If you’d stuck me on something that was all positivity a few years ago, I’m going to speculate that I’d have gotten some epic reality ripping recon.
That’s because I had a very dark and negative worldview and held to that as an integral part of my identity. Maybe you have something similar going on with regard to one of the subjects covered.
Every emotion has its purpose. Maybe you unconsciously want to experience some negative emotions currently so that’s why your mind doesn’t like that positivity scripting?
I imagine Until the End of TIme was the Alpha leadership prototype for Chosen ZP.
If that’s the cause, perhaps you are further along and digging into deeper issues to get the next cut of the sub’s effects. I think you or Fire talked about recon can be bad when you are really far from a goal or really close and it is very deep./subtle issues to resolve to get to the next level.
I found alp zp better than chosen zp,
With alp I could feel the effects,
Chosen hardly anything
That doesnt mean the sub isnt working…
Until the End of Time became the Zero Point Primer, which is in every ZP sub.
The script barely changed from the ALP ZP to Chosen. What changed was the 15 minute build method.
Honestly, I think it’s because I have a lot of disdain for what I’m seeing happening in the world right now. No matter where you stand on various issues, the calls for those holding the opposing view to die or be oppressed is extremely disconcerting, and Chosen’s “let’s be hopeful and positive” scripting is clashing with that.
So, I don’t think that it’s necessarily that I WANT to experience negative emotions, but more like its exceptionally hard to avoid this right now.
Unless you never watch any news and don’t gaf what they do with c0v1d.
While I am raising people’s vibration as much as I can with what I do, there is no point in getting mad about the evil forces stopping society as a whole from ascending.
All we lightworkers (like you) can do is do our work, and help each individual to ascend to new heights, aiming for a domino effect.
You’re doing God’s (All’s) work, Saint. Just keep doing that! We all need you!
Thesis - Antithesis - Synthesis
The genuine encounter with a pathogen includes the stage of aversive, allergic immune response. Ultimate result: the adaptive production of antibodies.
As you’ve intuited: Breakthrough, imminent.
Continue to trust your process.
And the beat goes on.
This is to the point how I’ve been feeling so it must be Chosen for me too. A wide range of negative emotions for me today and was the same for a couple days last week too.
I always have bad plays on video games when I’m experiencing recon recently I’ve noticed.
I know a few people who have stopped watching, reading, listening, etc. to the news. All of them have become much happier, less anxious, and less stressed since they gave it up.
I’ve been torn about this position. For awhile, I did disengage completely and focused solely on the creation of Zero Point and the such. The thing is, I feel that we all have a responsibility to contribute and engage with society, and to help those who may not have a voice. That’s part of the recon I’m feeling on Chosen. It calls for you to go out be a shining beacon of positivity, but I’m also the type that can isolate myself and be a lone wolf. Like @Malkuth just pointed out, however, there’s a battle raging in my subconscious and when it resolves, I’m sure I will have integrated both philosophies into one that works for me.
It is not what is on the news that is a problem any more.
It is how actively everything else is being suppressed.
When no channels of rational discourse are left open, violence will become a necessity.
Of course, this trendline has been getting more and more obvious for at least a decade now.
(Which is why I wrote when, not if.)
Chosen and EOG users are likely to find themselves considering everything – riots, wars, resource shortages, supply chain failures, et al.
As an individual, one does have the option to walk away.
As a leader, one needs to see victory – even if the path requires fighting for it.
Edit:
A Frame that might help Reconcile Chosen:
“Everything is leading towards a better future in the long term.
We could have done it with less suffering; nonetheless, it’s still for the best.”
Would Cathedral ZP help?
Just trying to cheer you up.
I’m happy that you aren’t MIA any more.
Reading this actually made me glad I didn’t go with chosen, funny enough it’s apart of my natural archetype but especially with some things that have happened over the past couple years, I know I’d need to run regeneration before is even seriously took the plunge to run chosen.
Chosen made this easy for me to stay positive while being bombarded with negative energy. Not the news, because fuck that. There is literally no point (imo).
But when you talk to people and they are still so deeply inured in the system, they fight to protect it (know the quote? )
However, if you’re more the lonewolf type, that might be your recon?
This is what came to me TONIGHT in a dream.
What’s currently happening is the CATALYST we need to get the evil forces off their power. It doesn’t work with a random news article on buzzfeed. The whole worlds needs to be involved on a very emotional level WHEN all of it is revealed. Or… parts of it at least.
However, what’s currently happening is necessary.
The night is always darkest before dawn.
Funny enough i also had more recon with the seduction subs in general. With the IQ enhancing subs no problem whatsoever.
I feel like your reconciliation already passed but if not how about customizing Chosen with the “Untouchable” module? I put this module in my custom for the exact same reasons, and so far it seems very profound and effective.