Honestly I have only run Dragon Reborn Stage one and that was by itself for probably three or four months straight after it came out. That one stage alone is the reason for the massive shift you described. Before it was upgraded to QV2 I remember @Sub.Zero and myself having a friendly competition to see who could run the most loops in one day.
I cheated a bit in that I would play the masked and ultrasonic version at the same time in two different mp3 apps on my phone.
My Wife has told me I’m more mature emotionally than I have ever been. I have read some of my very early posts on the forum and other places prior to Dragon Reborn and I either don’t remember writing whatever it was and I don’t know who that person was.
It’s weird because as much as I would talk about personal responsibility I was so lazy and immature. I would do everything I could to get out of doing something I didn’t want to do.
Now I feel a weird responsibility to be a better person so I can be the person I wish I had to reach out to when I was dealing with adversity or whatever.
I feel like a lot of times people want to dismiss someone who is struggling or if they do offer any help it’s for status reasons or because they will get something out of it rather than just doing the right thing because
Not long ago I actually embraced being pessimistic. Why ?? I have no idea. It’s so draining. Not just for yourself but for anyone who has to interact with you.
I will literally go out of my way to show appreciation. It’s like having money burning a hole in my pocket but instead it’s pure gratitude.