My current stack is Chosen From Within, Mind’s Eye, Paragon. But, as CFW removes a lot of emotional baggage holding me back, I’m sensing a bunch of ideas lingering on the edge of my consciousness. It may be time to turn Until the End of Time into a ZP and bring those ideas to the forefront.
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So does that mean 1 loop is definitely more effective than 2?
I’m confused if you should just stop it at 7 minutes in, if you listen for 7 minutes… I thought they were a script that you had to listen to from beginning to end?
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It certainly suggests it, otherwise the conclusion would have been that 30 minutes > 15.
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I think I’m drooling on my mat and I’m not yet sleeping🤤
That sound really really good
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It’s always great reading your journals re: running subs. I doubt most other producers are at open about their own results from running these things.
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These posts would seem to indicate that, at least in the case of username Zen, stopping at the 5 minute mark is sufficient.
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Wow… well that changes things!
rofl, a first.
Just got a text from @Fire, who’s allegedly cracking up because I quoted the script of a title in my stack. Even though I’ve read them, it’s not like I commit them to memory, especially considering that I read so many. When you all ask me questions, I actually go back and re-read the script to get the correct answer.
That being said, it’s actually a very odd feeling doing this without realizing it. Like, is this how you guys feel when we tell you that you quoted the script? 
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in my case, it makes me feel like I just got the highest grades in a course 
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Chosen from Within has to be my fav at the moment,
I think it’s missing Harmonic Singularity though, that would complete it.
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That’s a pretty cool finding. It makes sense, as you also mentioned gaining more harmonious control over your emotions.
Emotional equilibrium, that’s a nice little addition to the experimental sequel of the ZP Flagship Title. Very cool.
Has running CFW changed yours and Fire’s ideas of what to put in Chosen ZPv2 after the preview has run its course to the both of y’all’s satisfaction?
Have you also noticed mental clarity/acuity benefits that you wouldn’t attribute to having used Limitless ZP?
Follow-up, are you seeing any improvement in your ability to stay detached in situations in your life?
Oh, why here, have another! Since you have been running CFW, would you say that it has been ‘peeling’ illusory layers off of how you perceived past situations, particularly the more life changing ones you’ve experienced? What I mean is, basically removing any blinders you may have consciously or unconsciously placed on your perception of past happenings to help you not only see the situation differently and less painfully, but more authentically?
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That would be so cool. Can I test it?
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You just helped me immensely there without realizing it. For as long as I can remember I have had ridiculous trust issues. It’s made me incredibly anxious probably to the point of mild paranoia at times. Seems like running CFW is what I need
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@SaintSovereign I would like to test it If you like, was looking at the modules so long after the original zp test.
However buy now the difference between qv2 and zp is like a t ford versus a ferrari.
Zp until end of time would be something.
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Incredible insight here.
I, like many, have had great difficulty in trusting others because I’ve had every person that’s ever been close to me break my trust. I like to rationalize my distrust of others as me understanding the notion of precedent, but when I read your characterization of the ‘alpha’ I instantly get goosebumps down my spine as I’m confronted with my fear of trusting being a major roadblock to my own personal growth.
Damn, this journal does not disappoint. Tempted to go to post 1 and read literally everything in here.
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Also reading “Until the End of Time” makes me play this song in my head every time:
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I wouldn’t have seen this particular entry if @James hadn’t quoted it. Your posts have been piercingly introspective lately, I’m glad he did. As to what I quoted…
Well. Let he who has never sinned be the one to absolve you.
While I wait for that impossibility, if I may, I’d like to present a different way of looking at the idea of absolving yourself of past deeds. Absolving implies judgement, which implies other things in a chain that I see only ending in the unwillingness to forgive one’s self or another.
Well, you seem to be finding the ability to forgive yourself. So… Once you truly have internalized your burgeoning inner reality, though (I feel like ‘newality’ should be a thing)… What, besides your memories, is there left to actually absolve?
I won’t go into the obvious point that what we do affects others, for better or for worse. I was simply focusing on a singular point.
Edit: P.S of course, you reserve the right to judge whomever as you please, for you’re the only one whose opinion truly matters in this and all you are and will be, anyway. You said something recently about being the sole… Something. Jury? Sum’n.
But fax. Big fax. A wise man once said, “Only God can judge me.”
I personally think it has bigger things on its mental, though.
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It’s been a weird feeling almost daily especially after having run Dragon Reborn. I will think back to something I did , said , or how I behaved and question myself as to how I thought any of it was ok. It hurts but it also makes me curious about how the other person felt or even feel now if they ever think about it.
I was a horrible person and I used a lot of people and fucked over a few and I am not proud of it . I am trying not to cry while I type this out but it’s difficult.
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