Story Of Jack | Khan & stuff

Journals - Major Programs
#292

Day 3 out of 5 of the detox fast. :skull:

I feel a greater understanding of discipline and doing the right thing not the easy thing. A better feeling for these things.

Also, my gratitude and I feel my spirit is higher, like I feel more grounded and present. Of course, there is a reason fasting is so common in various spiritual practices.

It’s a good break. Little hardship is good for you.

Also, damn broth is good! I don’t need any food, from now on I am only drinking broth… it’s the essence of deliciousness. It’s high ROI!

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#293

Day 4/5, giving up is not an option! :pray:

Hopefully I’ll have my first custom ready next week. I feel very ambitious.

I’m also planning a friends bachelor party. Just trying to stay present, live life and dominate.

Live life, that’s the motto. Don’t stay in your head trying to think your way to a great life. Live it! Think some, but live the most.

What I mean do stuff, anything, go shower, shave, and then just keep adding stuff to do if you feel too much in your head.

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#294

Juice fast done, I feel super clean, super strong. While on the fast I also quit nicotine pouches (snus), which added a difficulty to the fasting, but I am done, I made it…

Me and Khanie are not having none of that weak shit.

Anyway, I still haven’t received my discount code, and knowing it will take a couple days to also get the custom, I might as well head into the next cycle that starts tomorrow without a custom.

I am thinking of some short and sweet subliminal like The Executive and just squeeze cycle 5 of Khan ST1 / Khan Black ST1 with a hug called action. :man_shrugging:

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#295

Perhaps instead of adding practices etc to gain energy, how about we cut back on things that take energy and therefore double tap that sustainable energy?

Sexual energy from khan Black and khan! Cut out distractions / focus. Action. As @Skadoosh last post got me thinking.

My current plan for content creation is just do it, just stream. I’m at a point where I get analysis paralysis, trying to figure out the min-max way but in this area to need to experiment, reiterate, take action. Analysis paralysis is waste. So now I just want to do and commit and learn and grow from that. Then reevaluate. I also have little time and different priorities currently, things I want to take care of, but I don’t want to cut out this dream chase.

  • Two types of streams, cozy stream and a sweaty stream. Cozy stream I’ll play through a game like Fallout 3. Sweaty stream is I play a competitive game and try to rank up and dominate, like Valorant. Commit for 3 months at least. (ask @AlexanderGraves Gaming commitment is hard for me, I’m a loose gamer :sweat_smile:). Good thing is if you view my channel a few you’ll know immediately what my (experimental) setup is and what you can expect game wise.

  • Somehow extract content from these two streams to upload to other platforms like YouTube

  • Improve a content creator by action, learning, experimenting, studying the greats and work on communication and entertaining skills like comedy/improv and public speaking. Perhaps take a video editing course to get over my hate/resistance towards that. I’m trying to be mainly a personality streamer, or that is the end goal.

  • Use my Bald (but charismatic) Shroud custom. With GMX: Aimbot, Daredevil and True Sell cores.

  • Cut out bs because with a full busy life of work/family and a big dream, I can’t let my energy go to waste all too much.

  • Massive action and letting go of blockages and limiting beliefs etc.

  • And more…

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#296

could I see whats in it?

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#297

Well I don’t have it yet, waiting for my forum discount code :smirk:

But the idea is this:

Since I’ll be running Khan/Khan Black for 2024 and maybe even longer, I’m thinking perhaps certain Synergies are unnecessary, like AT THE TOP. So I might have to sit down and think and ask before putting in the order. Let me know what you think, good, bad, thoughts. :muscle::call_me_hand:

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#298

Modding Fallout 3 and Fallout: New Vegas while listening to Khan Black ST1. :slight_smile:

I love it!

Slowly the acceptance of my nerdiness is growing. (yoda?)

Decided to listen to RoM for a cycle and then next cycle get and run my BBCS Custom. I haven’t gotten my discount code as I mentioned previously. So the custom shenaningans will have to wait until next cycle.

Khan Black ST1 - Khan ST1 - RoM

My goal for this cycle is pure action and processing, as it’s the last cycle with the ST1:s, making it the fifth and final run, before proceeding to ST2. Challenge myself so that the weaknesses gets revealed for fixing or loving. Basically trigger myself or lure the demons out, so I can face them and process them.

#299

Legendary!

Face reality, don’t work against it. Presence.

I need to set some specific goals, right now I’m not aimless, but also not laser focused.

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#300

You might just not have found YOUR game yet :slight_smile:

Until then you can just keep going for whatever flows right now.

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#301

Just some random things I’ve noticed:

  • I am very calm and nonchalant when it comes to “social awkwardness”. You know when you say something on the edge at work, or stare at someone in the subway a bit too long. I used to get those even without doing anything of the above (social anxiety). But now I’m super cool about it.

  • it’s weird when you’re not used to certain behaviour from people and that they do now like gifts and supplication and laugh at everything you say (even though you didn’t say anything funny), first you feel guilty because it’s ridiculous and you remember how it was like being the person on the other end, but at the same time it’s awesome. Weird.

  • the gist of it is that it’s like a glass ceiling has been removed and now I’m in a new ecosystem and I’m not used to it. I’m like that first fish that walked on land. This must be how that creature felt.

Lol

  • Also I keep manifesting experiences to push my comfort zone. Like more naked showering with strangers and karaoke singing (big fear).

  • I’ve noticed I get more attention from the opposite sex. Not only that, but I also feel and know I’m sexy. It’s like that song I’m sexy and I know it. It’s a light hearted confidence, not some delusion and self-aggrandising confidence, but at the same time, true.

It’s hard to notice and remember to write these things down, especially with NSE, the quantum moments of epiphanies are subtle. But I’m going to improve at this because I’ve heard it improves results when you notice and are thankful for the progress and results you’re getting along the way.

Oh, a custom have been ordered. :sunglasses:🫡

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#302

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Thoughts of ROI popping up and naturally growing. Is this the high khan self-standard that khan brings out in you? I’ve seen past Khans come to the same conclusions.

#303

Started streaming to both Twitch and YouTube. :slight_smile:
I am thinking of adding even more platforms, why not?
Kick, X, TikTok, whatever…

I fell today too, caffeine, nicotine and PMO. :frowning: ah well… gotta fall a few times like Rocky.

#304

We go agane! Discipline?

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This is how I envision discipline after your take on it in the other thread, “bite it and never let go!”. @Fire

Last night I listened to microloops of KB ST1 and RoM. :ok_hand: still haven’t received my custom yet. It should arrive next week.

I’m currently brainstorming more strategies for Twitch. Currently planning one of the strategies I came up with. Making it specific and concrete.

It’s going to happen, trust.

#305

Another thing I am really into is esoteric and spiritual stuff. Wonder if this can somehow be combined into gaming? Many gamers and streamers combine fitness and gaming, why wouldn’t it work to tap into or create the niche around spirituality and gaming?

Hmm anyway, been enjoying RoM and KB ST1 as a combo, I do recommend. In the future I am thinking of doing a Dao custom with KB and RoS or RoM, we shall see. Powerful combo for spiritual endeavours.

Also going to a Yoga Studio and engage in a “niche” form of meditation or Yoga, just out of curiosity. It’s a healing module, and would be fun to see how it combines with Khan ST1 and Khan Black ST1.

#306

Awesome subliminal dude (Khan/Khan Black). I am truly grateful I got the pull to run this.
I feel a level of personal power growing, confidence growing and a feeling of invinciblity. I guess I just don’t feel weak or scattered in social settings. Where usually I can sense light social anxiety popping up in the subway for instance.

Also, have I said I feel sexy? Like I sense this sexual aura that pulls people in, noticing more and more looks. It’s awesome.

This is only stage 1. I guess I ran stage 1 in the hope of healing and be done with it after 5 cycles, but it’s a journey mate. I can’t, and probably no one can heal everything there is in one area in one go.

After this cycle it’s time to move to the next stages. You can’t heal everything at once, life and you are more complex than that. Plus, this is a multistager, certain things might heal later. Sometimes certain areas have prequisites before you can heal them, like getting certain life experiences. Other times, you’re not ready to heal it yet, sadly. Maybe you need to take even more action. But I also believe in a way that aiming to heal 100% is also a way to self-sabotage. Like, “I will heal first and then live my life…”, “I’ll be happy when I finnnish all healing…”. You know? In my experience.

But the great thing is, you don’t have to fully heal to be succesful in life, no one is perfect, and many who have your goals are not perfect, so why try to heal yourself to perfection? It’s not needed. Might even be “counter-productive”. I remember this CEO telling me getting a product from 90% perfection to 100% perfection is not worth the time and money, as it costs vastly more going from 90% to 100% than 0% to 90%…

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#307

My custom is here, holy hell :grin: My first custom, finally.

DD, TS and GMX: Aimbot custom, Bald But Charismatic Shroud.

#308

Little me and my little life.
Missing the point.

Remember the big picture, because worrying about those small things and getting lost in them is a waste.

Macro vs Micro

#309

Responsible. Proactive.

Been aware of how much responsibility I don’t take and how important that is for personal power and ambition but also self-esteem. I’m aware of how much I resist and how it correlates with areas in my life I’m not pleased with.

Be proactive in increasing your responsibility. Start with what you as a grown up should already have handled. You’re trying to take over the world, but don’t even floss consistently. 🫡😂 trying to be the boss, but you can’t even get yourself to go to bed in time.

Pay your bills.
Take care of your hygiene.
Take care of your body and home.
Do your job.
Basic, but profound effect.

:call_me_hand:
Total breakdown.

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#310

There’s definitely some form of “shifting” in Khan. Perhaps it’s a side effect of Khan, but nonetheless, its a possible result to expect.

A friend I haven’t seen since starting Khan, said I looked great, loose and confident. Walking with a swagger. Better shape, better posture. He was really looking at me shocked, caught him staring a few times. I haven’t seen him since starting my khan/khanBlack run which was a few cycles ago.

🫡🙌

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#311

Summer time vibes! Learned the hard way the difference between doing PMO and being more responsible, the hard way. We shall start again!

The invincibility. The power. The confidence.
I love it.