K I’m going to continue my primal solo starting Monday. Same as last week: 4 days (monday, Wednesday, Friday, Sunday) and see.
It feels like results are on the cusp but it also simultaneously feels like my results thus far are as good as it gets. Another week will solidify it for me.
I just don’t feel very empowered in these subs, lots of limiting thoughts and defeatist and some downright fatalistic. Also some realizations about reality that are not pleasant at all and I’d be happier and more motivated not knowing.
I know the case has been made in the past that subs stir up beliefs you have deep in your mind and that may be true, but I had results before this so again that doesn’t make any sense. How can you be full of limiting beliefs and still get results and then destroy (supposedly) those limiting beliefs and get no results?
On the other hand, I’ve also been slowly taking more necessary action like exercising even when I haven’t had time to go to the gym using my dumbell at home.
But on yet another hand (yes these subs have given me another hand ) it just feels stale and flat. There’s bo spark between my interactions with women like there used to be, I’m getting into arguments with them or calling them out on shit instead of seducing (pics below) and what does that accomplish? Nothing! So why do it? It’s like I’m trying to be all macho but macho doesn’t work for me so it’s a useless thing to do.
I don’t know. We’ll see how this week goes.