SargeMaximus: Heart of Man (Heartsong, Primal, Executive, Paragon Ultima)

Journals - Major Programs
#388

Again, that doesn’t make sense. I already get close to the results of the program on my own. I’m experiencing a complete blackout, like someone turned off the power. All I needed was to turn up the brightness if that makes sense. That’s the whole reason I came here: to take my abilities to the next level, not start from scratch.

I’ve also done extensive shadow work in the past and have incorporated my shadow self, so I don’t believe it’s a shadow phenomenon.

As far as I know, Heartsong and PS are both healing titles, so I’m already doing healing. That may be the problem in fact as I’ve had a sort of “endless healing” response to other healing subs in the past.

The fact is, if a sub is triggering something and causing a bad result, you gotta take it for what it’s doing. Like eating a food that triggers an allergy. Sure maybe everyone else can eat peanuts, but some people can’t. You don’t keep eating peanuts, you respect the results.

That’s where I’m at.

#389

No, you need to differentiate here. There is certain food that triggers a detoxification, not an allergy. For example, celery juice due to its healing properties often leads the body to expose certain toxins for example through the skin. The result is you develop a bad rash which is temporary. The detoxification, the symptom is not the problem but actually the healing part. You can obviously just leave out the celery juice but those toxins will then just continue to store up in your body until one day you develop a serious disease.

The same applies to your situation.

The sub is not causing an allergy but a detoxification. You can stop the subs and not go through temporary periods of discomfort but you will also not get rid of the toxins or “limiting beliefs” in that context.

There are ways to make the detoxification less severe and more pleasant, which I recommended to you by running Ascension and/or Primal.

#390

Again, that doesn’t make sense. The detoxification of what? Like seriously, what is it detoxifying? Lack of results? Getting results? That’s why I call it an allergy. It’s bringing out bad results, not working towards good results.

#391

In the context of the mind, traumas, limiting beliefs, fear, low self-love and low self-worth, wrong ideas about yourself (who you are and how you should act), about what “alpha” means, some stupid and useless stuff you picked up from society that did not originate from yourself.

All of that will be purged and all of that can trigger reconciliation. Some of the stuff you ingrained so deep into your unconscious, you are not even aware of it.

Going through a process that cleanses those stuff (subs), will consequently make you go through periods of reconciliation that can also explain the reactions you see.
Similar to how the celery juice can make you develop a rash, in the context of the body.

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#392

Have I mentioned I’ve been in the pua/self development and subliminal space for over 7 years? I’m not a newbie to this stuff. I don’t have many traumas left. I won’t go into the details since it’s personal but one thing I did involved recreating a childhood experience and reliving it. I nearly had a heart attack. The pain in my chest was so bad. But I processed the emotions and now, whenever I encounter what used to trigger intense fear, I feel a massive endorphin rush. And that’s not the only thing I overcame.

So I’m not some newbie, and I’m not reading articles and thinking that’s all I need to do to overcome my issues. I’ve put in the actual work and gotten the results. On my own. Doing the work to overcome what you say the sub is now clearing. So if the sub is gonna take me back to the beginning what good is it? Erasing my progress? That doesn’t make any sense.

Maybe the subs are meant for people who haven’t done the work I’ve done. That is another possibility. I don’t know what else would have the effect of bringing me back to the beginning.

#393

So you should be aware that the self-development journey, the clearance of the bad unnecessary stuff in your subconcscious, is most likely a life-long journey. You start with the stuff on the surface and slowly progress to the deepest beliefs. It will get easier but simultaneously harder because you deal with far deeper stuff over time.

It is not taking you back, it is just continuing the journey.

You are just experiencing reconciliation, which hits a bit deeper because the sub is already working on deeper stuff because you already went deep into self-development and cleared a lot of stuff away in the past.

#394

Yes, it’s a life long journey, but that doesn’t equal a life without results because you’re always clearing things :wink:

The results beg to differ.

But we will see. I’ll try primal solo next week.

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#395

If the theory we are operating one is correct, and there is truly no direct scripting in the sub that states “DIMINISH THE VIBE OF SARGEMAXIMUS”, then this should be all only temporary and you should soon text me under a pile of new women haha.

Sounds like a good plan. If there still will be some problems, we will try Ascension next. But seems like I could persuade you to not leave subs all together this Friday :wink:

P.S. Subclub where is my BONUS for that? I take Paypal, Crypto and credit card.

#396

I don’t believe the subs are aimed against me or anyone. Just like peanuts aren’t trying to kill people allergic to them. It’s just an unfortunate result.

Lol I won’t be buying any more subs till I begin to see results :slight_smile:

#397

You are valuable to the community as you are, worth enough to get me a nice bonus even if you do not buy any more subs, in my opinion haha.

Before anyone gets the wrong idea, I am clearly just joking and am not paid by subclub haha

Peanuts actually contain antinutrients that are kinda harmful to everyone, not only the people who have an allergic reaction to it. So yes, peanuts try to kill you, subclubs subs do not hehe.

#398

Self defense isn’t the same as trying to kill someone imo. But that made me think perhaps I should stop eating so much peanut butter. It’s just so hard to get enough calories as it is. I’ll try substituting coconut oils for my peanut butter today. Thanks

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#399

Did some door knocking today. It’s literally like printing money. I’m not even trying anymore but I still push myself and manage to get people who even initially say they aren’t interested.

Came away from one house that was the easiest. Literally no trying required, and when I went around past the front door (I had met the people in their garage) after getting the lead, I noticed they had a MASSIVE “ABSOLUTELY NO SOLICITING!” sign that had about a paragraph of print in addition to the bold title. I just chuckled. I also entertained the thought of going back and telling them I couldn’t help them after all because of their sign.

It just cracks me up how people are so sure of themselves till they find out they need something from you, then everything changes.

Anyhow, most of the girls I been talking to magically vanished. Stuck in the sub limbo again.

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#400

I was going to stop my stack and not do Friday but some recent developments have me thinking otherwise.

It’s like starting your car but it won’t turn over yet every once in a while it fakes you out and you think it will.

Headed to the gym soon

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#401

Well that workout was short. About midway through doing my bench flies I realized I must have strained a muscle in the right of my chest. Definitely felt the stretch in a tight/painful way. So, I finished them up and went home. Discouraging but safety first. Powering through would only make things worse and extend the recovery time I would need. Kind of like subs :stuck_out_tongue:

Not much else to report. As I said most girls have vanished including that 21 year old masochist who was dtf today but ghosted. That 22 year old who I was supposed to fuck last night also ghosted. It’s like magic. I really do think that for whatever reason these subs and I do not mix. I can think of no other explanation why women begin flocking to me when I’m off them and they disappear when I start them up again.

I don’t want this to be the case either. I’ve read the Primal Seduction sales page multiple times and get so enthused because everything it has on there sounds like exactly what I want, same with Heartsong. But I gotta take the reality of what is happening vs. what I want to happen. So, the plan currently is finish up this stack Friday, then Sunday start a new journal where I’ll run Primal for a week.

Last week I was off this stack and began to see things normalize as far as women in my life are concerned. Then I go on this stack and things dissipate. SO, my theory is that another week off should return things to normal again. If things don’t go back to normal while I’m using Primal, I’ll know the subs just aren’t for me. If things DO begin to normalize, I’ll know it’s just this stack. So, we’ll see how things develop.

In other news, my stock portfolio is doing a nose dive. I’m mostly in commodities and they are tanking hard. I do have some cash on the side but I’m too smart to buy dips every day. I normally buy dips when a position is down over 30%, that’s when I cost-average in. I’m long on these so it’s no big deal but it is annoying to see things red everyday especially when last year it was the opposite.

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#402

Hey man I’ve just started Heartsong myself and my results have been similar.

Had a girl message me out of nowhere pretending she got the wrong num etc and now shes gone dark after a day.

I feel like there may be an ebb and flow to the manifestation subs (especially with attraction)

I’m gonna keep reporting anything else but I was enjoying been chatted up by a nice asian chick and now shes not responsive so will have to see what happens after a days rest.

Keep it up dude, the girls may come back around.

#403

Thanks, I think I read your story. Tbh, if an Asian girl messaged me on WhatsApp without me messaging her first, I would assume it’s a guy trying to scam me.

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#404

Oh don’t worry my guard is always up with things like that.

It’s just that this has happened after listening to Heartsong and I am trying to manifest Asian chicks so i’m just trying to see if its a legit thing right now.

But yeah I’m never gonna get scammed with things like that, too savvy for my own good in that regard.

#405

Ok good to hear.

I don’t think they manifest out of thin air tho, you gotta do daygame or be on a dating site or something. Or try the gym, tons of hot asians at mine anyways.

#406

Finished my loops and that will conclude my Heartsong and Primal Seduction/Primal run.

Still trying to figure out what that “it” factor might be but we’ll see how next week goes on Primal

#407

So I made a fuck up today. Basically I bought myself insoles to lift my heels in my shoes and make me taller. I’ve been wanting to get them FOREVER and finally did. BUT, because my heels are higher in my shoe, they scrape against the heel of the shoe which is worn away and as I discovered while knocking doors today: that leads to pain and a few layers of skin scraped away. Yeah. Dumb and I should have foreseen this but you don’t think of these things when your heels don’t normally get scraped when you walk.

So yeah, I need to buy new shoes but I imagine the scraping would just wear the shoes away faster anyways. So I don’t think I’ll continue using them, which is a shame since I was looking forward to the results of being slightly taller. But, like mones (which I have never got to work for me), it seems these insoles are yet another fail for my attempts to improve “me”.

As for door knocking, I got nothing. Not a thing. People were so abnormally resistant I can only assume either my discomfort in those shoes was being transferred to them, or someone had already knocked those doors into oblivion. It’s VERY rare that I get a zero leads day so when it happens, I assume something is massively wrong. Either it’s a bad area or my vibe is shot.

Either way, my week is done and now I hope my feet will heal before monday.

As for subs, I plan to start Primal solo on Sunday. New journal too. One week (4 listening days: Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday). So yeah, that’s all I got for now.