Hilarious Instant Synchronicity
Yesterday, my lady and I were standing in the kitchen, talking and enjoying an intimate moment.
I said, “…and that’s why I love you, little lady.”
She’s gazing adoringly into my eyes and says she loves when I call her that.
In the background, my bluetooth speaker music comes into both of our conscious hearing as we embrace saying, “I’m looking for that little lady with a lot of butt…”
I froze mid hug, as did she and we both started guttin’ it.
Today:
My lead: talking crap about my 400
Me: Not taking offense and going along with it
My lead, slightly strained smile: my wife’s bike is bigger than yours
Me: as it should be.
My lead, slightly more strained: yeah
Me: 
Me: how did she do riding the new bike?
My lead, forced: good!
Me: I’m glad to hear it. -nod nod-
Silence.
…
Me, deciding to have mercy: you know I’m not going to be offended by whatever comes out of your mouth about my Ninja, right? -glance with a shimmering smile-
My lead, losing composure: Yeah, I see that and it’s irritating the fuck outta me, it’s just building up inside!
Me: As it should be.
Me: 
I just took another look at the sales page for Sage Immortal and man, I’ve come a long way since the last time I took a look. I’ll have to peek through my journals to see when I stopped using it, but I think I’m still experiencing development from that title.
I have so very quickly developed into a more social person I took the chance of trying out Stark ZP.
What I find interesting is that when I asked the Support Guy their advice on which title to run for my trade school goals, the answers I got were (given the options I asked about, of course) Stark - not in ZP, at the time - Limitless and they recommended that I check out Quantum Limitless.
Well, I obviously did end up purchasing Stark. At the check-out, I received the one time offer of adding Quantum Limitless to the cart. With the Arch Alchemist discount, my total was under $100.
Friggin’ awesome, if you ask me. Even if you don’t.
I seem to have the ability to talk to just about anyone I want nowadays, with little (and I mean little) to no inner fear of approach, what to say, how I might be received, etc etc.
Whether it is at work, school (I’m back off Zoom), or just out and about, it simply doesn’t matter. I remember others back in the day of Q mentioning that they found this rather annoying and affected productivity.
Not for me.
It matches my personal process and desires so perfectly that, like I said the other day, at times I’m wondering if it IS the title or simply a blossoming of…me.
I have an increased entrepreneurial mindset. Ideas come to me and I don’t get my old fears regarding trying something new or doing something different than I have before, or even treading an unknown path that I haven’t witnessed from others.
I had the optimistic desire to learn about crypto the other day.
I also have experienced a renewed desire to try my hand at drop-shipping.
My sense of fear of who I am in reality is fading day by day, especially with the contemplative/introspective nature of my daily, moment by moment process.
If I’m looking at the astrological side of things, Stark makes sense for me. I’m a Sagittarius (or Ophiuchus, depending on how you look at it) and yet, I have a decent amount of Water in my profile as well. It has been over a year since I really thought of my birth chart, I think it’s time to explore that again.
My relationship continues to improve on a daily basis. I won’t say that I don’t have any issues that come up on both my end and my lady’s, but I will say that we deal with things - for the most part - very much more quickly than used to be the norm.
We talk things out and again, for the most part, that has been how we deal with things rather than stoic, sullen silent treatment until somebody gives.
While I’ve made a couple of mistakes recently at work that were a bit cringy (improperly wiring a range Saturday, which contributed to my temporary bad mood then), I haven’t slipped up with shit.
As I’ve said before, my process during work is becoming very much seamless, with hardly a stutter; and I plan to increase this level of efficiency to the best level I can manage without stressing or overthinking.
Tips are definitely coming through more often as well, I’ll have to start tracking this again.
I’m also beginning to allow myself to see my higher potential at my job.
Previous to now, I haven’t entertained any real notion of becoming a driver.
We have drivers, who are the leads. They interact most with the customer, as they are the ones who initially knock on the door, talk to the customer, plan the way in (usually, unless you know what you’re doing as a helper) and - and here’s the past hesitation - are responsible for installation of the appliance(s).
Then we have helpers (my position) that handles everything to do before the appliance goes into the house (taking it off the truck, prepping it, and usually dollying it into the home, setting it up for the lead to install, and so on) and everything having to do with taking the old appliances, if there are any, out of the home and getting it onto the truck and secured.
I’ve hesitated because I was unsure of my ability to do the job without mistakes that would be costly. In other words, the ol’ perfectionist trauma.
This seems to be fading as I’ve caught myself considering my options with my company, if I stay with them for any length of time.
I look forward to when I can try my new experimental pattern and bring Chosen and Sage Immortal back around.
I’m noticing that guys are drawn to me at school.
Outside in the smoking area, I’ve not gone outside one single time without being surrounded by a minimum of 3 dudes wanting my opinion on something, complimenting my bike, and just shooting the shit.
Some fine ass girl walking with her man was staring at me as they were walking back inside. I felt her watching me even though I was mostly distracted (I’m really not called Ninjistic in my personal life for no reason)
I’m tempted to talk about her nice derriere but eh, I see beautiful women every day and get hit on often. It’s, I think they say, par for the course at this point.
I do notice that my instructor isn’t staring at me the same way as he was before. Chosen and Sage are about the only things missing from my old stack when I first started here, but I’d have to verify that. I do remember that I attributed that to Chosen.
I keep getting this urge to explore my childhood desire to become an inventor. Definitely Stark at play. The litany of ideas that I’ve had throughout my life are coming back to me.
I got my girl flowers out of nowhere, getting them delivered to her work without letting her know.
When they arrived:
My girl: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE FLOWERS!!! 
I LOVE THEM. I’M CRYING RN. LOL
Me: Chu welcome fluffy cheeks 
❤🔥
Her: ALL THE GIRLS WERE LIKE AWWWWW!!! IM SO THANKFUL BABE LIKE U HAVE NO IDEA. U WANT THAT SUCKY SUCKY HUH? LOL
Me: Now that you mention it… 
Her: SHIT AT THIS POINT IMA SWALLOW THE WHOLE DICK
Me: Ooo, promises promises you’re worth more than those flowers can convey but we’ll work up to that
Her: AWWW THANK U BABY. I WISH I CAN HUG U RIGHT NOW
Smooth Operator Qv2
Sagittarius here:+1:
November or December? 
2/2/22
Day of allowing, looking at them numbers.
Running Smooth Operator, one loop. I’m not sure when I’ll increase that from just the one, if ever.
I’m going to work on my use of foul language in my personal life, both for my own sake and my kids.
I will begin consciously acknowledging fears I’ve had in my life.
I have a fear of being the smartest person in the room.
December 5