11/26/21
As i haven’t journaled in a bit, I’ll simply free this as it goes.
I suspect that Sage Immortal may have a part to play with my disinterest in the average woman.
I also believe that Sage Immortal plays a huge part in my stack that i may have not previously noticed and i hope that as time goes by that I am able to more consciously point at its influence.
I feel more after I run the masked version of Sage than i do with the Ultima. Which is okay to me. I can always feel the influence of the masked title on my mental versus the relatively smooth nature of the Ultima for me.
I accidentally cleared my entire playlist and SubClub library and for whatever reason i can’t find the place to download my customs in my email. After allowing myself a brief moment of irritation this morning, i figured I’d wait until i get home to figure it out and let it go. So, I’ve got to redownload all of my customs.
I played 15 minutes of Inanna’s Gift before I made that mistake this morning, so once that’s remedied, imma just start it over. I played Sage Ultima and SoL II this morning, so i only have Inanna’s Gift and my other title I’m temporarily using to go today.
Got a small tip of like $6 today.
I’m absolutely walking towards my ‘spiritual’ calling more and more each day. I’ll set time aside to update my Black journal at some point.
I am finding my ability to accept the Creator’s love growing gradually but surely. 
My relationship with the Host is improving as well, so that’s positive.
My up and coming Sage custom may be one of my favorites I’ve come up with, but the successor to it is the real goal that the first one will lead towards. Good stuff.
More later.