Sage - Where There Is A Will

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#421

While I was on my way to school, two girls at the stop light were very openly eyeing me on my bike. I was actually uncomfortable because all the way until I got to the freeway, we would end up next to each other and I would feel them staring at me.

The girl in the passenger seat was looking over my bike and then when I’d make eye contact, she’d break it and then immediately resume ogling me. I’m very comfortable with eye contact for the most part but I felt - as I’ve said before - like a woman walking by a construction site.

I’m grateful they didn’t roll down the window and engage me…

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#422

I successfully finished both of my lab assignments and would have been done in far less time, but we were sharing power lines and we have a very large class this module.

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#423

I believe that I experienced a bit of recon today surrounding women. I felt sudden anger towards certain girls I saw today on two occasions. Both occasions were similar in the sense that I think what triggered it was feeling ignored. It’s likely from feeling unwanted as a child or something, but I haven’t had time to process it.

It was temporary though because I’ve felt a surge of confidence since then.

Heartsong ZP should be interesting.

#424

I’ve noticed in the past couple of days that I get bored very quickly scrolling through Tik Tok, especially the lives.

I also get irritated quickly by the attention seeking women on there, even if they’re (as the great story teller @RockyHandsome might say) giggling and shaking their arse. Very bored, and just a bit annoyed.

I’ve seen the pattern happen over and over. I’ll scroll, be entertained for roughly 5 seconds and I’ll feel an impression that basically is translated as…

“This is a waste of time. This would be far more interesting if this was for me personally. This girl doesn’t care about any of the individual guys here, she’s shaking it for the masses. I’ve got better shit to do.”

And after having been on the Tok for 30 seconds, I frustratedly close the app.

I’ve been really considering deleting all social media again which would be good, but not necessarily a huge change as I really don’t spend much time on there anyway.

I also just realized that my YouTube binging habits faded a few months back.

I’m losing interest in idle, mindless activity I think.

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#425

This strikes me as both hilarious and deep. I wanna get it on a shirt.

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#426

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This song used to give me feelings of foreboding and deep sadness. I recall that I had some belief that I would be murdered and only then would people care about me and the things I used to try to tell others to (from the then-ego) do to better themselves.

#427

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And so, I carry on…

#428

Tomorrow is the day I’ll play Mind’s Eye. I think two days of gap will suit my purposes just fine.

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I’ve been releasing quite a bit of stagnant energy around my heart area regarding women.

#429

2/12/22

Ran Mind’s Eye ZP for the first time. Impressions possibly later, but I really didn’t feel anything unusual when running it, similar to i believe Limitless.

#430

2/14/22

I ran Stark followed by Heartsong ZP. Today is the second time I’ve used HSZP.

I feel pretty well rested today. I got up with no issue this morning after my alarm woke me up

I’ll keep working with the play cycle I’ve got going:

Monday: Stark and Heartsong ZP

Thursday: Mind’s Eye

Sunday or Monday: Stark/HS

#431

I’ve been noticing more thoughts surrounding being dissatisfied with my current working circumstances. It hit me like a flash the other day that I should be working in corporate rather than at the level I’ve been my working life up until now.

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#432

Sometime last week, The Power of Awareness became available on Audible and it was perfectly serendipitous so I bought it and have been listening to it. I’m inducting visualization way more into my life.

#433

Wow! Love that quote.

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#434

So, i just played Mind’s Eye.

I woke up this morning exhausted and I felt like I’d be dragging all day. My girlfriend and I had sex last night after my zoom class and I didn’t go to bed until after eleven, rising at 3:10.

Usually I wouldn’t allow myself to ejaculate during the week given my work and school schedule but I decided I deserved a reward. So I did.

Anyways, up until myself and my co-worker got into the truck headed to Utah, I was freaking down physically and mentally. I laid my head down to try and sleep (I’ve never been successful sleeping in the truck on the way, in this job but I figured I’d try) and listened to Mind’s Eye ZP before I then put on The Power of Awareness by Goddard.

I didn’t sleep, but I did go pretty deep into relaxation which I find is restorative for me.

We stop in Mesquite every morning for what we need for the day and when I popped my head up, initially I still felt beaten down, but then, whoosh, everything cleared.

I’m still a bit sore here and there but my head cleared, some of my vitality is restored and so on.

And now as of about 5 minutes ago when I was considering journaling, I glanced up from my phone and the world looks SOOPER HD. Crystal clear. Depth feels enhanced (which is a concept I would have never considered), contrast between colors is different in a good way, and so on.

More later.

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#435

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Real Hot-Sage Shit

#436

I thought about buying some chips and dip briefly this morning but discarded it.

Our second stop, the customer decided to give us queso con salsa y tortilla chips lmao.

Mind’s Eye

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#437

It’s tempting to try two loops of my ZP titles but honestly, that’s more lust for results or more accurately, lust for the ZP feeling that comes from new ZP titles.

But no. I don’t want to do so. I don’t even feel I need to, just one of those idle thoughts that seem like a good idea before properly examining them.

If I experiment, it’ll be in adding another title to have 4 instead of 3, and seeing how that works for me personally. Buuut that one’s unlikely as well as i stand now.

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#438

I’m leaning towards replacing Limitless in my next play cycle for Quantum Limitless Stage 1 and running that one through at least two play cycles (45 days, in other words).

Then, switching back to Mind’s Eye for one play cycle, and back to QL for ST2.

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#439

2/18/22

Reading the Power of Self and listening to Florian Bur on the way to Utah.

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#440

Forget all of the reasons why it won’t work, and believe the one reason why it will

-unknown

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