Not sure when I was supposed to take my washout so until i track down my last washout imma take awhile off subliminals.
I think that this is when I finished my last washout but, seeing as I don’t really care to dig through the posts or do the math from the first washout, I’m going to take a week off of all subliminals. Just to allow bloom and decide on a couple of stack ideas.
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Sounds like you may have found one of your titles.
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One thing I’ve never been willing to face is my natural charisma. I’ve been told I’m charismatic and never really accepted it because I tied me being charismatic into being ‘manipulative’. If that makes sense.
I try to not exhibit any behavior towards anyone I encounter that seems, for me, to be influencing them in a manner that is out of their control to respond to, given some of my abilities. I guess you could say I walk on egg shells at times. It’s something for me to resolve and soon because it’s a very tiring catch 22.
I simply try to do what I can to not subvert another’s free will. I likely have seen the many charismatic individuals that have used their talents throughout history to lead people down a path that ‘seems right unto a man but leads to death’ and internalized that to mean charisma is wrong to utilize.
I have had similar related mindsets towards seduction. I still hold some of this.
Stark, then, seems to have removed the blinders that I have towards my charisma in a sense and helped me to naturally express that charisma. Stark’s influence is one that I didn’t expect to mesh so very well with who I am.
Everyone around me growing up told me that they could easily see me running a corporation or being at a high powered job with Google or, later, Amazon. I resisted these things because I hated the idea that people thought I belonged behind a desk, not that I couldn’t do it. I see that now.
People to this day tell me I should pursue a career in psychology or working with children. I resist these for similar reasons.
I’ve been having a lot of things coming up that I’ve had to question and examine lately.
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It’s that inseparable association between Power (on the one hand) and Influence (on the other).
Charisma and Personal Power must be natural to you.
You can’t erase that, but a good solution is to balance it. Every power has its counterparts. In this case, I’d say it’s Empathy and so-called Theory of Mind (i.e., the capacity to accurately imagine another’s subjective experience). Those (and also Ethical Development, which you’re already demonstrating) are the counterweights you can add to be sure that your power is not used harmfully.
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What are your abilities?
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Once bitten, twice shy.
Beyond my empathic nature and that which comes with it, I don’t think I’ll be opening myself up for what comes of revealing that sort of thing online, my friend.
Nothing personal. Well… Actually, I guess it’s very personal. Lol.
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Okay. 
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2/7/22
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The greatest mistake you can make in life is continually fearing that you will make one…
-Elbert Hubbard
I am resuming my use of decrees and invocations. I fell off of this and now, I have a better comparison of the benefits of working with the higher beings that we all have available to us as opposed to not.
I have not used any subliminals since February 2nd, so this would be my 5th day of ‘washing out’. Over the past couple of days, my mind has been very clear and light, which reminds me that I’ve been so very consistently using these titles on a consistent basis that I’ve gotten accustomed to constantly having a feeling of processing and heaviness that many others will understand.
Seeing this, and considering the fact that truly less is more using these titles, I may increase the space between loops to either an additional or two additional days.
So rather than every other day, I am considering:
1: (Monday)- Title(s)
2: (Thursday/Friday) - Title(s)
And so on.
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So, as this potential has arrived, I’ve somewhat shifted in intentions. As Heartsong ZP is available now, I will be rotating between Heartsong ZP and Smooth Operator.
Whether or not I’ll have a rotating trifecta of Heartsong and Wanted ZP and Smooth Operator remains to be seen.
Stark ZP will remain for the foreseeable future.
Limitless ZP and Sage Immortal ZP will be my tag team until I am satisfied with what Limitless, and then I will either keep Sage Immortal ZP in place indefinitely or I’ll commit to Quantum Limitless, which I think I noted I got in a somewhat serendipitous upsale at the checkout page.
I became a part of this community two years ago come this September and I only recently decided to stop feeling guilty about having to change my stack ideas based off of an inner shift. I haven’t been a ‘sub hopper’ even though I, like others, have delighted in the excitement of a new title or, with the preview, seeing the expansion of potential in changing our lives with new tech.
I’m going to get out of this mindset for the simple fact that we’re dynamic beings. I’m not even close to the same guy that I was 6 months ago, and I’ve changed from the guy I was just a week ago. I have to see that and honor it.
I see sticking with a stack after having had a shift in consciousness as I do to honor some time based goal sort of silly. I also don’t process these titles in the same way I’ve seen others develop from them. It’s time that I take into account who I am and who I’m becoming over the subconscious assumption of one recommendation fitting all.
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I told myself last week that I’ll take a week off of subliminals and though it is a bit tempting to just start again today, I’m going to see it through.
My next loop date will be February 9th, which makes 7 calendar days of rest.
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25 of 25 on my Week 1 class in my second module!
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1/8/22
The last two days, I’ve had waking dreams. Maybe some can relate, but I often fall asleep but when I ‘wake up’ it seems like I was conscious of being asleep and aware of my surroundings at the same time.
I’m sure I can explain it better, but the reason I mention it is that it seems that I continue to do inner work even as I’m asleep. I don’t recall the exact dreams but I do remember that each time I wake up, it seems like I recall my mind going through a sort of loop.
I believe my higher self is continuously questioning concepts that I’ve held in this life in order for me to discover the flaw inherent. It is either that, or the titles I’ve been running.
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1/9/22
So, it’s time to resume my stack. I started this morning with Stark ZP when I got up, got to about 13 minutes then had to shower and hop on the bike to go to work.
Note to self: make sure your jackets are dry the day before, silly goose
I finished the last two minutes after I got in to work.
The next title that I have in my stack is Heartsong ZP. I’m playing it now. 6 minutes in.
Going to meditate with the rest of it.
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Just a bit of ‘head tiredness’ is what I see from Heartsong ZP’s virgin loop. As I had my eyes closed, I saw without seeing things happening. What they are, I haven’t a clue lol.
So right now, my stack as I’ve set it for at least the next 21 days is:
Stark ZP
Heartsong ZP (which should boost what I’ve seen from Smooth Operator, theoretically)
And the choice between Mind’s Eye and Sage Immortal.
Well. Though I long to resume SIM ZP, my goals overlap more with Mind’s Eye. For one, I’ve been using Limitless ZP for…a bit, I’d have to count back. Imma have to keep track of these things a bit better.
Anyways, Limitless definitely has increased my understanding of concepts taught to me in my electrician program. However. I also want to be able to better visualize what it is that my instructor is talking about or showing us in a diagram, and so on.
Mind’s Eye: +1
I also have been using a visualization of picturing a $100 bill between my fingers, feeling it, looking at it and so on. That increased the amount of money I was getting on a weekly basis for sure, as I did it daily. I want to be able to visualize this comfortably without feeling as if I’m straining and resistance coming up in the form of doubts, worry etc.
Mind’s Eye: +2
I want to increase my ability to visualize energy in and around me, as well as perceive higher beings as I work with them.
Sage could get this point, perhaps, but…
Imma give Mind’s Eye another .75 in favor of.
Stark ZP: to be tallied
Heartsong ZP: one loop (gotta figure out how to write tally marks on a phone).
Mind’s Eye: Zero loops
I fully intend to try out this pattern to see if it helps with allowing more conscious cognitive bandwidth availability on a day to day basis.
Successfully hooked up three luminaries to a single pole tonight in lab. Fuck yeah. On to the series circuit.