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11/16/21
I took a few days break while i was on my vacation from my listening program and on the way home last night listened to SoL II and Heartsong since i wasn’t driving. I didn’t have time to do Sage or PARAGON, but I’ll either use SIMU or PARAGON today, depending how i feel in a few hours.
I’ve been noticing in the past week or so of using PARAGON that my hands have been smoother.
In my life, I’ve amassed some scars. But my hands have gotten more scars in the last six months than I’ve had my entire nearly thirty years.
My girlfriend felt my hand like three weeks ago and shuddered saying, “I don’t like this…”
Since starting to use PARAGON again, the palms of my hands are quite smooth. In fact, looking at them now, I can see that though there’s still some peeling, the palms look pretty wholesome.
I’m studying my hands now and scars and cuts I got just last week are fading harmoniously.
I’m still not sure whether I’ll use an Ultima today, though.
Paragon isn’t meant to stay in my stack for long as it was only meant for healing my back and hopefully helping my ankle, both things I’m already now happy with.
I’ll either go back to limit Destroyer, start using Love Bomb more (tempting) or… Something.
What is your current stack?
Sol II
Inanna’s Gift
Sage (may have to be sacrificed 
for now)
Ultima.
So, like i said in my last post, i may have to temporarily drop…
Chokes up
I may have to drop Sage for a time. With my date for the institute fast approaching, i want to recreate my stack.
In other news, I’ve decided to use Love Bomb for the time being. What with all the love based modules contained in Inanna’s Gift, I imagine that it’ll greatly boost love based manifestations.
This’ll indirectly or directly affect my progress with SoL II as well.
I was waiting on a response from support before i revealed my Limitless Ultima that I’ve got, ready to be purchased.
Limitless Core
The Streams
The Lines
Mastermind
The Merger of Worlds
Solitude
Let’s talk about why I chose these modules.
Limitless is a badass learning subliminal, right? Well, learning is one thing. But. Knowledge is not power.
Nay it is what we do with that knowledge that is key.
The Law of Use
Mastermind: Obviously for big plans. This module will come in handy during class and after I graduate for what I will be doing with my Electrician certification. Whether that is working for someone else and making decent money with less risk to myself, or doing what has been gnawing at me and working for myself, this module will be useful. Plus, i already have this module licensed and have almost have a year of it bouncing in my head already, so I’m sure there’s foundational benefit there.
The Lines: Links up marvelously with a module such as Mastermind. Seeing what I want from this, how this may play out and so on. Complementary to…
The Streams: anyone that has seen the movie Limitless knows that the basic premise behind his newfound ability was that he was using more of his mind than the average person.
Or was that Lucy…
Either way, the idea is to maximize Cognitive efficiency. Leading me to also add…
The Merger of Worlds: the increased communication between the subconscious and conscious minds are pretty self explanatory to anyone that has a basic understanding of how the two operate in tandem and respectively.
Solitude: the odd one out, but, I reason that I’ll be studying when I’m alone. I tend to get bored and want some form of activity after a bit of alone time. This usually will end up being a ‘break’ that lasts too long. There are multiple modules that deal with this and perhaps even more optimally, given the rest of the custom.
So, Solitude is the reason that this Ultima hasn’t been purchased yet. I’m on my way home listening to Love Bomb, so i have a couple hours of fuck around time to ponder the module selection.
As soon as I submitted that, the Way of ROI popped into my head.
Tik Tok has lead me to some bangers.
Thanks to a certain Dark Lord for a meditation they put me onto. T’was an experience 
Going back to dropping Sage:
I could very well use the Sage Immortal Ultima. Even when I get this Limitless Ultima and if I use it as a major, SIMU is still an option.
It also strikes me that though i do plan on using that title in a long term since, as always, I’m reminded that i can still practice my practices without relying on an outer crutch
I’ll consider it.
I quite easily noticed the lack of productivity focused modules in this build draft.
That being the case and given the concerns i mentioned above for studying, this module is the perfect fit.
Productivity Unleashed:
If you find yourself constantly suffering from procrastination or a lack of focus during work or study, Productivity Unleashed is what you need. Boosting your focus and desire to work to unimaginable degrees, you will turn yourself into an absolute machine of productivity, allowing you to excel and master anything you wish.
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UNLESS Saint blesses us with a conversation of Sage to ZP. 
11/18/21
Stack: SoL II, IG, Sage, Love Bomb.
So, yesterday i got a call from the trade institute. They wanted to set up an appointment to finalize financial things. I told her (fine ass) that I’ll have to get back to her as with my work i never know what my week will look like.
Today, I go into work and I found out we’re going to have a third guy on the truck with us. Okay…cool…
My DM told me that he’s the guy that’s going to replace me when i go to the institute. Oh. Cool.
So, me and the guy get to talking and he asks me if I’m the one going to the trade institute. I said yeah, and he told me he just graduated three months ago from another institute out here and that he’s been having trouble getting work ever since.
I personally do not believe in coincidences, so I’ll be pondering the future. In the meantime, Sage is safe in my stack 
Wanted has been on my mind for a couple of months now. I’ve said before that i dropped it mostly because i wasn’t eating right when i first started this job so I didn’t want to drain myself more than necessary.
With Wanted QZP being a thing of the near future in the public preview, if Saint and Fire DON’T release a Sage QZP title, then Wanted QZP will take a slot in my stack and I’ll use the Sage Ultima.
If they do, then my stack will hardly change 
I’ve got a badass Wanted custom in the shadows waiting. I haven’t gotten it because i haven’t tested Sage Ultima too much. I think I’ve run it once.
More later.
The 48 Laws of Power is a great book.
The Art of Seduction?? Fucking amazing.
I was helping at check in yesterday while waiting to get picked up and i don’t remember the conversation flow. As a general summary: the women simply adored me. If i had journaled right after i got home I’d have an entertaining tale but, seeing as I have zero desire to brag about or even talk about these kind of things at length anymore, I’ll simply post the one that caused me to come online.
I was doing some miscellaneous task, sorting shit and one of the girls commented on something about my character. I gave some flippant remark that i don’t recall and another lady, older with a tremendous derriere immediately, almost as if she was waiting to say it for awhile blurted out, “It’s because you’re sooo calm.”
I don’t remember what the hell we were talking about but it had very little to do with anything lol. I actually stopped and stared at her for a second and she kept going.
“You’re always so calm…!” And had some other things in there that didn’t make sense in the context of the conversation but showed me that she watches me more than i even noticed.
I suppose since i started…
Another girl that has some amazing lips and a penchant for flirting (just not with me) was all over me. She walked right up to me while i was having a conversation with her counterpart and stood about two feet in front of me and aggressively grabbed my ID badge and started studying it closely. Of course, I saw her coming from a mile away but absolutely ignored her until she touched my badge.
I then looked at her with a look of incredulity.
“Why are you touching my badge?”
She began to stammer out a response but i cut her off.
“You realize that i very politely asked to see your name badge a month ago and you refused?”
She recovered and grabbed my badge while i kept talking in a musing voice, almost to myself.
“Yeeah. I saw your lips and wanted to see if they matched the badge but you refused and honestly, that almost hurt.”
She dropped my badge like she had been burned, and, as i figured would happen, she pulled her badge up for me to examine, as I mused on.
“It’s a shame that i moved on. I would have really enjoyed seeing what your face looked like back then…”
She became flustered and quite literally began to wave it right in front of my face as i was pondering the ceiling, deep in thought. Again, as i expected. As soon as i saw her reach for her badge, I said, “Oh well” and began to talk to her coworker again, who was looking on with quite the amused expression.
Now, I’m standing here, facing badge girl with my body but my face turned having a casual conversation with the other about a movie she asked me if i had seen (After), while badge girl is trying to get me to look at her badge flopping in my face saying “Here. Here it is. Look! Look!!”
Pity was not in the air for, look, I did not.
It’s interesting to me though that even more amusing occurrences happened at check in on my behalf but I’ve changed. I appreciate those and the numerous others that I experience lately but the “need” for them is no longer there
Which is probably why i don’t desire to expound on them as I might normally be wont.
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Strange, i never saw this… But definitely!!
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I hadn’t realized it had been so long but I’ve not came since the 23rd of last month.
I haven’t looked at porn besides that brief glance for that swinger couple i mentioned, which i didn’t really even watch for more than a few seconds.
Stop Porn and Masturbation is pretty damn good, man.
So I’ve decided that once the public preview hits, I’ll be looking for either Sage QZP or Heartsong QZP.
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