I see. Thank you for elaborating further.
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Don’t watch the clock; do what it does. Keep going.
-Sam Levenson
Your problem is you think that you have time.
-Buddha
Allegedly
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In order to improve my manifestations, I must focus less on a tension and more into attention.
-me
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What do you mean by a tension?
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It’s a play on words.
Attention - A tension.
What causes tension in our mind, body, emotions?
What is the physical response to thoughts and feelings out of alignment with our authentic self?
Do we feel relaxed when we’re struggling to do a physical activity? Imagining a traumatic event? Conversely, do we feel tense when we have our attention on things we consider lovely? Good memories, desired realities… Etc.
“A tension”, whether it be an identity crisis, mental issues, emotional turmoil, physical tightness… These are not desirable to most self aware beings. And can be traced to we have at some point focused our attention on.
Just something that came to me that I wanted to note somewhere to expand on later, for myself.
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Thank you for clarifying.
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The measure of who we are is what we do with what we have.
-Vince Lombardi
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03/23/22
I ran my new Emperor custom for the first time. I woke up tired not wanting to do anything but after my shower, I ran the first loop and I could feel energy returning to me briefly.
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There’s a gorgeous girl that I see a couple of times a week at a stop that we make each morning. Truly freaking beautiful. Since the very first time we made eye contact, I could sense she liked me. Now that I think back, it was a bit deeper than just the usual smile and ‘IOI’, she seemed interested in me, on a deeper level. I should journal more…
Anyways, she’s honestly beautiful. Sweet little accent, nice plump lips, pretty brown eyes and a puuuurky butt that gets me nervous. I interact with her here and there but never really go ‘there’, though I’ve seen that she would be open to it.
Actually, continuing to think of it, I’ve noticed that when other guys go up to purchase stuff, she’s polite and nice, but she actually focuses on me every time I go to the counter. She strikes me as one of those women that yeah, I could go for a hook up and likely get it, but there’s something in her eyes that I find interesting. Something in her manner. And that for me is more hot than anything.
I’m bleary eyed and not looking my best but I walked right into the gas station she works at like I didn’t give a damn (I give a small one) and got my usual supplies for the day. I didn’t acknowledge her by looking at her, and when I walked up to the counter, I didn’t even feel like smiling like I normally would. I just put my stuff in the counter, put my hands in my pockets and zoned out like tired people will do.
I honestly was not planning on talking at all, I just wanted to get in and out (though the flirting temptation was there as always haha) but she wasn’t having that. She greeted me, I nodded vaguely, she said how are you, I shrugged and said good… Tired. In a way a person might if they were obeying proper social etiquette and expected it to end at that, but noooo, no she had to reply, “me too”. I think I sort of "oh yeah"d her in a non-committal way but, again, she continues, “Yeah. What do you do?”
She starts peering at my left arm and chest area, I presume because I always have my name badge strapped to my left arm when I go in but this time, I didn’t. At least that was what I thought, but it definitely looked like she was trying to find out information. So, I told her the basics (while stumbling my words due to not expecting to speak and being put on the spot, being tired, her female coworker eavesdropping and seeing her face stare at my face intently).
She rung up my stuff and in the back of my mind, I was remembering how two weeks prior, I listened to AC and that I was thinking about her for a moment while listening, and the next time when I saw her she told me that she had been in Vegas the day before with her sister. I forget and should journal more, but her visit matched up with whatever I was on (intentionally) at the time. So, I’m thinking this and she’s finishing up with my stuff. I was grabbing my goodies with the intent to leave, and I was just beginning to debate finding out how often she goes to Vegas when she asked me where I’m from.
I blinked stupidly like once or twice (okay, I’m honest down to the detail but I’m very rarely at a loss for words, dear reader) and stammered, “Vegas…”
She gave me a delectable little smile and reframed, asking if that was where I was born. I kicked myself mentally, then let it go immediately because her question wasn’t clear anyways, recovered and told her where I am from. She was studying me as if trying to see something and nodded. I was gonna leave it at that but I wanted to know her nationality anyway, and found out that she’s from Sonora.
As tempted as I was to continue the conversation, I felt it was best to quit while I was ahead and took my shit and left.
This account is all over and lacks context that would be here if I had been journaling about girls over the last two months but they’re not much of a priority. She stands out though, and not only physically. I’m pretty sure she’s a specific manifestation the way she feels.
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I keep seeing mentions of Kriya Yoga, I may be being led.
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Put your heart, mind, and soul into even your smallest acts. This is the secret of success.
-Swami Sivananda
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Snipe-commenting in your journal here, but as a fellow Horse-Archer-Sky-Snek I felt the urge to jump at it. Just don’t tell me your a lunar Taurus and Scorpio Ascendant as well😅
Do you find that your natal chart describe your personality well and accurately?
Because mine does, and uncanningly so 
03/25/22
The clothes do not cloak the Body of God. The body cloaks the Body of God.
-Sage
Today I listened to the unnamed Emperor custom as well as IG II. I skipped QL today as I’m going to go with my pattern established with Stark and play that one every other cycle.
This means focus will be given primarily to the customs, and will allow for a bit more processing of QL. I’m thinking I’ll decrease loops of every title in my stack eventually down to once, maybe twice a week.
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November 29th, 1993.
Either Sagittarius or Ophiuchus. I’m not versed enough to intellectually know, but I resonate with the Horsarcherskysnek description.
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Choice negates inevitability.
-Sage
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Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
-William James
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Think about this later, Sage
Active listening and meditation are very similar.
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Running the two customs right now, and I can barely see any recon from it smh incredible.
Ascension Chamber once Inanna’s Gift II is complete.
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Thank you for sharing! Very inspiring and also quite delightful. I am happy for you 
Yeah that is incredible. I think I’ve seen the your module lists somewhere but now I can’t remember where… can I ask you to link them?
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Yeah, no worries
Inanna’s Gift II:
Heartsong Core
Sex Mastery Core
All-Seeing
Soul Connection
Remembrance
Empath
Attachment Destroyer
Entranced
Lion IV
Earthshaker - Sexuality
Focused Arousal
Temptation
Inner Voice
Lifeblood Fable
Harmonic Singularity
Omnidimensional
Rebirth
Sanguine
Sexual Manifestation
And the unnamed Emperor custom:
Emperor ZP Core
Sex & Seduction ZP Core
Temptation
Ethereal Presence
Instant Spark
*Long range Seduction *
Inner Gasoline
Deep Sleep
Fusion Optimized
Furious Ascent
Stronger
Sultan
The Lines
Productivity Unleashed
Organization Perfected
Alexander’s Play
Secret Source
Lifeblood Fable
Omnidimensional
Yggdrasil
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