Sage - Where There Is A Will

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#141

Sage Immortal is so great that i guarantee i haven’t experienced the full scope of what it is doing for me yet, consciously.

That being said… I wonder if I may benefit from running Dragon Reborn, at least the first stage, for about a month.

“Societal programming” keeps popping up in the back of my head and i sense that that programming is a part of one of my major limiting blocks currently.

Running Sage I’m certain i could easily consciously, bit by bit, work through what i need to. But i see more efficiency in running a title that’s major function is the dealing with of the mentioned programming.

I’ll consider it over the next week and in the meantime, I’m going to run only one loop of Sage and make a decision next Monday.

Though i said in my OP that my stack was just about set for the long term, immutability is dangerous. I very much doubt I’m going through recon causing me to desire to change my stack as it feels like a ‘great’ idea, vs one that is a result of emotional instability.

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#142

I just read through the Main Thread Disc description of Dragon Reborn and I’m definitely on the right track with considering putting Sage to the side for at least two months.

I actually don’t want to do it, but an inner feeling is beckoning me to do so. Rather than a week, I’ll sleep on it, without using Sage today.

Both to see if perhaps it IS Sage related recon, or a eureka moment.

Edit: I also own Rebirth and Regeneration. I ran LDU with some success recently, perhaps Regeneration may be all i need rather than busting my whole stack.

Would the Dragon himself @RVconsultant have input? You’ve used every healing title SubClub offers as i recall.

#143

I looked at the description of Regeneration right now for the first time since early last year and I’ve decided to delay the use of S.I.M in favor of Regeneration for awhile.

I sense much development coming and i want to build a foundation with SoL II and IG. Career and Love.

I feel as if it will be greatly beneficial to my future use of S.I.M to use Regeneration to deal with some unseen traumas and feelings.

@RVconsultant

I think I’ll go with Regeneration. Your (possible) input will be appreciated regardless.

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#144

11/08/21

Tips: $35

My temporary stack for a couple of weeks will be SoL II, IG, Regen and PARAGON.

If i feel i get what i want from Paragon, I may switch out that title for Rebirth, but that may not happen. It simply depends.

I would like to simply plan ahead and say that this will happen if this happens but all of that is based on ‘if’.

Regeneration is one of those interesting titles. I used it in the beginning of my SubClub adventures in addition to the Emperor title. I have faint remembering of interesting things occurring on it but i do believe i dropped Regen just before Qv2 came out. In fact, i believe i was using AscensionQ when Qv2 became the standard.

Edit: another option is, of course, using the Sage Immortal Ultima rather than Paragon. I may just go with that in a couple of weeks :slight_smile:

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#145

I’d go with ‘Do it’.

I’ve had the experience (twice, I think) of one subliminal guiding me to another. In fact, it happened with Dragon Reborn. I would suspect that this may be happening for you because Dragon Reborn will somehow synergize with and facilitate your Sage Immortal journey.

But this is just an opinion from one person. And there’s almost never just one viable path. So, if your gut or good sense say ‘not at this time’, I’d go with that.

Anyway, I’m now starting Dragon Blood. I was working with my Inner Development custom: NAISSANCE. It has a triad of modules that I call the Inner Strength triad: Pride Unbroken, FEBRUUS, Faith Unyielding. It also has Wayfinder and Spiritual Reality Alignment. By the time I had listened to NAISSANCE for two months, I’d had experiences, encountered information, and started generating intuitions and thoughts that pushed me firmly to work with Dragon Reborn. I’d originally planned to wait to run Dragon Reborn until I’d established my initial goals. But I got the ‘message’ that Dragon Reborn would actually be integrally beneficial to meeting those goals.

So, my plan shifted and here I am.

That’s just my story though. It will be good to see where your path takes you.

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#146

:laughing: :laughing:

And then I read the next two posts and saw where your path had taken you. hahaha. Looks good.

#147

I’m not sure what you want input on. Are you wanting to know what healing subliminal I would suggest you read about?

#148

Fair enough.

I was going to type out what i wanted and realized that i was actually seeking outer confirmation of what i already knew.

Thank you :slight_smile:

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#149

The tone of this journal will be changing. In what way, i can’t say yet but it will.

11/10/21

I played my loop of Regeneration a couple of days ago as I planned. The next day, i was reminded about the bleh I used to get when i used Regen, but, the single loop was exactly what the doctor ordered.

I now, since yesterday, have felt the cropping up of ‘societal programming’ within my consciousness release. What i mean by this is something within me beckoning to the concept of it within me. I’ve consciously overcome quite a few limiting blocks that will result in a lot on the Outer.

I’ve lost a lot of interest in what is going to happen on the Outer. The two are related.

More later.

#150

11/12/21

Tips: $25

Man.

I’m changing and I’m not entirely sure what to note and what not to. I feel less inclined to talk about things that happen in my life nowadays because it just feels run of the mill. That certainly seems valid.

A man that has had something as a part of his life (external) and is accustomed to it wouldn’t necessarily feel the need to talk about it. Because it just… Is.

However, in the interest of being able to look back at myself and my growth and changes and seeing different milestones, I’ll definitely continue journaling. I just am not sure in what way I want to go about it.

I am noticing less inclination to care what someone says to me, about me or around me. I very seldom take things seriously that someone is saying to me in person. It seems to me that I’m ‘eloquently aloof’ in the sense that my wit turns just about everything around on just about anybody. Nobody’s safe.

That’s not to say that I’m seeking to be antagonistic at all. I’ve had a sense since i was young for just how far I can go with someone in a verbal exchange.

Whether or not if I say this, they’ll get upset.

“If I smile right now when i say this, just after saying this, this’ll lighten their mood for sure.”

And it’s an absolutely natural thing for me. There’s no real thought to it, so it has never been forced.

But since I’ve started SoL II, it’s been more focused and my natural intuitive/empathic sense for talking to others is definitely enhanced.

Furious Ascent seems for me a very quick acting module, but in ways i didn’t expect.

For example, my flirting skills have gone above what I thought i was capable of. I will say, I’ve not masturbated in… Longer than i remember. I’d have to see in most posts when i last mentioned it, but it’s been at the very very least a week or two. So, semen retention sage mode.

I think i actually MO’d one time since I’ve gotten the updated SoL. But that is it. I looked up porn only once, and that was out of idle curiosity to see if i had seen this TikTok swinger couple before.

I had. So I moved on without a care about it and not a twinge of afterthought.

Stop Porn and Masturbation is pretty dope.

But back to flirting. Yeah. My stylist just did my hair the other day and I was quite shamelessly complimenting her everything, lol. Instant Seducing Tactician is another one that activated preeeetty quick for me, but, i believe that it suits my natural self. I’m flirtatious by nature. I just got hung up on the should and should nots of interacting with girls growing up due to things put in my head by well meaning women growing up.

Actually, come to think of it, I’ve felt the influence of a lot of the modules in my custom the last two days. Both of them, in fact. I’m sure Naturalizer is doing some great shit though, my custom started working for me the first day. Iron Frame…Dragon Tongue… Yeah, damn.

Maybe it’s cuz I have some of the same modules from the old custom and the new modules just about perfectly suit a ‘step up’ kinda deal.

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#151

The awareness has been creeping up on me for the past few days. I’ve been getting bigger and I’m not sure why. My girlfriend mentioned it as well.

When i wake up in the morning and throughout the day, I feel my arms in particular but also somewhat in my back. I’m filling out. Granted, my work is very physical. We use shoulder straps at least once a day on some not very light refrigerators, plus I dolly appliances off the truck and haul-aways back onto the truck. So I’ve been getting STRONGER since i got this job, but i was only toning and adding a bit more mass onto my wiry frame. But i definitely feel my back has more presence and my arms…i can feel at almost all times a sense of calm, masculine strength there. I don’t understand how else to put that.

I’ve also been yearning to work out…hm.

Maybe it’s the addition of PARAGON i think a week ago.

I should have been journaling about that title cuz it’s way more then i expected but it’s great. I just noticed today that my ankle (the one i fractured) is not bothering my sense of balance as much and when i thought back, it was good yesterday too.

Harmonic Singularity and PARAGON, perhaps

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#152

Last night, after my last post, my girlfriend seduced me and I gave an amazing performance. I just about always forget that i had Primal in the first version of SoL until I’m actually having sex. Except when i feel a woman is into me. It’s kinda amusing to me now that i think of it but i got a lot of good from Primal that is now just me and it would take some real thinking to see how I’ve changed. But i definitely have.

Because of my exemplary performance, I slept through my alarm again lol.

ez7k3J

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#153

I’m really looking forward to starting this electrician program next month. My friend is going to do the same institute but he’s going to go HVAC.

I’m very impulsive and spontaneous, so when i just follow my higher mind on things on a whim, the potential benefits of the decision down the line begin to manifest around me.

I mean, that’s how it works…

There’s a lot of potential I’m seeing from completing this program and I’m looking forward to it.

That being said, I’m not reeeeeally looking to remove anything from my current stack and I would like to maximize my learning from this program. I’m considering creating a super tight cognitive Ultima. I’ll probably go ahead and submit a support ticket on that idea as well as…

I’m considering something that struck me as brilliant the other day. I, for some reason, failed to notice Renaissance Man when i was considering my custom revision. Granted, i don’t think i actually was set set on going to the institute but hey, I see customs as a personal self-art.

You build them with the picture you desire to embody. Art is a gradual learning experience.

So yes, I’ll be submitting a support ticket with the question of whether it would be more useful in line with my goals if i change at AM for RM in my custom, or if i should build a (Limitless, por ejemplo) custom :slight_smile:

#154

I think Stark is a better option for what I want than RM. Hm.

#155

I sometimes think i have the titles available down. But here i am, forgetting the existence of Limitless Executive :man_facepalming:t4: sheeesh lol.

That just might be the Ultima i build, if I build one. It’s certainly complementary with my titles. I could always just purchase the store title but…

Where’s the fun in that?!

I may just buy the main store title in all seriousness but I do want to finish out this calendar week with PARAGON though.

Time for some research.

#156

I did submit the support ticket with the questions I’ve been openly musing about but my best sense is beckoning me down the Ultima route.

Stark in SoL would actually pop. I’ve told myself before that i haven’t considered Stark because of the rhetoric I’m sure just about every member has read at least once about the feminine aspect, but the inner me doesn’t allow me to bullshit myself anymore.

Nah, I was wary of the fame aspect.

I just read the sales page for Stark and i keep thinking, “Ok, well that meshes with me naturally. Oh…i must have missed that somehow, that’s me too. Damn, that too.” But once i got to the fame part, THAT’S when i was like :grimacing:

Ya boy is hermetic lmao.

But I’m actually by nature a people person. I just prefer to stay to myself because I draw people very easily. I have an issue with separating from people once I feel the familiar sensation of “okaaaaaaaay, that’s enough peopling today”.

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#157

That helps immensely (Saint’s reply to guy).

My plan for now is to get LE a couple of weeks before i start classes in order to allow the programming time to work. I’m seeing some posts on that thread talking about how taxing this title can be but, while i have some limiting beliefs about my personal intelligence (beliefs surrounding being intelligent and that being ok) i don’t anticipate many issues.

Then, I am considering after completing my classes changing the flavor of my Son of Lightning line and incorporating Stark rather than AM.

#158

An example of how I’m coming at people in my life:

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#159

I’m taking my family and some friends on a Disneyland trip for the next few days :slight_smile:

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#160

I have a sense of ‘rightness’ in being with my girl nowadays.

Noting that to cause more insights to come up from Inanna’s Gift.