and inner game focus. For me I knew it was internal rather than external, yet it’s been challenging at times to break through the social and money ceilings I’ve had. Solitude is great I get blissed out at times, I can get into the flow and harmony of life but my two tough spots were social and money. I feel like for me those were internal game issues.

[RVconsultant]

@ABC333

I’m still on the fence

What would help you decide one way or another?

[ABC333]

I’m sticking with my SI/Spartan custom for the end of the year no matter what. By then I’m guessing we will have that new Survival Instinct core and I’ll want to update my custom. I still have the old Spartan core in it. So by then if anything I would probably be open to a cycle or two break to test out another title.

If I make it to March that is 1 year on the SI/Spartan custom. From what I get, it’s that those life changing results are happening when you stick to a title for at least a year, even multiple years. This custom is the longest I’ve stuck with one title from SubClub.

[ABC333]

I did 30 seconds of SI/Spartan custom today. I almost forgot about it. I was riding the high or relief of my 15 minute listen of the LBFH/DRLD custom a few days ago. It’s really hitting the spot.

I have been experiencing way less of that mental anxiety, and it seems now I’m sometimes experiencing the physical anxiety, nothing major. Just like when I get relaxed after work towards bed time. Also I seem to be getting more in touch with my body as well. I do a lot of mobility and joint health kind of stuff. So that can cause soreness in some of those intricate muscles that don’t get used much otherwise. So sometimes if I get these weird pains, I might be worried but then I remember yea I did add in a few new movements so that’s the new sensations.

I used to do Turkish Getups a lot years ago and I’d get sore in like the intercostals, and I just never put two and two together. I’ve never had full on panic attacks at least not the physical kind, but I’ve been getting some of those slight symptoms. It reminds me of like being on a high roof when it’s windy. I’m not thinking I’m gonna fall off the roof but the body is reacting. Not to that extent just slightly here and there. Just something I’m moving through.

Like I’ve had hypervigilance for a long time. But now a lot of that is gone but I was laying in bed and I heard the cat jump or move upstairs and I kind of had a second of the heart sort of reaction, like a fear. Before I consciously recognized the situation. But I could see what it was and I’ve always had that, where say before something happens it’s like the body knows but your conscious mind doesn’t. Like one time I was at a job and somebody dropped a tray of glasses, and some people thought I knew it before, well I’d say I did but I didn’t. Lots of things like that.

[ABC333]

I was at the petrol station today and this mom and her daughter like zeroed in on me for some reason. I stayed non-chalant and got what I was there for. But the mom was talking louder like she was trying to get my attention. She had a few kids though but SSX and the LBFH/DRLD were at work.

It’s just so weird sometimes when people say we’re in love. ahaha. Like yes I’m aware of this love but it affects who it affects, some people are open to that so they feel it other people never even notice it. It’s just kind of a trip how we get to live in different realities and subclub just helps to make possible some of those experiences we might never believe unless they happened to us.

[ABC333]

15 mins of SSX and 30 seconds of LBFH/DRLD custom today.

I was out and about doing some errands. Feeling really free and open. No holdbacks. I see attractive women and there’s no insecurities there. No problem talking to them if I wanted to. Really great results. I think SSX is going to have benefits beyond just seduction. Just in terms of how I feel on it, it’s like being in the flow, the receiving state, or the magical state, whatever you want to call it. Had a few of those nice “lucky” occurrences. Also the super aggressive drivers did not phase me one bit. Was able to keep my cool and keep on.

[ABC333]

I’m really considering Mogul since it’s been updated.

I’ll finish out the year for good measure as is. Which means the updated Survival Instinct just might get here. That would definitely keep me on the SI/Spartan custom until March. I’d have two new cores to try out.

Plus I don’t see myself wanting to get a new job yet anyway. I plan to just coast out the year planning to switch focus to money next year.

The NRE from SSX is pretty good. That NWE in Mogul sounds really great also. I think it’d just be a great 1-2 punch combo into blissful greatness.

I went to the clinic to get a check up and nothing wrong physically. Just need to lay off the caffeine and got a clean bill. Just anxiety, but it’s more physical I don’t really have the mental part of it as much like I said. So I think the new custom and SSX will all but clear up that pesky anxiety once and for all.There was a cute nurse who made sure to get eye contact with me on my way out. That was interesting.

I’m definitely not feeling attached to things as much. So Love Without Attachment Module in the LBFH/DRLD custom seems to be in play as well.

PS: There was also a thing that happened while I was waiting in the waiting room at the clinic. It’s why I tend to have anxiety when I’m around strangers especially it’s where I’m not gonna just get up and leave. Like sometimes people looking for some drama or negativity, they seem to have it that I’m the cause of their BS. I just ignored it and stayed calm and relaxed as best I could while waiting. Finally they got called and as the lil dude walked by he wanted to get into it with me but that’s not who I am. So he kept it shut. lol weird man. He did make an audible sound of frustration though as he walked passed me. The people he was with didn’t even notice and just are used to ignoring his bs I guess.

Then they leave so a sexy older woman shows up. She gets to the counter and my attention was on something else so I happened to catch her glance and she almost looked disappointed that I wasn’t taking in the view of her gorgeous booty! lol. But then she masks up and sits away from everybody so I didn’t bother her, just kept minding my own business and relaxing.

So that’s kind of what I mean when I want to be left alone. It’s almost like I got the mirror archetype where people don’t see me, they see what they want in me. I’ve had situations where in the same moment one person says they see this and other people are completely neutral and they only see good. So in the past I have ran Alchemist hoping to get this psychic protection or whatever I needed.

The new titles are definitely helping me way more than past versions. Just in remaining calm and having confidence where instead of falling into anxiety I’ll just give them a lil piece of my mind and go back to being calm and minding my own business. lol. Even cracking jokes to myself about it.

I don’t like to label people but my presence tends to stir up those on the Narcissistic spectrum is what it seems like. Been one of the main reasons I settled on finding jobs where I get to work alone.

So Ascended Mogul/PCC is what I’m eyeing for my next phase after Survival Instinct/Spartan custom.

[ABC333]

This morning was 15 mins of Survival Instinct/Spartan custom.

I’m feeling more and more positive more of the time. Woke up feeling pretty great today. LBFH/DRLD and SSX is definitely a winner in my book.

I rechecked what modules I have in the SI/Spartan custom and I’m sticking with it. Once I get it updated with the newest cores it’ll take it to a new level. So even though I’ve begun to wane in my dedication to it, I really do gotta stick with it. I don’t want to give up any of those modules.

PS: I gotta laugh because this seems like a thing- after just mentioning how great I was feeling. Now the other side of the coin. It seems any healing modules are back at work, ‘ringing the rag’ so to speak. Feeling a little sad type feelings come through.

PSS: Errands for the day completed. SI/Spartan custom is definitely a contrast to LBFH/DRLD custom. It has a bit of an edge to it. And it’s almost like it reveals people’s true colors. I saw lots of crabby people today.

I got to the store, full parking lot. So I grab what I need and I end up having to wait in line. There was a lady in there I think we went in at the same time or something. It just so happened to work out that we were looking for a register to checkout at the same time. We even got done at the same time. Just how the timing worked out. I was only giving off non-threatening maybe even friendly vibes if anything. When we’re leaving I’m trying not to pay attention to her because she seems like she’s maybe threat averting. So I happen to catch her eye and she gives me the enemy face. It snapped me out of any low mood I was in and I was laughing while I was driving to each of the places I went.

The guy I got behind had all kinds of stuff and he paid and had to bag up. So I asked if I could sneak in and just ring up my few items. I thought he said yea. But then I have to pull out my headphones and he explains to me that I have to wait until he removes his bags because it won’t let me ring up until then. He was kind of crabby but danger level was 0 and so I just remained calm and at ease and had that tone in my voice.

It was just funny to me that people are so crabby sometimes. Then I was driving saw a woman I’d consider nice looking, more closer to my age I’d estimate. She did not give me the time of day. She was doing the eyes up like almost that eye roll thing. Which kept me laughing even more because I didn’t care one bit and it was just humorous to me. I was kind of getting used to the happy positive surprises. But these were almost better because it didn’t bother me at all and there was no danger.

[ABC333]

Yea, the feeling really positive and more free and clear still going on.

I forgot to listen to Ascension Chamber this am. I’ll do that. So far I haven’t been hit with any recon besides some of those sad feelings yesterday. They dissolved pretty quickly. It’s more easy to back off any of that unwanted thought junk. More relaxed and at ease. Very nice results since on boarding the new LBFH/DRLD custom and SSX. I’m definitely tapping into my own resilience very nicely as well.

Feeling more happy, care free, unattached. The receiving state as some call it.

[ABC333]

Oh man! Today is a listening day and I forgot. My new LBFH/DRLD SSX combo has me feeling so good that I’m forgetting to listen until later in the day the last couple listens. It used to be I was just anticipating and ready to listen on the listening day. So that’s definitely a sign that I’m in a much better place and it’s not a big deal if I don’t listen first thing in the morning since I work in the evenings/nights.

Today is 30 seconds each of SSX,LBFH/DRLD custom.

[ABC333]

I’m already half way into this 21 day listening cycle. I haven’t had much of any recon at all. Well besides some physical processing/releasing of anxiety and trauma. Went and got a check up and everything is fine health wise and since then I haven’t had any issues.

Path of Forgiveness is definitely what I needed and though I don’t feel like I’ve forgiven anyone, maybe myself and it’ll continue to work. But I think it helped release some stored traumas and anxieties for sure. Just the combination of modules in my customs seems to be really coming together. It’s mostly smooth sailing and I’m having a positive outlook and feeling great again since starting my LBFH/DRLD custom.

I’m feeling confident enough to even consider trying just full fifteen minutes on both my customs next cycle. I’d still cycle SSX because it’s not a priority, it’s my fun-let’s see what happens title. Although I don’t think I will. It might be a better idea to pick one of my customs and run it 15 mins everytime and alternate 15 mins on the other 2 titles.

In the past by this time I’ve definitely had recon. I’m used to the SI/Spartan custom at this point. Even though it’s the ZPv2 version and hasn’t gotten updated cores just yet. The new tech seems once again, as has been the case with every next generation, much more smooth. The smoothest yet on the max.

It could also be that my current listening schedule is just right. On day 1 I listen to the first title for 15 mins. The next two listening days are micro loops at 30 seconds. Then that 4th listening day is 15 mins and it ends up being the other title. Then repeat. With the SSX I’ve been just sneaking a 15 min day in as well, just not on a day where I listen to LBFH/DRLD custom for 15 mins. I don’t do 2 titles for 15 minutes on the same day and I never listen two days in a row unless it’s to Ascension Chamber on Friday. I’ve been going 6 mins on that.

[ABC333]

Today was 30 seconds of my SI/Spartan custom.

I’m starting to really fall in love with it and get a better feel for it. My LBFH/DRLD really is starting to open it up for me. It adds that sense of freedom and fun so it let’s me get into the SI/Spartan mode easier.

I’ve always been a fan of spy movies and how they move and they have to go unnoticed while they’re doing missions and stuff. There’s also adventure and creativity and they have to adapt on the fly. So I was out and about doing more shopping. It’s like I’m able to get a better sense of people and have a little bit of sense of adventure and playfulness at the same time.

I’m a bit of a sensitive type and considered myself an empath in the past. It’s like LBFH/DRLD is helping to free up any suppressed emotions/energy/trauma so I’m getting more clear and that just helps everything.

This am I was doing some emotional processing/releasing. Basically vipassana or awareness meditation. Just check in with my feeling center and observing. I got quite a few somatic releases, that’s what I call them. When the body will shake itself out. Like TRE if you’re familiar with that.

Some strangers are starting to say hi to me again and had one older woman, we’re talking ‘old lady’, open up some small talk with me yesterday.

PS. I just got home from work. Work was smooth and mostly in the flow as usual. I do have some feelings coming through, old stuff still being resolved, dissolved, released, reframed etc, whatever other words that would suffice, or do, or work lol.

Just making a note here in my journal.

PSS. Yea the healing modules are definitely at work. They’re around people and I still don’t feel like I’m forgiving anybody. Just myself for not knowing how to handle certain situations. The unfortunate part about being a nice guy is getting treated in ways that those doing it couldn’t or wouldn’t ever put up with it themselves. Lots of oh I’ll just continue being me and they’ll know I’m not the bad guy. Well, I ended up having to leave because I couldn’t put up with toxicity any longer, and putting up with any of it was not the right thing to do.

So just thoughts of old situations that I’d forgotten about, yet there they’ve been in the subconscious just out of view. So I’m not really angry like I was, but now it’s kind of like it was just really unfortunate that I had to go through what I did. There probably was no right way to handle besides remove myself from the situations a hell of a lot sooner than I did. Now I’m still kind of dealing with the aftermath, but at least it’s showing in my consciousness so I can forgive myself at least.

I do know that going through all the hard times only showed me my strength. And after resolving, healing, whatever with this stuff, it’ll only serve to show me more of my own inner strength. This is the kind of stuff that makes me want to get on PCC, but for now I like how things are progressing. So once I’ve taken off these layers and with the new tech, I’m sure I could find myself in a new personal reality where I don’t feel like I need PCC. I don’t want to have to play games anyway. I just want to live a good life without having to deal with toxic workplaces.

So in any event I can see how this stuff coming up again just might serve me in my physical training. Definitely a source of resolve and drive to be in the best shape I can be.

On the physical front. I’m taking a week off from physical training. Holiday errands and just feeling like a week off will actually be good for me. Some recovery and I’ll have a new drive to tap into for a month before the next holiday week.

[ABC333]

Any emotions coming up have been really slight and still noticing any recon is way lower than it ever has been.

Usually at this point I’ve gotten into some recon.Tonight again just hit with some slight feelings, really nothing major at all. Once I get to work and get back into the flow it’ll be all gone and I’ll be feeling better.

Actually been finding myself a little bored at times lately, and that’s new for me.

PS. After work. Felt better while working. Feeling a little down again. I just realized that whatever feelings I’m going through, when cleared up is probably just what’s needed to start seeing the manifestations of the You Are Not Alone Module.

[ABC333]

Today was 30 secs of SSX followed by 15 mins of my LBFH/DRLD custom.

I had a package delivered email. I check the tracking and it had a photo, wrong house! So I immediately emailed the company I ordered from. Tried to get in touch with the shipping co. Nothing. So I jumped in my car and drove to the W address same as mine. There isn’t one! So I went to the shipping place. They send me to the main bldg. I go wait around there and the know exactly where it got delivered. So they said they’ll do their investigation. I’m optimistic that I’ll get my package, just maybe not today or tomorrow due to holiday.

So it was a nice little adventure. I felt really good once again. Smooth sailing. I really like my LBFH/DRLD custom. I’m not 100% there yet, but yea a cycle or two and I could have a new life. It’s definitely making a huge impact already, and it’ll only get better! It sounds like if you want similar results Genesis would be pretty close from what I’ve gathered.

PS. Package just delivered to my house!

[ABC333]

Today was 30 seconds of SI/Spartan custom and 6 mins of Ascension Chamber.

I’m feeling really good. Been a little tired lately but not enough to push me towards Paragon Sleep.

6 days left in this 21 day listening cycle. I plan to continue on with the same routine. I’m not going to change anything. My schedule of listening to 15 mins then the next two listens of my titles are 30 seconds, is working well. Though I might just 15 minute SSX on every listening day I do 30 seconds of LBFH/DRLD custom.

[ABC333]

Down to the wire for this 21 day listening cycle. It’s been pretty great. I’ve been into some healing again as of late. Just having some feelings coming through. Nothing major at all. It’s a nice pace. I’ve been getting into action a little bit more and so have been out of my comfort zone. Naturally, that could bring up some feelings. It’s a good thing for sure. Like I could be by myself like I prefer and get into these great feelings but not having much to ‘heal’ or release or allow. Getting into action definitely helps to bring stuff up and so it can be transcended. That’s how I see it anyway.

Today I listened to 15 mins of SSX and 30 second micro loop of my LBFH/DRLD custom.

I’m planning to run a month of Paragon in January. Just for a kind of reset and I might do that every four months just to make sure my physical body is healthy as can be. I plan to micro loop it and am considering either the latest LBFH or Rebirth to go along with it at micro loop. I’m thinking Rebirth would be great if I keep it to micro loops. Just to reset everything and make sure I’m healthy in all areas as that really is the base for everything else.

[ABC333]

Finally with two listening days left in this 21 day listening cycle I will say I’ve gotten into some recon. It’s coming from getting outside my comfort zone. Also now I’m into some more feelings around the person who in my mind was my happily ever after. We just had different world views and I wasn’t willing to tolerate disrespect in a relationship when I’ve dealt with that so much in my work life. No way I’m putting up with that in a relationship, even though I believed she was the one for me and it was tough I had to send her packing. I’m still getting over it and we’re like 2 years later. But I chose myself, and I’m happier and things are gonna get good, they already are!

[ABC333]

After reporting I finally got into recon. I think I’m out of it already. I had a perceptual shift last night. Can’t really explain it. But I made it to the other side on that one.

The last few nights at least once I’ll wake up from a dream where I’m laughing my head off. So Song of Joy module must be at work. Haven’t had any laughing my head off moments in waking life yet.

[ABC333]

Still going through feelings and healing, very very light though.

Yesterday was 15 mins of Survival Instinct/Spartan custom.

This morning I feel like I want to read. I have been making myself read for like 20 minutes a day and I haven’t read this week! I kept putting it off then forgetting about it. Today I actually have the desire to read and want to do it!

Tomorrow is my last listen before 5 days off. It’ll be 30 seconds of SSX and 30 seconds of my LBFH/DRLD custom.

[ABC333]

So I just wrapped up this latest 21 day listening cycle. Now for 5 days of no listening.

I’m feeling pretty good today once again. It was 30 seconds of SSX followed by 30 of LBFH/DRLD custom.

There’s some very slight urge to change it up. Nothing like in the past though. I’d still like to see it through to March before I change anything.

If anything I’m really looking forward to the drop of the new Aegis Survival Instinct core so that I can update my SI/Spartan custom. I still have the old cores. Spartan core has been updated since I made my custom, but I’m waiting for the new Survival Instinct so I’ll do both cores at once. I’m actually looking forward to that.

I don’t think I necessarily need an alpha title at this time. I think Spartan and Survival Instinct cover a lot of those traits anyway.

So the only thing missing would be some wealth programming. Mogul is looking extremely attractive and seems to have enough status that I don’t think I’d need Ascension. Chosen is always attractive and PCC.

I’m also enjoying SSX so far, I really think it’s laying the groundwork and just allowing me to be back in touch with the version of me who good things just happen for. When I’m not even looking for them. Also helping me get over my ex. I’ve always had attractive women who desired me. I’ve even been propositioned in the past. I also had this thing where it must have been a self image issue, where when I wanted a woman well I wouldn’t get her. Yet I had all these other women who wanted me but I just wasn’t into them. SSX seems to be shifting things around for the better in these areas.

PS. Went and picked up a few things just now. Had a cashier who was not in a good mood. Bad attitude. I wasn’t bothered. That’s one of my favorite things about my stack. Just way less bothered. Very non-reactive and I can stay feeling good if I choose.