Started streaming to both Twitch and YouTube. 
I am thinking of adding even more platforms, why not?
Kick, X, TikTok, whatever…
I fell today too, caffeine, nicotine and PMO. 
ah well… gotta fall a few times like Rocky.
We go agane! Discipline?
This is how I envision discipline after your take on it in the other thread, “bite it and never let go!”. @Fire
Last night I listened to microloops of KB ST1 and RoM. 
still haven’t received my custom yet. It should arrive next week.
I’m currently brainstorming more strategies for Twitch. Currently planning one of the strategies I came up with. Making it specific and concrete.
It’s going to happen, trust.
Another thing I am really into is esoteric and spiritual stuff. Wonder if this can somehow be combined into gaming? Many gamers and streamers combine fitness and gaming, why wouldn’t it work to tap into or create the niche around spirituality and gaming?
Hmm anyway, been enjoying RoM and KB ST1 as a combo, I do recommend. In the future I am thinking of doing a Dao custom with KB and RoS or RoM, we shall see. Powerful combo for spiritual endeavours.
Also going to a Yoga Studio and engage in a “niche” form of meditation or Yoga, just out of curiosity. It’s a healing module, and would be fun to see how it combines with Khan ST1 and Khan Black ST1.
Awesome subliminal dude (Khan/Khan Black). I am truly grateful I got the pull to run this.
I feel a level of personal power growing, confidence growing and a feeling of invinciblity. I guess I just don’t feel weak or scattered in social settings. Where usually I can sense light social anxiety popping up in the subway for instance.
Also, have I said I feel sexy? Like I sense this sexual aura that pulls people in, noticing more and more looks. It’s awesome.
This is only stage 1. I guess I ran stage 1 in the hope of healing and be done with it after 5 cycles, but it’s a journey mate. I can’t, and probably no one can heal everything there is in one area in one go.
After this cycle it’s time to move to the next stages. You can’t heal everything at once, life and you are more complex than that. Plus, this is a multistager, certain things might heal later. Sometimes certain areas have prequisites before you can heal them, like getting certain life experiences. Other times, you’re not ready to heal it yet, sadly. Maybe you need to take even more action. But I also believe in a way that aiming to heal 100% is also a way to self-sabotage. Like, “I will heal first and then live my life…”, “I’ll be happy when I finnnish all healing…”. You know? In my experience.
But the great thing is, you don’t have to fully heal to be succesful in life, no one is perfect, and many who have your goals are not perfect, so why try to heal yourself to perfection? It’s not needed. Might even be “counter-productive”. I remember this CEO telling me getting a product from 90% perfection to 100% perfection is not worth the time and money, as it costs vastly more going from 90% to 100% than 0% to 90%…
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My custom is here, holy hell 
My first custom, finally.
DD, TS and GMX: Aimbot custom, Bald But Charismatic Shroud.
Little me and my little life.
Missing the point.
Remember the big picture, because worrying about those small things and getting lost in them is a waste.
Macro vs Micro
Responsible. Proactive.
Been aware of how much responsibility I don’t take and how important that is for personal power and ambition but also self-esteem. I’m aware of how much I resist and how it correlates with areas in my life I’m not pleased with.
Be proactive in increasing your responsibility. Start with what you as a grown up should already have handled. You’re trying to take over the world, but don’t even floss consistently. 🫡😂 trying to be the boss, but you can’t even get yourself to go to bed in time.
Pay your bills.
Take care of your hygiene.
Take care of your body and home.
Do your job.
Basic, but profound effect.
Total breakdown.
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There’s definitely some form of “shifting” in Khan. Perhaps it’s a side effect of Khan, but nonetheless, its a possible result to expect.
A friend I haven’t seen since starting Khan, said I looked great, loose and confident. Walking with a swagger. Better shape, better posture. He was really looking at me shocked, caught him staring a few times. I haven’t seen him since starting my khan/khanBlack run which was a few cycles ago.
🫡🙌
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Summer time vibes! Learned the hard way the difference between doing PMO and being more responsible, the hard way. We shall start again!
The invincibility. The power. The confidence.
I love it.
Final cycle of Khan ST1 and Khan Black ST1 is coming to an end I’m done, even though I know there is infinite more to get in ST1, it’s time to move on the stages.
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One interesting result is the physical shifting aspect of this stack. Veins in my arms and hands are popping!
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Quit nicotine
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Finished a 5-day juice fast.
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Confidence and comfort in packed public places is kinda where I want to be. Just chilling, doing my thing, looking at people, no anxiety.
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Friend said I had a really cool swagger, posture and energy the other day. He hasn’t seen me since starting this 5 cycles of ST1. He thought I was on some microdose of some drug “I want what you’re on!”.
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Things keep coming to, demons, traumas, challenges, and I’m forced to deal with them, process them. I’m forced to interpret and define things, make them concrete and finally file them away. There’s two boxes, “Interesting/Important” and one called “Waste”. Most things go into waste, let’s be honest, or should, if you respect your time, energy, and goals. I’ve become highly aware of two valuable things, my time and energy, and in ruthlessly cutting things out.
Well there goes my cozy software engineer job because of down sizing.
I’m thinking of pausing this masculine/sexual run and start running IG:UPX, Genesis Mogul and ASBR just to make certain I’ve given my best to find the best job. But at the same time, I don’t think skill was the reason I got fired, and I’m pretty connected in the space and am certain I will find a job without these subs. Plus the drive and work ethic I got now from Khan is insane, so shouldn’t be a problem. So I might just keep going with the Khans.
We will see.
To be honest, I just thought this place really Nice and cozy, plus the workload was pretty chill and allowed me time and energy for my hobbies. I could have gotten better salaries and stuff elsewhere (I think) but I just enjoyed the colleagues and the coziness and stayed for so long. So, in a way I feel this is a good thing. Force me to get off my ass. Perhaps the Khan in me wanted this all along.
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Sticking to Khan, can’t stop won’t stop.
There are many choices we make in life. Some are made by us, some are made for us.
I’m grateful that today I chose to grow better, not bitter.
It’s time for Khan ST2 and Khan Black ST2.
And…
Index Gate, until I get a new, better and upgraded tech job. 
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[Khan Black ST1] Definitely built up too much sexual energy and didn’t cycle it properly. Ended up very agitated and at the same time lethargic. Gotta start over. Also, over sexualised! Almost getting creepy half-chuppas in public.
But I’m glad I noticed it. I’ve always had high sex drive which is why if I do a sexual energy retention practice, I gotta really get the cycling part correct or else I’ll easily go overboard. But it’s nice, it means it’s working! I’m also very aware. Also, the healing in ST1 has probably increased this sexual energy even more, because of the cleansing. Hopefully now that I’m on ST2 starting this cycle, my system will be able to handle it better (together with improving at the action practice).
Also I feel this thick layer of sexuality underneath everything I do. I imagine it’s hard to get friend-zoned with this energy and you don’t even have to escalate, the vibe does it for you.
Today this famous Swedish actress was staring at me as I was walking in the park. 
Worked on a CV tonight for a tech company in a total different domain, will be interesting to see how it goes. Two friends also told me their respective companies are hiring, one is specifically looking for my skillset. Looks promising and I’ve only reached out to 3 out of a dozen friends, a double dozen past associates.
I hope I get to pick and choose from a selection of companies. Perhaps have them outbidding eachother.
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Hello, looking for opportunities.
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