OK.
For those who haven’t noticed, i’ve been mainly just posting on threads these days. Stark Black results? Stark Black Disc. Thread.
Etc etc
To summarize the last few weeks
- Went to Medellin Colombia, saw some of my best friends, had a great time
- The “Dream Job” i got was actually really weird, the offer was bunk, the sales team was very robotic (I was literally told by the CEO I idolized that “the biggest mistake people make is trusting their judgement” and that I “need to learn to execute like a robot, turning off my brain and executing the play”
- Not working there anymore, SUPER excited because I’m basically shedding layers preventing me from going all in on self-driven business pursuits.
- Going all-in on YouTube in the next few weeks. Have all the ideas/videos mapped out, and possibly naive-ly, I think ASBR helped me crack the code on why videos go viral in a way I can replicate.
- I ran a FULL FREAKING MARATHON and was completely dead and barely able to walk for the next 2 days. This is the end of day 2 post-marathon and i’m only just starting to be able to walk without limping
- relationship is thriving right now, she was 100% calm even though I was in colombia (normally me travelling alone is a big trigger of past childhood abandonment wounds for her)
- have been stack switching like crazy the last little bit, due to new limitless coming out, and i ran paragon/paragon sleep/spartan around the time of the marathon
- made a new custom with Chosen and Inner Circle as the main cores, haven’t started running it yet
- planning on doing as @SaintSovereign recommended to me a while ago and COMPLETELY stopping wealth subs for a while, both to let them bloom, and to work on other avenues of myself (will still listen to some Stark Black for the fame/social media/content scripting)
- I’ve been getting amazing results on Limitless, Stark Black, Nouveau RICH, and even Daredevil although that sub gives me insane recon as there are things there to be healed.
@Hoppa previously had said that I don’t sound that confident anymore.
However, I’d like to reframe that. I think I’m more confident than ever. However, my confidence is moving away from external validation, and towards internal validation, which is giving me the confidence to look at my life and see all the areas I’m falling short, without fear that it means something bad about me. I’ve been assessing my genuine strengths and weaknesses, with the highest self esteem but also with the most critical and honest eye, and I’m shocked and empowered by what I see.
That’s why on the new Dragon Reborn sound track I mentioned I’d be ready for DR.
I’m at a phase in my life where, like @Niles and @Azriel i realize that sales is extremely low leverage… a great opportunity, but one that should be graduated from, or else you live as a “student” of business forever, instead of as a master.
Business is up in the air, work and career are up in the air, lifestyle is up in the air. My fiancee and I are having conversations about what province of Canada we’d like to live in. My parents and her parents will probably die in the next 10-15 years and start getting feeble in the next 5, so, we’re talking about possibly going somewhere in the next year for 6-12 months while we still can (and want to).
My point is, I’m reinventing my life from scratch.
I’ve also overdone subliminals, lol, so, I’ll be doing a hard reset there. Writing this, it sounds to me like the sub that would help me the most is Genesis. Subs I’m most interested in right now are Chosen and Limitless