25/25 on my last assignment. Next one is midterms.
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I seem to be drawing more attention to myself lately. I noticed it a lot on my bike yesterday. I can also feel the field within and extending from me that I associate with this attention.
What sort of attention?
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Following this advice, I’ve been taking the last few days to consider where my life will lead with my conscious intent.
In work and love, I’ve written down what RV refers to as ‘themes’ and followed that up with happenings that will tell me consciously of evidence in Becoming.
I’m glad that he responded, because it cleared up my entire process.
I have yet to reconsider my Stark x (Ascension or Chosen ZP) custom, but I revaluated how I have been approaching my love and romance custom series, Inanna’s Gift.
My girlfriend and I are pretty good right now. But pretty good is not the goal. So, seeing as I have been running
Inanna's Gift
Heartsong Core
Alexander’s Play
Soul Connection
Chosen of Venus
Divine Self-Image
Depths of Love
Joie de Vivre
Strength of Gentleness
Blue Skies
The Wonder
Light of Humility
Way of Understanding
Emotions Unfettered
ARES
Unlimiter
Steadfast
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Inner Gasoline
Omnidimensional
with the intention of creating IG II once ZP customs become available, I decided to revise my follow up in the series:
Heartsong Core
Sex Mastery Core
Soul Connection
Song of Joy
Empath
Divine Self-Image
Temptation
Harmonic Singularity
Sexual Manifestation
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Stronger
Inner Gasoline
Emotions Unfettered
Negativity Displacer
Discordia Deliverance
Reignition
Remembrance
Path of Forgiveness
This may not be the one the final draft but I like the look of it.
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Let’s see…
Men notice me and at times, I will look at a random guy and he’ll seem to feel my eyes and look in my direction and study me. At times, I can walk into a room or an area and people will turn to my direction, without me saying a word.
Most men seem to have a respect for me. Perhaps deference is more applicable.
I get stares from people while I’m going by on my bike, and it’s just about commonplace now. A motorcycle cop saluted me the other day, the same day my lead told me that it’s weird but some cops will give him the wave, but most don’t. Other bikers just about always give me the wave too. A kid on his daddy’s shoulders yelled and pointed at me, mouthing something and I gave him a little wave. I catch people staring all of the time in admiration.
Several attractive women that I interact with on a day to day basis are smiling at me and blossoming if I deign to say something to them.
People greet me warmly that previously didn’t pay attention to me.
And so on.
And so on.
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After having typed this out, I feel such peace about everything. Noting for Self.
Interesting. Thank you for elaborating.
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Inanna’s Gift II, ZP Solace, ordered last night:
Heartsong Core
Sex Mastery Core
All-Seeing
Soul Connection
Remembrance
Empath
Attachment Destroyer
Entranced
Lion IV
Earthshaker - Sexuality
Focused Arousal
Temptation
Inner Voice
Lifeblood Fable
Harmonic Singularity
Omnidimensional
Rebirth
Sanguine
Sexual Manifestation
Likely new career custom:
Stark Core
Wanted Core
Charisma & Flirting Mentor/Improver
Gorgeous Manifestor
Ethereal Presence
FEBRUUS
Instant Spark
Dynasty
Steadfast
Machine: Action
Machine: Rest
Total Nonchalance
Fusion Optimized
Stronger
Wayfinder
Organization Perfected
Single Point
Sultan
Debt Annihilator
Virtue Series: Temperance
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So, I’m listening to QL ST1 and Ascension Chamber now.
I bought a new custom with HS and SM cores, as mentioned in the previous post. I’ve gone through roughly 30 ideas for a Master Manifestor series but I have come to the conclusion that as I only have three module slots, I’ll have to finish my run of QL to fit any of those.
Maybe if I create a version of Ascension Chamber in ZPT to play once a week that’ll do, but I’d prefer to let others guinea pig that route.
In the meantime! I really enjoyed Stark and now that we have custom options, I’ve been exploring what direction I’ll take Stark in, replacing Ascension ZP. I was torn between Stark and Chosen or Stark and Ascended Chamber until late last night, but then I remembered that I’ve wanted a Stark and Wanted combo.
So.
Stark ZP Core
Wanted ZP Core
Charisma & Flirting Mentor/Improver
Gorgeous Manifestor
Ethereal Presence
FEBRUUS
Alexander’s Play
Dynasty
Steadfast
Machine: Action
Machine: Rest
Total Nonchalance
Fusion Optimized
Stronger
Wayfinder
Organization Perfected
Single Point
Sultan
Debt Annihilator
Virtue Series: Temperance
This is the one that I’m sitting on and waiting for any further inspiration I may have.
Edit: I must be tired. I just realized that my slot I’m using for Ascension at the moment is open 
I created a custom for my girl that I purchased a bit ago, as well. ZP is interesting man, even as I was creating it, it seemed like the custom was already aligning with her as she was on the couch away from me a bit.
I read off the modules and descriptions and she’s happy with it 
Seductress Core
Heartsong Core
Soul Connection
Depths of Love
Remembrance
Joie de Vivre
Courage Reclaimed
Physicality Shifter - Sexiness
Energetic Development XI
Perfect Style and Smell
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Muscular System
SPS: Reproductive System
Elegance
Health Codex
Februus
Naturalizer
Rebirth
Negativity Displacer
Omnidimensional
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So, after having say on it for a bit, I think I’ll actually go in another direction with my Stark custom
Stark ZP Core
Spartan ZP Core
Sensuality & Handsomeness Improver
Entranced
Charisma and Flirting Automatic Mentor/Coach
Extreme Exercise Motivation
Stronger
Inner Gasoline
Serum X
Fusion Optimized
Carpe Diem Ascended
Furious Ascent
Productivity Unleashed
The Way of ROI
The Lines
Organization Perfected
Single Point
Secret Source
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Something didn’t feel right about the last one, so I sat on it for a couple of more hours and this was the one that made it through:
Emperor ZP Core
Sex & Seduction ZP Core
Temptation
Ethereal Presence
Instant Spark
Long range Seduction
Inner Gasoline
Deep Sleep
Fusion Optimized
Furious Ascent
Stronger
Sultan
The Lines
Productivity Unleashed
Organization Perfected
Alexander’s Play
Secret Source
Lifeblood Fable
Omnidimensional
Yggdrasil
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3/15
I woke up this morning with terrible anxiety. I haven’t felt this in awhile. I decided to play Sanguine today since today would be my two title day anyway, and I’m waiting on the Emperor custom. If everything is everything, it’ll be completed today and I’ll get to run it
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Listening to the updated HS/SM custom now. I started it and a few minutes ago I realized that I have emotional blocks towards believing in my ability to be worthy of women of a certain type. Go figure.
My Heartsong/Sex Mastery custom seems extraordinarily light and seamless. I haven’t felt a bit of recon, scarcely any head pressure to note as well.
I felt it activating at different times yesterday. Very cool. Looking forward to my Emperor custom.
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How do you feel that it’s activating?
I could see that at a certain point in my day, I started to feel very centered and grounded in my self and could feel my aura shift. This coincided with a certain woman I’m attracted to who just came back to work giving me a brilliant smile and saying hi to me and only me, even though I wasn’t the only one who came in the door.
I could feel my aura flowing into a tempting sexuality. I haven’t checked what is in that custom for the simple reason that I wanna observe and be able to see the results coming over reading too much into it, if that makes sense.
I’m a bit distracted right now so I’ll reply to you again later with further insight.
But, I will say, at no point yesterday did I begin to feel low, feelings of processing and what comes of that, overthinking, etc.
I see. Thank you for taking the time to elaborate.
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I’ve waited to report this. I have not experienced even an iota of recognizable recon from QL ST1 beyond procrastination.
I also want to note that there’s a smoothness to this custom that is absolutely natural to me, for me. Usually with Qv2 customs, the next day I’ll feel a bit of ‘heaviness’ in and around me.
Today, the day after using the custom in question, Inanna’s Gift II, I cannot stress enough that if I didn’t know better, I would have no idea that I ran a custom the day before besides a small sense of assuredness in how I am. Not sure if that’ll make sense.
This is probably due to the fact that I built this custom very much focused in what I want and that ZP > erthang else