Story Of Jack | Khan & stuff

[Risky]

As predicted, 24~ or so hours after a subliminal I gain the most recon, which is annoying because it’s usually in the next listening day. But today I had an great release. I just let it do its thing and was present to it and it ended in feelings of relief, ease.

My way of doing release is I kinda trigger them by trying to think of stuff in the past that caused agitation or whatever, and then I use breathwork to breath it out. Kinda. I also make sure I’m grounded in my body.

And then it either released during the breathwork or it gets processed throughout the day, like today. I bring up the feelings and emotions and let them process naturally. Then I journal about the experience. Write down the thoughts and realisations.

Today was a release and epiphanies around self-love and acceptance. TB and me breaking down limits yet again! I love that I started doing 15 minutes. It’s tough but if I’m mindful and make sure to take action, it’s worth it.

Interesting discussions around self-love on the forum lately. My limitations was around what other people thought of me if I had self-love. Like their opinion of me effected it and also how they would negatively react to it by judgement or by shaming me. Which is effed up because self-love by definition self-generated and directed, imo. Mindblown.

[Risky]

Yo recon here, is SB + Khan too much dominance? I know people in the past enjoyed the mix with OG Stark. But Stark Black is different.

Also, is it time to run my first sub I bought that I never ran? Chosen… people love that combo as well. Plus I think some positivity would be nice.

I am running only double khans right now, and having thoughts of adding a third sub but don’t want one with a reputation of tough, since I had ASBR and it’s awesome but dense with two ST1:s.

I mean two Khans is thick enough and the recon is here, so l most likely will just stick to these two.

[Risky]

The synergy Q rework / addition is awesome. Makes customs much more readable and easier to build for me. That will have to wait because this year is mainly for the Khans.

I’ll probably make a SB/TS/GMX streamer custom and/or a SB/IG/TS tech career custom. But I’m in no rush, only the recon is.

TB breaking down blockages related to control and KB1 increased my awareness to this process and inspiring me to let go and let god. I’m not religious, this is a universal concept of acceptance and surrender.

I feel this is heavily related to open-mindedness and high flow factor. My obsession and over analytical mind over things is just a manifestation in the physical of the internal struggle for control, the energetic.

Making progress in this is important not only for subs. But it’s great, even though the recon is tough, I have hope.

Anyway, I sound like that one friend who just took MDMA and is trying to explain something simple and common knowledge but thinks it’s profound.

[Risky]

Almost done with my cycle, then I’m going to hit up a washout and then do final run of Khan ST1 and Khan Black ST1. This time I’ll also add in Love Bomb and run it for a while. ❤️‍🩹

This cycle is TB and KB ST1 has been awesome, up and down, pleasure and painful, but true, and therefore awesome.

Time to detox for a few days. Brb.

[SwagKing]

@Risky

Just journaling, whatever your thoughts are while running TB they almost automatically dissipate.

Good insight. I’m going to keep this in mind with my approach to journaling Khan💡.

[Risky]

Yep, someday you think you have a method and then something new comes up that needs a different method. so stay open minded and listen to your body.

[Risky]

Faced my biggest fear, showering and walking around to the sauna naked. I’ve always been very uncomfortable and scared of this, so much that I avoid activities unless I know I can shower in privacy.

I wasn’t completely naked, when I was walking from the shower to the closet I had the towel around. I want to be comfortable walking around naked where it’s appropriate, not be one of those guys that take every opportunity to show their thangs.

But I find myself wanting to push the envelope even more next time. i might take a poop in the sauna .

Last part was a joke😅

[Tobyone]

Just do the helicopter as you enter the sauna, works very well in such a spiritually open country as Sweden

[Risky]

Lol will do perhaps it might look more like a sock with two , a prison mace.

[Risky]

Day 3 out of 5 of the detox fast.

I feel a greater understanding of discipline and doing the right thing not the easy thing. A better feeling for these things.

Also, my gratitude and I feel my spirit is higher, like I feel more grounded and present. Of course, there is a reason fasting is so common in various spiritual practices.

It’s a good break. Little hardship is good for you.

Also, damn broth is good! I don’t need any food, from now on I am only drinking broth… it’s the essence of deliciousness. It’s high ROI!

[Risky]

Day 4/5, giving up is not an option!

Hopefully I’ll have my first custom ready next week. I feel very ambitious.

I’m also planning a friends bachelor party. Just trying to stay present, live life and dominate.

Live life, that’s the motto. Don’t stay in your head trying to think your way to a great life. Live it! Think some, but live the most.

What I mean do stuff, anything, go shower, shave, and then just keep adding stuff to do if you feel too much in your head.

[Risky]

Juice fast done, I feel super clean, super strong. While on the fast I also quit nicotine pouches (snus), which added a difficulty to the fasting, but I am done, I made it…

Me and Khanie are not having none of that weak shit.

Anyway, I still haven’t received my discount code, and knowing it will take a couple days to also get the custom, I might as well head into the next cycle that starts tomorrow without a custom.

I am thinking of some short and sweet subliminal like The Executive and just squeeze cycle 5 of Khan ST1 / Khan Black ST1 with a hug called action.

[Risky]

Perhaps instead of adding practices etc to gain energy, how about we cut back on things that take energy and therefore double tap that sustainable energy?

Sexual energy from khan Black and khan! Cut out distractions / focus. Action. As @Skadoosh last post got me thinking.

My current plan for content creation is just do it, just stream. I’m at a point where I get analysis paralysis, trying to figure out the min-max way but in this area to need to experiment, reiterate, take action. Analysis paralysis is waste. So now I just want to do and commit and learn and grow from that. Then reevaluate. I also have little time and different priorities currently, things I want to take care of, but I don’t want to cut out this dream chase.

• Two types of streams, cozy stream and a sweaty stream. Cozy stream I’ll play through a game like Fallout 3. Sweaty stream is I play a competitive game and try to rank up and dominate, like Valorant. Commit for 3 months at least. (ask @AlexanderGraves Gaming commitment is hard for me, I’m a loose gamer ). Good thing is if you view my channel a few you’ll know immediately what my (experimental) setup is and what you can expect game wise.

• Somehow extract content from these two streams to upload to other platforms like YouTube

• Improve a content creator by action, learning, experimenting, studying the greats and work on communication and entertaining skills like comedy/improv and public speaking. Perhaps take a video editing course to get over my hate/resistance towards that. I’m trying to be mainly a personality streamer, or that is the end goal.

• Use my Bald (but charismatic) Shroud custom. With GMX: Aimbot, Daredevil and True Sell cores.

• Cut out bs because with a full busy life of work/family and a big dream, I can’t let my energy go to waste all too much.

• Massive action and letting go of blockages and limiting beliefs etc.

• And more…

[IRON]

@Risky

Hopefully I’ll have my first custom ready next week. I feel very ambitious.

could I see whats in it?

[Risky]

Well I don’t have it yet, waiting for my forum discount code

But the idea is this:

Q Module Pack #15: SYNERGY - Available Now + Upcoming Releases

So basic! it’s over 9000! I’m contemplating buying this, I present to you Bald And More Charismatic Shroud ZP. GMX: Aimbot core True Sell core Daredevil core Synergy: Glory Incarnate Synergy: Tale of the Dragon Synergy: At the top Synergy: Carpe Vitam Synergy: Divine Dominion Synergy: Thunderstruck Synergy: Heaven shaking power Synergy: Winner overdrive Synergy: Wonders of Life (I want GMX3, because I play variety, but aimbot is fire and will have to do for now)

Since I’ll be running Khan/Khan Black for 2024 and maybe even longer, I’m thinking perhaps certain Synergies are unnecessary, like AT THE TOP. So I might have to sit down and think and ask before putting in the order. Let me know what you think, good, bad, thoughts.

[Risky]

Modding Fallout 3 and Fallout: New Vegas while listening to Khan Black ST1.

I love it!

Slowly the acceptance of my nerdiness is growing. (yoda?)

Decided to listen to RoM for a cycle and then next cycle get and run my BBCS Custom. I haven’t gotten my discount code as I mentioned previously. So the custom shenaningans will have to wait until next cycle.

Khan Black ST1 - Khan ST1 - RoM

My goal for this cycle is pure action and processing, as it’s the last cycle with the ST1:s, making it the fifth and final run, before proceeding to ST2. Challenge myself so that the weaknesses gets revealed for fixing or loving. Basically trigger myself or lure the demons out, so I can face them and process them.

[Risky]

Neon Genesis Evangelion - Opening (Creditless) (HD - 60 fps)

Legendary!

Face reality, don’t work against it. Presence.

I need to set some specific goals, right now I’m not aimless, but also not laser focused.

[AlexanderGraves]

@Risky

Two types of streams, cozy stream and a sweaty stream. Cozy stream I’ll play through a game like Fallout 3. Sweaty stream is I play a competitive game and try to rank up and dominate, like Valorant. Commit for 3 months at least. (ask @AlexanderGraves Gaming commitment is hard for me, I’m a loose gamer ).

You might just not have found YOUR game yet

Until then you can just keep going for whatever flows right now.

[Risky]

Just some random things I’ve noticed:

• I am very calm and nonchalant when it comes to “social awkwardness”. You know when you say something on the edge at work, or stare at someone in the subway a bit too long. I used to get those even without doing anything of the above (social anxiety). But now I’m super cool about it.

• it’s weird when you’re not used to certain behaviour from people and that they do now like gifts and supplication and laugh at everything you say (even though you didn’t say anything funny), first you feel guilty because it’s ridiculous and you remember how it was like being the person on the other end, but at the same time it’s awesome. Weird.

• the gist of it is that it’s like a glass ceiling has been removed and now I’m in a new ecosystem and I’m not used to it. I’m like that first fish that walked on land. This must be how that creature felt.

Lol

• Also I keep manifesting experiences to push my comfort zone. Like more naked showering with strangers and karaoke singing (big fear).

• I’ve noticed I get more attention from the opposite sex. Not only that, but I also feel and know I’m sexy. It’s like that song I’m sexy and I know it. It’s a light hearted confidence, not some delusion and self-aggrandising confidence, but at the same time, true.

It’s hard to notice and remember to write these things down, especially with NSE, the quantum moments of epiphanies are subtle. But I’m going to improve at this because I’ve heard it improves results when you notice and are thankful for the progress and results you’re getting along the way.

Oh, a custom have been ordered. 🫡

[Risky]

Thoughts of ROI popping up and naturally growing. Is this the high khan self-standard that khan brings out in you? I’ve seen past Khans come to the same conclusions.