For the store titles, 3 full loops is considered sufficient (going by what Saint commented in my last journal)
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Oh okay. In that case do try the same with customs. The idea of the microloop is to induce the same effect as a full loop without hearing all the script after you have heard the full script for a while. It will work the same whether it is a main store title or custom.
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Just Listened:
- DR ST4
- MFO (Microloop)
Let me tell you guys, I’ve been doing a lot of great pen-and-paper writing about myself these past few days. Just now I finished an entry about me unleashing my full potential upon the world (as opposed to just thinking about how I have great potential).
Listened:
- MFO
- Wanted
Hey everyone, it’s good to be back on here again. It’s been 5 days since my last full entry, but I wish it weren’t that way. Life has kept me busy, and it’s mostly due to work. I’ve also been reflecting and healing myself a lot primarily through conversations and some manifestation-based scripting which looks at the fulfillment of my desires (rather than focusing on lack).
We’re 10 days into March and it most certainly is a very different month from the first two of the year. Whereas I was heavily focused on developing things romantically, this month I’ve explicitly taken a backseat to it. That much is clear when I deleted all the apps. Dragon Reborn ST4 has been helpful in getting me to see all the nonsense in my mind and cut through it much faster than before. Over the past week, I have come to feel better about my situation—though I will admit there have been ups and downs with that due to conversations, as well as my career keeping me busy.
It’s funny how the timing of this break goes. My career is providing some interesting challenges that have caused me to stay at work considerably later than usual. Later this month, I have the start of the dry-fasting month coming up (if you know you know), a month that already gets me to be pretty introspective—not to mention, it also gets in the way of taking certain kinds of action! But I digress…
When it comes to my friends and other connections I’m currently focused on hanging out with emerging and established connections. I want to enjoy all that I already have. There are so many great things that are in my life and I feel that by having focused on the one thing I’ve been missing I lost sight of that. Part of how I’m doing this is by slowing down, hanging out with good friends, and enjoying myself being in my own element. Not to mention, I do have some personal stuff I need to get to soon (namely, taxes—what a hassle).
Even the established connections are valuable. Those who are still here after all these years are special. Even the ones I’ve met recently are good, too. But I recognize that the majority of people I’m going to meet are simply people I meet on the way to getting to my true inner circle, the circle of people who will stick around for the long term. In my journey to the top, I want to find and be with those I can take with me to the top.
Exception
The exception to the above trend has to do with Alice’s friend who I found cool when I met her at my event earlier. I decided to play it straight and recently messaged her that I want to meet up and know her better—she was down, and now we just need to find the right time. I do want to know her better, and I see that as a potential dating opportunity although right now I’m not in the mindset for that (hey, maybe WANTED and MFO can do the talking). It’s best to meet up now before the dry-fasting month begins because after that it’ll have been a bit too long…
My life has a lot going for it, but I was getting upset at one thing. And then I found myself getting upset at the fact that I was upset because of that one thing, as it felt like I wasn’t being grateful enough for everything else. So this weekend, I want to do my best to enjoy myself, given what I have. Doing a lunch hangout with a good friend, dropping by a friend’s party, and after that, just relaxing.
None of this is to say that things are at a standstill in terms of development. The subliminals keep pushing me forward, and so do my manifestations and constant work on reshaping my inner talking. With regards to fitness I’m currently cutting so I get slimmer. I feel the break itself is going to prove useful.
The “how.” Something I’ve worried about a lot when it comes to dating specifically. For other parts in my life there seem to be clear plans or some structure to it. For this thing, it’s not very clear. Due to my highly analytical job I’m one to think a lot. That kind of thinking does not carry over well.
I want to avoid thinking about the challenge of dating and how that’s going to work out—simply focus on the vision that it has worked out. However, I am here in the 3D world where I still see things being what they are. On top of that, I get pressure from my parents on this topic. That pressure came up again today when I visited them.
Do not speculate as to the HOW of this consciousness embodying itself, for no man is wise enough to know the how. Speculation is proof that you have not attained the naturalness of being the thing desired and so are filled with doubts. - Neville Goddard.
That’s what I need to do. I want to believe that it will all work out…but I don’t know how it’s going to happen. That’s what upsets me when I think about it. There’s just no clear path. Especially now, with me off the apps and not having the interest to meet new people. I haven’t given up on the idea…
I just don’t know the HOW. But I want to believe. Believe in a better reality. So I’ll keep marching forward, holding onto the belief as best as I can.
I didn’t even mention my listening yesterday.
- DR
- MFO (micro)
- Wanted (micro)
- AsCh
I think this caused too much recon based on my thought patterns and experience of yesterday, so I’m going to drop the micros from my listening pattern and make DR days just DR (or DR + AsCh) days again. DR alone already gives me a lot to work with.
My level of aggression internally regarding a certain aspect of my past life and the possibility of it reappearing now is very unusual, even for me. I’m thinking of skipping tomorrow’s listening day.
Right now, I’m taking things easy.
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It took me too long to realize something about my stack. Nearly every title I currently have has a significant degree of healing in it.
- DR ST4. This one’s very obvious, and I got burned the time I tried to stack this with micro loops of the other subs earlier this month.
- MFO. MFO has Heartsong in it, which features a lot of healing. This is before we get into any of the other parts of the custom.
- WANTED. Unknown level of healing.
It now makes sense to me why over the past week I have experienced a non-trivial amount of anger and upset especially after running the loops. It must have built up. There’s so much nonsense that is deep within that is being cleared out and it is not fun. The unusual level of anger and aggressive thoughts regarding people, how I don’t want to associate with losers and that so many do not deserve to be around me…I have felt uncomfortable, to say the least.
But in many cases I have felt pissed about my situation. That situation as it relates to the goals of Inner Circle, Heartsong and WANTED. The big thought I have right now is that I feel like I am currently in the wrong location. I feel that I want to move out of here to allow that stuff to better develop. YES, even though I’ve grown up in this area my entire life. And sure, I do have a lot of people I know who are still here.
But so many of those people are inconsequential or otherwise irrelevant to my journey now. We’ve grown apart or are not on the same path anymore. For example, I do not talk to any of my high school friends now (nor am I interested in doing so). In addition—though what I’m about to say isn’t new—I’m just not on the same wavelength as many in a certain community I grew up in. So it really does not impact me much to not see most of them again.
Only my work as of late has given me solace. And even then, sometimes these thoughts interfere with that. It irks me a lot that with the way work is going I need to spend so much time on it. I can thank the state of the economy and the way the company is going for that. I enjoy the work I do when I get stuff done and it provides great value in how I’m able to temporarily shift away attention from the aforementioned circumstances (though this ability to shift attention away is in fact an internal one I always have, not given by my job). However I can’t help but feel a little upset at the idea that I’m being more career-focused once again despite having gotten the big goal I worked so hard on last year (see my other journal that featured CHOSEN for that goal). I really did think I could let off throughout this year…and yet here I am now!
Life just feels stagnant. The one way it currently doesn’t is in my fitness where I feel my body is changing, thanks to all the workouts and WANTED.
I hadn’t even realized it, but today marks day 22 since this stack started. It’s when the washout should’ve been instead. That being said, I will now do a 5-day washout of this stack.
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I originally considered writing the below as a private entry, because I’ve liked doing a lot of pen-and-paper manifestations. However I feel this journal needs more frequent updates, and I also should remind myself that typed journaling is valuable. It’s faster, leads to an easy record, and I can manifest through it. Besides, the thing below isn’t quite a manifestation. Let’s take a look at it.
I’m here to say that it’s okay to not take on the attitude of “the main character.” Certainly I’m the main character of my own journey, my adventures and my life. But being the main character of everything… that’s a bit much. I adopted the “main character” idea sometime back as a way of feeling more powerful, and to further the idea that my manifestations can affect reality on a wider scale. After all, there are some things I’ve written down or otherwise manifested that are on a grand scale. I first joked about being the main character, but then…I took it a little too seriously.
I knew it became too much when I started to worry about things like “why hasn’t this person responded yet? Is it because of something I was thinking about a few hours before I sent my last message?” Yes, I really did mean thinking; a more reasonable explanation for the situation is, that person is a busy person and probably got caught up with some other matters. Anyway, this kind of attitude was leading to a lot of overthinking and discontent, and I didn’t like it. It also placed a necessarily high degree of responsibility on myself and made me less likely to follow the right kind of mental diet (and consequently the right attitudes, feelings, and actions), which ironically meant it would work against the practice of a proper Law of Assumption practice, not in favor of it.
I’m not the center of the universe. Everything does not revolve around me. This is very silly (as I should already know this) but I have to write it out as a reminder and as I declare that I am dropping the underlying role. That doesn’t mean my ambitions don’t matter. It doesn’t mean the purpose I’ve given myself is wrong, or that I have no influence on my outside environment. It doesn’t mean I’ve absolved myself of my responsibility to get better and improve. This is all just to say that I’m one person in part of a large universe and there are so many things going on that are beyond my control. Some things don’t even necessarily need to be in my control. As powerful and full of potential as I may be, I don’t need to get involved in everyone’s business or change everyone. I’m not a hero to all. I’ve got my own story and my own little sphere of influence. And when there’s something like “why isn’t the other person responding,” most of the time it’s about them.
Pick and choose my challenges—fighting to change my mind in every direction is just going to leave me frustrated. That’s why during this unique month I’ve halted a lot of personal threads and focused on just a few things. Being the greatest is an idea that pushes me to get better, but I don’t have to be #1 in the world at something. I shouldn’t let myself worry about getting to certain goals at the same time as others; we’ve all got our own journeys at our own times.
I’ve got my own journey of happiness, and it’s a unique one. I’m doing my best to enjoy the ride, and to make it a fun story for myself and for others to hear. That’s what I want 
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I appreciate you posting your planned private entry on the forum instead. A lot of the thoughts you have are similar to what I’ve had and it’s interesting to see someone facing the same ideas/struggles a lot of the time. (Though funnily enough it’s also paradoxically encouraging me to also have a private journal for my personal thoughts that would reveal too many personal details or requires too much context for outsiders to understand.)
Either way, keep it up man. Cheering for you from the sidelines 
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@Beowulf, thank you. This encourages me to continue journaling on here.
I did not realize other people were thinking the same as me 
I get this. Some of the stuff I said is inspired by certain personal circumstances. Although, some of those personal circumstances have already been mentioned in this journal.
Listened
- Dragon Reborn ST4
- Ascension Chamber
First day of listening after 5 day washout.
Let the Dragon Rise Again, and Let it Do Its Work.
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Very interesting. I do not experience any obvious results from running DR ST4 and AsCh. I hope to see results as I sleep, and as I go into the next day.
I intend for DR ST4 to clear me out so thoroughly this month. With my heightened level of introspection and desire to advance, DR ST4 shall aid me well.
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Let’s do a bit more journaling, although I haven’t listened to more subs yet. That’s coming in the next day, when I run MFO and AsCh in the next evening.
I no longer settle for less. More than enough is my new standard.
I’ve been doing my best to reorient my entire mind in this month. This month which marks the final month of the first quarter, and which also features something special from the standpoint of faith. I’ve been working on developing my faith further—especially faith in myself and that things will work out. Man gets what he first gives himself, and I want to give myself everything I want through the amazing ability of imagination. For imagination shapes my reality.
I want my imagination, inner conversations, and everything to be aligned to maximize my happiness. Imagination and inner conversations are among the few things I have right now, given that in this special time I’ve become more withdrawn and introspective. I’m not going out and doing things right now. I’m working from home and plan to do so for nearly an entire month. So on the weekdays, I spend a lot of time with just me, myself and I. I want even that time to be quality time. The best way to do that is to be comfortable with myself, my current life situation and to rest in the knowing regarding the fulfillment of my desires.
To achieve such means to strengthen my faith every single day. This is what I am asking Dragon Reborn to help me out with. Dragon Reborn, as well as the other stack subs which are heavily oriented around some form of manifestation and inner shift. That’s why I like the idea of ZP, whose key mechanism is about changing from within. A true change from within leads to lasting results from the outside.
The only real irritation that’s occurred recently is around what my parents think of my life. Whether that’s that I’m currently not living with them or that I “should” buy a house in the area, there are a few differences we have and those have got to me. But you know what? I do think there will be a time in the near future when I have that conversation and simply assert my boundaries regarding who I am and what I strive for. Because I do want them to respect that, and not keep pestering me with things I simply disagree with. It’s a crucial conversation that I feel I’ll need to have. They are important to me, and I want them to respect me.
I am really excited to see how I continue to shift internally and how I’ll be coming out of this month. A few more developments I’m excited for:
- I continue to work on cutting—losing body fat.
- I’m going to talk with a photography business soon to schedule a photoshoot for myself, for photos I’ll use on the apps when I get back on again after this phase is over :-). That business looks promising!
Listened:
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MFO
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WANTED
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I am of the belief that I don’t need to stay in my current area anymore. To improve my life I permit myself to move. But first I have to do the right trips to see whether those places are the right places to live in—at least temporarily.
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I continue to improve upon my mental state.
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The business I talked with earlier today has some pretty interesting availability. Let’s see if I can improve upon that.
Listened:
- Dragon Reborn ST4 (Full 15 mins)
It’s very interesting, I’ve been going through a fair amount of emotions over the past few days as I grappled with feeling uncertain about my future. In fact, I woke up with that feeling today. There was a period where I simply decided to let out those emotions, all by myself in my room. I teared up. I simply decided that’s how I was going to release them, then went for a walk outside.
I felt my mood improve as I got into my work and made good progress there. I also did a fair amount for my faith today which added to my mood. And of course, when I ran DR ST4 while starting to eat again, that’s when I felt I got a big boost. When I ran DR ST4 I told myself to focus on the certainty of myself, my adventure, and that I’m going to get whatever I want.
Well I certainly feel more stable now than I did at the beginning of today.
In the evening a few hours after my run of the sub, I got some great news. To give some context, the business with the interesting availability’s next official available time occurs around the time that I have to go to another significant family friend event. However, it turns out that the family-friend event is much shorter than I expected it to this. This I believe provides a window of opportunity for me to use the business’s services in that time period! I intend to continue my conversations with that business tomorrow to get things set up.
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I’ve just asked for new connections to develop exponentially quicker than ever before. Set aside the notion that the “time factor” for great connections is an issue.
Listened (all 7 mins each)
- MFO
- Wanted
- AsCh
Had a discussion with my roommate today about the idea of moving out to a different city. While I was the one who brought it up, I admitted that my attitude can of course change in the coming months. "What if I get into my ideal relationship a few weeks from now and then I think I don’t want to move out anymore? 
" was literally what I said in that conversation. I then got posed the question about if I should really be considering the move just for finding a relationship.
The question itself can have many discussions, but within the conversation, I found that manifesting the relationship directly should be my target. Honestly, were I to wake up tomorrow and am in that relationship, I wouldn’t have nearly much of a motivation to move—and that signals to me what I ought to truly focus on as I utilize the law of assumption.
Listened:
- Dragon Reborn ST4 (15 mins)
During this particular month I thought I’d be shortening DR’s runtime to 7 or even 5 minutes, however the full duration hasn’t been an issue. I may shorten it to 7 minutes when it’s on an AsCh day given how powerful the combo is—and the next such combo day is this Saturday. I digress.
Recognizing the importance of this discovery a few days ago, I went right to it. This is taking me on an unexpected path, but let’s just say I’ve been enjoying this process a lot. In the multiple ways I’ve been utilizing my imagination, I’ve come to enjoy it and also take on some great thoughts and feelings. Feelings that it’s already here. Thoughts that are around the assumption that I’ve got my desire.
DR continues to help me break down anything that gets in the way. My internal state of mind is a lot better in the last two days (when it’s not being hindered by the recent volume of work, that is). I have a lot of ideas about what to script for myself. In classic Goddard style I’m deciding not to write down here exactly what it is I’m scripting.
This internal journey and evolution of my state is just fantastic.
I want to pick the next best subliminal stack for myself.
- MFO (IC + HS Custom)
- WANTED
- ?
- AsCh*
Current candidates for item 3:
- Khan ST2
- Khan ST3
Other notes:
- *I got caught up in the “SP manifestation” stuff because there is someone I want to get close to. So for the AsCh slot, I was thinking of running one loop of Libertine on the day I meet up with that individual. Make the first meet super impactful.
- I’ve been working on detaching myself, and not overthinking about all this stuff. It’s been irritating me how much all this stuff is on my mind, especially with the dry fasting, where the effects of thinking a lot become readily apparent.