Are you listening to DR Ultima?
How has it been?
I think I understand. I think caution with Qv2 is wise. I’m going to introduce Qv2 slowly.
How did you get burned by RM?
Hmm,not sure about DRU effects wise but for me its a great feel good ultima and anti recon.Running st4 by itself is noticably heavy but if you run dru on the same day,no recon and no heavy processing so was really useful.It also boosts other subs and removes recon from customs if ran on same day.Feels something like RebirthU actually
I was running my 2 customs at 3 loops each and ultimas at 1 loop with great results and everything was working perfectly.Dropped to 2 loops of my customs and added 1 loop of RM and it was recon central and all my customs and ultimas stopped working for the week i was running it.I concluded it was either too strong or the script didnt agree with me but didnt get confirmation till got my qv2 custom.That ones really smooth,no recon at all.So think its RM not the tech.My subconcious really doesnt like something in it
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What were they doing to stalk you?
Local celebrities?
Thank you for elaborating so clearly! You have really committed to personal growth mate!
RebirthU absolutely made ST1 smoother. In fact it’s a wonderful Ultima to use anytime you’re changing your stack or changing stages
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Thanks for posting this mate!
That’s amazing! That sounds similar to the revisioning process that Neville teaches (I’ve not studied it myself, but I’ve got a friend who’s really into Neville stuff so he’s told me a bit)
It may be that, or something similar. I’ve tried things like that in the past, but was unable to make any appreciable impact. Now it just happens. I slip into an intense daydream state and I see myself reacting to something that happened in a much healthier way. It happens frequently for a while, hitting the situation from different angles, and after a while, I am mentally as I would be if I had handled it that way. Pretty awesome.
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I’ve listened to DRU (v1) for one month and it worked very similar to the Elixir but felt better than that sub.
I haven’t listened to DRU
But I will in 6 months😁
LMAO !! I have my moments…
inside-I am always very intense- in disposition I am very laid back, insanely intense, or the life of the party.
The times I feel laid back inside is when some sort of storm literally or metaphorically is occurring outside.
Just want you to know I appreciate you @RVconsultant 
– metaphorically your like warm energy bumpers in a bowling alley- you make sure everyone at least hits the pins and avoids forum gutter balls.
I have run 1 loop of DR for 2 months Stage 1 and going onto my 10th week of DR stage 2.
Overall directly from DR, although I am not religious, I’d say DR gives me the Serenity Prayer in motion- the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference. Inside that wisdom I am seeing and opening up to things I thought I couldn’t change when in fact I can.
I also feel fundamentally better in life, less neurotic, less anxious, more comfortable with who I really am, and more owning of and at peace with residual insecurities and/or personal issues.
I also have a paradoxical more realistic sense -that life COULD (maybe not) be full of non-perfect states/ feelings/ challenges and that it’s important to be ok with that and live and love my best fully anyway.
and sense that life gets infinitely better and I just have to learn to be OK with how good things can get. (without some internal thermostat sabatoge)
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They were major TV celebrities here and Fashion models aswell.
All crazy things we know they would not do, for example i was working at the Bar doing cocktails and one of them just went there to ask me a random thing but then admitted she just wanted to have my number, had one very famous married celebrity came in with a friend and started flirting directlt with me with her friend.
The place i worked is near a luxury whorehouse where businessman pay like from 1k to 10k to get laid with top quality woman, in the launch hour it was normal to see them roaming my store, some of them even went there with other girlfriends to drink,flirt and even going as far as talking to my boss to know my name or telling they just wanted me to go at their table.
My wife who was just my girlfriend at the time wouldnt let me go to public events without her at my side 
I had to stop completly one time bcs i was getting allot of problems with my friends with their wifes, even when i was quiet and not doing nothing things were happening.
Not even talking about the crazy stuff when i was opening activlt sets of girls and getting into different veneus with them.
The thing is that at the time i didnt had the bases i have today, it was driving a ferrari without brakes.
Thanks for saying more. I mean some of your post it’s like I imagine you causally walking down a street and in your wake is a trail of girls swooning in ecstasy or standing with their legs crossed with a look of agonized pleasure on their faces as they are biting their lips.
Thanks man! Okay so in this metaphor then problems are the gutters… and the person is the bowling ball… and what they want are the pins.
So… I hope calling someone a bowling ball isn’t an insult in someone’s country… 
For me the biggest moment of this was when I was walking around a shop and realized I felt as relaxed as if I was at home! WOW!
Then I noticed I feel that way where ever I am. This for me is HUGE!
I’ve had states of big discomfort and yet feel calm and assured. I can also run Khan without feeling a need to dominate the world.
I’ve noticed I tend to make fewer obstacles for myself.
Not there yet. I’m going to be gradually adding it over the next month or so. When Qv1 was out I did it all at once and whoa! So slow and gradual for me.
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WOW! DUDE!
Now what programs were you running at that time?
I have been going back and reading journals.
Thank you for your thoughtful, helpful, and inspiring posts.
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I meant this in a purely complimentary, delightful, and what I found humorously apt way lol
The person could be either the bowling ball or the person throwing the bowling ball, keeping on track with analogously anthropomorphiz-ing (anthropomorphize as a transitive verb) the people would be the bowling bowl. The pins could be their goals/successfully running a sub/ or their participation on the Forum.
I’m considering something RV, and I’d like some feedback. I’ve been facing familiar fears and coping strategies rising, I’ve been planning my DR St2 custom, and last night I somehow landed on @Friday’s 3 custom thread. I read of his healing custom (PhoenixQ), and I was really attracted to the included modules, but I’m writing you since he made his with DR St4. Mostly due to too many cracks in my armor, St4’s have been intimidating to me since I’ve been hiding myself behind old fronts. Mind you, I put on DR St4 V1 over an hour ago, and it had some motivational, bigger picture scripting in it. That felt nice compared to feeling stuck.
I’m wondering if going from St1 to St4 for my next stage would have me hitting the gutters here. Mixing my writing and yours, I’ve had my eyes on the gutters for months now, and even though I know they’re bad choices, it seems more familiar and safer since our minds pull towards the familiar. Next Saturday I’ll be jumping to my next stage, and I’m asking for clear thoughts since my mind wants to default towards the gutters. I’m seeking a way to not swim in negativity constantly.
On the negativity issue, @Friday included Negativity Displacer, which I picked up weeks ago. I had some restraints from including it, but reading his experiences, I’ll definitely include it.
To sum up, I’m wishing to hit the pins in my life. Just lately, I’ve barely been paying attention to them due to looking at the gutters. Reading other’s experiences on non-DR threads has been waking me up. And Negativity Displacer might work wonders in future builds.