Yeah haha, I don’t do that, I handcuff them 
But you know I wanted to sexualise the interaction fast!
And yeah in a good way, she explained me one time thst feminine orgasm they just goes up and up. You have one, then an other one, and then another one, more powerful each one of them. I ask her is there a max you can get? And she told me when it was too intense, she told me this is what happened yesterday.
Ok, so I don’t know if my break was long enough, I feel much better, yesterday I got this “mini-bloom” with girls, it was so easy to express myself.
I don’t really know what to do, at the same time I haven’t really run my new sub sooooo I am really eager to try it…
For the people who did longer breaks, how did it feel?
The HEAT is on, did two loops of my custom this morning.
The girl from montreal is coming over to my place friday night 
she keeps telling me she’ll undess me 
Haven’t heard about the latina girl, don’t know if she is still interested… I’ll text her Thursday to see if she is down to see me or something.
I’ll present my new subliminal plan in my next post
So, the smaller custom I made was for physical formation only. Muscle building, bodylanguage, healing, sleep, sexy body, CHECK! I’ll run this sub in the background, starting with one loop per day, to slowly move my training habits and nutrition.
Spartan Core
Emperor Fitness St4 Core
Alpha Body Language
Asclepius
Deep Sleep
Serum X
Physicality Shifter - Sexiness
Pragya
I.Q. and Cognitive Booster
Dominion
Tyrant
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
Sensuality & Handsomeness Improver
Natural Winner
My second subliminal, which is my main one :
This one will is more geared building a sense of control in my reality via Tyrant and Dominion (aligning my conscious and subconscious), adding some classic boosters via Deus and omnidimensional. But mainly, my goal was to add medici and make me value more the people around me, building connection and all, this is one of my strong weakness and I am starting school next week. I want to at least see the importance of it.
I’ll try to run 2-3 loops of it every day, see how it goes. I’ve taken three days of break from subs, I might do another three days this weekend to see how I like it!
Just tested myself, I’m now at 18% BF, 79 Kilo
Just so people know, I’m running a small stack of:
Since starting RAD I am much more dominant in bed, like I could access a new part of SS’s programming in me.
Since starting my physical enchancement sub, I’ve really put more time into my workout programming, nutrition and metabolism study for fat loss and weight maintenance.
I am also waiting for my rebuild of my main sub. I’ve added back : Ares, New Beginning and added attachment destroyer in exchange for spotlight, Lion IV and Handsomeness Improver, which is already in my physical enchancement sub.
First week in my new program! Met the teachers and everyone. I’ll try to meet some consultant, I am currently thinking about a lot I still have one paper and one exam in my accounting class to complete before I am done!
I also modified my custom, I removed LionIV, the spotlight and Sensuality and handsomeness improver to add some healing.
I realised that if I want to progress asap, I need Ares. Ares really helped me making the big decision in switching “carrer”. It was really scary for me and Ares is really helping me progress in life!! So I really wanted to put it back in.
New Beginning, when I stopped running New Beginning, I’ve had a small lack of self confidence, like I am not “that guy” anymore. When I ran NB, I remember identifying myself to my most “confident” and “intelligent” self. I had thoughts like “Oh! I always was attractive, i just lacked a little bit of social intelligence… Silly me!”, “I was always a hard worker and really smart, I just had few rough years of being a little undisciplined!”. Always reframing my failures of the past and not letting them become an identity. My real identitity is my sub (in my case, a mix of Stark, Medici and SS), and the mistakes of the past are just small missteps that needed correction. New Beginning really makes the growth easier!
Finally I added Attachment Destroyer : I just need to let go. I remember my first day in class, I wanted to impress people and be cool. Why? I don’t need that? Why am I so attached to some outcome…?? I’ve always been so attached to everything. I sleep badly? I take more coffee to have energy! I have many more examples… but anyway, letting go is a challenge for me. Like seen in The Power Of Now by Eckart Tolle, the pain body is strong haha. Also, in David R. Hawkins’s Letting Go, we can see some of the benefits of just letting go, not being attached to the past of silly things.
And there is my update, just waiting for the download link now 
So, I saw the latina girl 
Listened one loop of libetine before I went to get her. Brought her to my place, we fucked, she came four times, my bed is soaking wet…
But it was hot af hahaha
Just needed to update, I’m at the gym right now, sweaty and disgusting. But girls are checking me out hahaha, just caught two staring at me! 
Ok so today I was having an conversation/debate about education in society and stuff like that. I won’t say everything that has been said, but I clicked on something.
My feelings were never acknowledged, and even now I don’t feel like I can acknowledged them… It just hited me, I am really sad that I’ve lived stuff without “feeling” it, just because I repressed my emotions. I am really sad that nobody never took the time to sit me down and ask “how are you feeling”… and it just hit, but I am living it.
I don’t know if it is attachment destroyer, new beginning, blue skies or a mix of all of this, but hey! That discovery was good and the fact that I felt it with emotion means it struck deep!
Second day of my new sub, already I am hitted with such strong reconciliation, sadness, desesperation and loneliness.
I want to switch sub, I want to jump on Khan, I want to try emperor and modify some things.
I need to wait for New Beginnings to hit, probably Attachment destroyer also hit me strong! I am always wondering what to do…Do I lower the amount of loops? Do I keep the same amount? And what about when I stop having reconciliation? Do I increase my amounts of loops?
run it at night before you sleep for now, so you process the worst of it in your dreams/while unconcsious and wake up better. 
That’s whatI do for any subs whose reconciliation challenges my waking experience too strongly after running, and its worked.
What about dosage? Reconciliation usually goes away after few days with customs, and then it hit me deep! I’m becoming confident and everything! Do you usually increase your exposure?
My standard is to run any new thing 1 day a week for the first week before upping it.
Might developp my own exposition method.
For now I usually start with a couple of loops every day (usually 5-6 max) and distribute it over the subs I am running :
1 loop of my fitness custom
3 loops of my main custom
2 loops of godlike masculinity
Might add 1 loop when my subQ get used to the exposition!
I just meant in response to your question about your experiencing to much reconciliation from your new custom, to keep that to 1 loop for the first week and then raise it.
I know we all have FOMO-OSI (fear of missing out on subliminal input) lol
but erring on the side of less has always been better even though I almost never listen to my own advice 
Same here it’s so tempting to just run a hell lot of loops, but I started a three loops because I only added medidi + one new healing module.
But I’ve been feeling like shit and had insomnia for the past two weeks! Today was the first day where I had energy!
This is how my reconciliation shows up that has me over do it
Medici is HUUGE, I’d say 2 loop until reconciliation subsides, but obviously in the end you know/ will find what will work best for you
I’ll solve itself out i’m sure, as usual! Haven’t realised how huge medici is, but it’s true that medici contains a lot of stuff inside…
I’m seeing another girl tomorrow night, I should be fine, I feel reconciliation, but I am still confident in myself.
