My previous cycle was the exact same, however before that I was running Emperor + HOM, could be from emperor I suppose, I also have used the romance titles extensively but it has been close to a year since doing so.
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Covered here
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Forgot that I’m on Stark Black thread 
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Matter of fact. The perfect people always seem to appear in my life for every circumstance… 
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One last comment about Bruce Lee and Chuck Norris before moving back to Stark.
I think that was Norris’ first movie.
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Almost impossible to hide from this sub. It reminds me of Total Break down sometimes in that anything that’s holding me back will be brought to light over and over until I deal with it.
Last night, my life quite literally flashed before my eyes.
I saw all my shameful memories laid out before my inner eye they were crystals of memory. At first I fought them, then a voice spoke to me:
“What is there to fear? These things have already happened.”
I asked to be shown more, but there was nothing left to see.
A life time of “trauma” stood before me, spanning about twenty years, and there wasn’t much to see.
I then said something, an insult that was recently lodged at me, and no reaction came.
In that moment I was also able to see the difference between recon and intuition–something that’s been hard for me until now. I could see the recon and see what it wanted.
It didn’t want to be expressed, it only wanted to be seen.
Like a child begging for attention, my shadow was simply asking to be seen. Not spoken of, not dissected, not posted on the internet, it just wanted me to see it.
I got up to get a drink of water and returned to my sleeping girlfriend.
There was no need to explain, no need to describe.
I didn’t need to be seen by another, I only needed to be seen by myself.
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Are you running Love Bomb too?
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Here is something I noticed about this sub: it is opening my perception of how I want to make money.
Some things are now appearing too small for me to go after. This is something I had already gained from running EOG and HoM.
Now some money-making avenues that I was resistant to either look intriguing or no longer as unattractive as I once saw them.
And of course (something I already mentioned) no goal seems too big for me. Everything is within my reach.
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Would that make a difference? Not disagreeing. Just curious
Would what make a difference?
Running Stark Black with LB. I’m running LB myself and it got me thinking about how LB and Stark Black would work together.
That is the part that got me thinking about LB. I have long known that trauma and self-love can’t coexist in the same psyche. If you’re working on self-love you’re going to have to let go of trauma whether you like or not.
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WB and RotNW 
That could very well be an effect of Wanted Black. A healthy self-esteem is a component of attractiveness.
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One of the nice things about that is that it also helps you become a better person. Although I only began working on self love recently I have told people repeatedly that people that truly love themselves don’t treat others like shit
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Neither do they accept shit from other people. That part is often forgotten.
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That too. I have always had serious issues with establishing boundaries but the more I read about self love the more I understand that it will be an eventual necessity
The more you work on self-love, the more you’ll find situations where you’ll stand your ground assertively but without internal trepidation. When someone tries to disrespect you, don’t be surprised if you find yourself asking the person: “Hey! Who are you talking to?” with a firm tone of voice while keeping a smile on your face. Don’t even be surprised if you see people apologizing profusely. Self-love is the cornerstone of alphaness.
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You have no fucking idea how much I’m looking forward to that.
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Don’t look for it. It will come naturally. The mindset is “I love myself way too much to accept anything less than the best from others.”. At the same time you love yourself too much to be associated with the idea that you give anything less than your best.
Be careful though, self-love and narcissism are two completely different things.
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