I would prefer to roam in alonesomeness then to run with a pack of ravenous.
Division. Or. De-vision
Divisible. Or. De-visible.
Misery loves company. So, laugh at your own misery and you’ll find yourself alone.
Joy loves everything. Invite it in and you’ll never be lonely.
Divided units are coming into Unity.
11/18/22
New Stack:
Emperor Black x EOG x Lustrocity III (Wanted/Sex Mastery)
Running EB and EOG now.
Initial loop of EB:
• Scarcely any sort of processing that I felt. I could feel gentle ‘seismic movement’ in my head/Mind, and I (just saw a license plate that says luvstry. Lustrocity nod, thanks) can tell that this is different from the original ZP build.
Full 15 min.
• I’m feeling ‘above me’ a descending feeling of ‘coolness’. Temperature, not societal/interpersonal standards.
• I am equanimity in my personal and communal economy
• I am perfect equanimity in the perfection of my ecosystem.
• I decided to set reminders through Google for certain times of the day, daily, to give myself that extra push to handle things I’ve shown avoidant behavior towards.
• I can’t expect a reward in full, if I cheat myself along the way.
Editing throughout the day.
Let go of regard for that and from with-in that of whatsoever thing, personage, or circumstance which is useless and no longer serves me and life.
I choose to hold in regard that which is pure, that which is right, that which is true, that which is holy.
If I have to rationalize it, then the fruits are and will be ultimately fruitless.
If I must seek to justify it, there certainly is no justice therein.
Fruit spoils if let out for too long. Delight in the fruits. Make use of them before you lose them.
Mind does not deal in trickery. It is Truth. If your mind, then, is tricking you, who’s at fault?
That which you claim to be, you chose to Be, before. What will you be now? What will you be, then?
If it’s all in your head, who put it there?
Your body is a temple.
Your mind is conductor of all the temple’s affairs.
And yet, nothing happens without your allowance.
What are you, then?
Some thoughts are in your head because you allowed them to be. Others are there because you allowed them to be. You call some of these visitors welcome, you call some unwelcome.
Either way, they will all eventually leave the home. Let them come and go.
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Definity does not work in infinity.
To define is to confine.
Yup.
Emperor Black is my new favorite title. This is one title that I’m going to go back on what I said…
Here, and just not even try. Truly, truly transformative day it was smfh I wouldn’t know where to begin and there would be no ending because, these 'zults are ever developing, man.
Granted, EOG ST1 is in the mix.
Noting for future reference though:
The first love I can remember having, from childhood, sent me a video today on Instagram saying, “this used to be our song.”
Edit: we only very rarely speak on social media, so seeing the notification when I got back in my work truck was… I would say astounding, but there was scarcely a ‘blip’ emotionally/mentally. As if it was meant to be, and I knew.
She’s married and has kids of her own, and I’m a respecter of marriages so we’ve exchanged friendly re-memories, but she was catalytic to me realizing that some of my mental hang-ups about women are because of beliefs I’ve built of WOMAN, through the filter of my experiences with her.
I won’t go into too much about the rest of it, but that’s just an event marker of note in a day full of notebooks.
11/19
I woke up earlier than normal with perfect energy, laid for a bit there affirming things and decided to get up and do a light little workout/stretch session, and did various things around my place to pass the time.
I handled so much that I was getting irritated with the clock for not showing ‘shower time’ before work 
funny seeing that in writing but yeah.
More later about work a few minutes ago, making our stop.
The sense of power that I feel inside of myself is indescribable and it shows.
True dominion.
I’ve talked often about respect that I get on ‘alpha’ titles, but this brand of deference is truly remarkable.
Not a single, solitary person has not been affected that I’ve made eye contact with.
Please understand. I am simply being me. Unequivocally, unapologetically me.
I’m not going around, throwing my weight hither and thither. I’m not loud. I’m not boasting or show boating. I’m. Simply. Being.
And people seem to adore the assuredness of my authentic nature.
When I see my work managers, I see people.
When I think of money, I see possibility, not improbability.
When I am musing, I see the interconnectedness of the many, and the diversity of the one.
When I am relaxed, I am ready.
When I see a friend, I let them know I’m there in various ways.
When I see a ‘foe’ (someone I can sense dislikes me) I acknowledge them anyway.
When I think of the past, I take the memory, cherish the lessons and release it for all that it was and all that I am now.
When I speak, I say what I want and fall silent when I sense the point was received.
When I listen, I check myself for veracity.
When I think of God, I think of You.
If I see a pretty girl, she doesn’t get much more attention from me then her ‘plain’ friend.
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Have you ever been waiting for something and felt like it was taking too long?
Have you ever stopped in the moment and wondered what you can do to make the best of the moment?
Have you ever simply observed the process of processing?
Have you ever given your heart to someone and waited for it back, in vain?
Have you ever loved someone just because they are who they are and damn, it’s beautiful?
Love calls. But who answers? You? Or love?
Birds of a feather, they flock together. In treasure, we are. Of treasure, we came. To greater treasure, we will be.
Where indeed is your treasure? Do you treasure the treasure that you are and always have been?
Where have you given treasure’s home to pleasure’s roam? Your pearls are your own; cast them not before the swine.
Watching my turtles last night while talking about this, that and the other was one of my favorite things I’ve experienced in a long time. The simplicity of their nature is beautiful.
If I dragged someone, kicking and screaming, from the ardors of hell into heaven, they would beg to go back to hell forthwith.
11/21/22
Emperor Black x Love Bomb for Humanity x Ascension Chamber: All full run.