Hello everyone, I have been lurking for about 2 months now since I’ve bought Dragon Reborn and Khan. It’s been a treat to read all of you guy’s results and journals. It has inspired me to start journaling offline and I thank you all for it.
A little bit of info about myself. I’m a 19yrs old student. I’m about to take a Engineering course. I have listened to subliminals mostly on youtube but I have had barely noticeable results.(Not that I’m bashing them but they just don’t work for me).
My Goals and Aspirations on this stack.
- To be the man that I deserved to be.
- Become someone who can take charge knowing that he will win it all
- Be able to freely talk with others without anxiety
- Be more consistent and actually follow through with my goals
- To be more productive
- To be able to make money by innovating in the field of Engineering
- Transform from being skinny fat into being muscular dude.
May - DR ST1
June - DR ST2 and Khan ST1
July - DR ST3 and Khan ST2
Here’s my summary of my run so far as well as some snippets from my journal.
5/19/2021 - “I have been sleeping way more than usual, my brain feels really foggy for some reason. felt very out of it”
6/14/2021 - "So today I suddenly had the ephiphany to just go out and start gazing around. I didn’t bring any electronics just me and my dog.
While walking I started to notice the different types of people and I started to appreciate nature more. I feel calm and I started reflecting on my past and the road I’ve taken. I realize what an absolute piece of shit I am.
I realize that I had this preconceived notions that I’m a good person when you know I’m a piece of shit. I realize that my I keep blaming others for my mistake when It’s absolutely my fault. "
6/26/2021 - 'Suddenly came across a post a post detailing how they are eating for themselves and that food should be treated as fuel for the body. It got me inspired to try and make changes in my diet.
Realized that I need to be a longterm kind of guy not a short term kind. I was really tired but forced myself to go to the gym…"
6/30/2021 - " I started internalizing a quote I came across “Do the hard work especially when you don’t feel like it”. I got inspired so I dragged my ass to the gym and came home feeling great and euphoric.
7/6/2021 - "Started to notice that my thinking has been great. Lately my thinking has always been positive but not too positive. I found that I’m finding the balance between positive and negative.
Talked with some of they guys in the gym and they started giving me life advice and career advice. when in the past I would’ve actually ignored. I noticed I was way more comfortable making connections with people. The best part about it is that I met some really influential people that I think can help with my future career."
7/8/2021 - "I just finished going to the gym and found out that my muscle soreness has gone down big time. I’m going to the gym 6x a week. I found it bonkers because it has literally never happened before. "
Entry for today: 7/10/2021
It’s my rest day today and I feel really out of it. I was feeling down and confidence is really like poof gone. I found myself browsing and then start comparing myself into other 19 year old who are way farther in life and are making money.
There’s this one girl who is a model for some kind of thing.(I think cars or makeup?) same age like me. I started having thoughts like why I was born this way and not like her who had good looks and better yet opportunities I started to get really insecure and my mental is going down.
I sort of feel like I will never achieve anything in this life. It’s hard man. Rest days are hard.
So yeah. That’s my journey so far and thanks for reading it. I hope to interact and learn from you guys here.