I have been in recon. It’s not all the time. I’m able to remain aware and it passes and I forget about it. I don’t want to add more input by using another subliminal like sanguine on top of it. It’s not unbearable and from my experience, tends to just be part of the experience of changing with subliminals. It’s temporary so I don’t want to risk overload with more input. By the time it comes on it’s usually my listening day anyway.
Like yesterday was a listening day. I didn’t change my schedule so I didn’t have time to fit in my loops before I was finished with my day. I listened to my Survival Instinct/Spartan custom and my friday loop of Ascension Chamber.I waited until after work. Got a good night’s sleep. I’m feeling pretty good today. Certainly ready for my 5 day break from subliminals. I have one more day of listening to Chosen From With and Chosen then it’s break time. Breaks usually go pretty smooth and quick for me.
I also noticed yesterday that I was experiencing some recon until I got out among people. That increased confidence was apparent and just eased things off a bit for me. I also notice the people I’m seeing are changing some. Like I’m leveling up so now I’m noticing different things. The negative types tend to just kind of avoid me and not look at me lately. I’m still noticing that respect and maybe admiration increasing some. I also saw this guy who parked in the middle of the road and he was kind of puffed up and walking really slow, like a tough guy. I didn’t have any anxiety or anything it was just almost wanted to laugh but I didn’t. I think there’s definitely some being able to read people better and see through stuff easier. Also I noticed I’m not getting hooked into mind scenarios as much either. Like I’m not worried about what they might think of me but still able to have a certain non-chalantness about it all. Like if I’m not involved then I’m just not involved, and that’s really nice.
I was planning to go to Chosen Way of Nature starting next cycle. But I think I will take it at least 2 cycles with Regular Chosen before I do that. Summer isn’t quite started so I have some time yet and I can let Chosen and Chosen From Within do some more work also my custom I’ve only done 1 cycle now. So my personal policy has been to get at least 2 cycles of listening in with my titles before I consider switching anything. So I’ll stick to that plan and not consider changing anything for one more cycle.
I’m really excited about Chosen Way of Nature but I don’t have an outdoor job and may not have much time for outdoors besides driving.