Road to Realisation (Trans.Med.3) - Emp, UA, Rebirth

Day 130 - 6 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 26h/v4 (M), 26h/v4 (Ultra)
Started to stack Emperor with Ascended Mogul again. I have a ton of subliminals I am listening to rn. I know this isnt good. I cut it back quite a lot but it is still too much.
I love my work. I worked like crazy the last week. Thinking about stacking Emperor with EoG, but I will wait until I made some money.

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Day 131 - 7 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 26h/v4 (M), 26h/v4 (Ultra)
I just tried a little experiment. I wanted to combine Emperor with a frequency to release good mood hormones. Failed miserably. 4 minutes in and I had to stop. My ears started to hurt, my throat too and it felt so intense. Guess Emperor really is on a very high level of optimization.
I combined the frequency with other subliminals before and it worked with no problems. Oh and I had an idea I wanted to share with you, so you can try out for yourself. Remember the rest day? One day in a week no subliminals, especially no emperor. So I thought: Hm, thats actually a very good opportunity to get some 7 hours more of exposure during the sleep the night before rest day.
I think it makes sense because your mind got the whole day to process the information and since I dont listen to subliminals at night the other days, there shouldnt be any problems.

Edit: Remember the coach I paid to help me start my business? The one I really liked and who even lives in my neighbourhood and with whom I made plans to meet?
It is undeniable now, he betrayed me. I messaged him a hundred times over the course of the last 1,5 month and he never responded. Am I angry? A bit.
I am more amused actually. The universe used him to show up and help me with this particular issue and to get me to start writing a book and thatā€™s it. His task in my life is done. The universe really knows funny ways.

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Day 132 - 8 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 27h/v4 (M), 26h/v4 (Ultra)
Had a dream about talking to a woman in a very chilled way. Not really chilled but more like my ideal self. She was a bit older and she said ā€œIf you were my age, Iā€™d date you. I love that.ā€

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Day 132 - 8 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 27h/v4 (M), 28h/v4 (Ultra)
I feel so hopeless. It is the dream.

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Day 132 - 9 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 28h/v4 (M), 28h/v4 (Ultra)
The desire to work on my business isā€¦ less than it was before. I feel so sick. Maybe itā€™s reconciliationā€¦ Got a headache. I wanted to tell you something yesterday and I forgot. It is nothing earthshaking but I noticed strangers refer to me as a man more lately, even though I am shaved. Before, theyā€™d often call me a boy.

Edit: I just ultimately busted my ex-****-coach. I sent him an email from another account asking about a product and he answered it in 1 day. Noone can tell me at this point he didnt see my other messages or heā€™s too busy. I am sick and tired of such scum running around on this planet. Iā€™d pulverize his bones if Iā€™d met him. Damn Im so fucking angry rn.

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Day 133 - 10 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 29h/v4 (M), 30h/v4 (Ultra)
I messaged my ex-coach from the same account I sent him the message to bait him and told him shame on you. I signed it.
On to other stuff.
The pressure on my business is growing. It is getting really tough righ now, because some powerful institutions want me to bow.

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Day 134 - 11 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 32h/v4 (M), 31h/v4 (Ultra)
Sold my first book! Hell Yeah!

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Congrats man!!!

What kind of book?

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It is about emotions and meditation

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Day 138 - 15 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 36h/v4 (M), 40h/v4 (Ultra)
Thought Iā€™d take the time for a little more detailed update. I am going to update my offline journal aswell this sunday since I havent updated it even since the mind-cinema-incident.
Anyway, I wanted to take the time and talk about my life and how itā€™s been recently.

First of all I plan on adding more loops, since I know 2 loops a day arenā€™t enough. So I thought Ill be okay if I just listen one loop in masked version and listen to the ultrasonic whenever I do something else passively. 5 loops a day (3 to 4 hours) would be great.

Also I noticed the same as a few people already mentioned in the early impressions thread. There is something in Emperor that makes you want to socialise a litte bit (or at least it stops you less from socialising). I noticed I am interested to hang out with people more, and not necessarily because of business opportunities, more like just for fun. It is also possible that Emperor pushes me more to meet and date women. My theory is that I laid the groundwork with trauma healing in regards to women. If this really is Emperor than I must say I like it. The downside is it is sometimes harder to concentrate if you know what I mean.
I have never dated a girl before and recently I feel something in me keeps pushing to change that. It feels like there is something in me, my masculine core, that claims its birth right. And it is right to do so.
I actually look forward to start dating women and finally engage in this area of life aswell, but right now my business has top priority. (Now that I think about it, this sounds very khan-like, doesnā€™t it? I mean this inner pushing)

Alright, my business.
My stack consists of Emperor and AscMog and a few other things from elsewhere to help with things like stress etc. I usually listen to AscMog only for one loop, mostly because I like the productive drive it gives me. I used Neville Goddard to manifest certain and general things for my business, but more deliberate. I can see the bridhe of incidences unfolding already, things started shifting my way, although they arenā€™t like they are supposed to be like yet and I wont settle down for less.
I love my life as an entrepreneur.
I work all day, many times I am stressed out, but I love what I do.

I donā€™t know if I told you this but about a little more than 1 year ago I had an online internship at a online marketing company. It was pretty obvious that they were taking advantage of us trainees, but I didnā€™t care about it, as long as I learned about online marketing I was happy with the trade-off.
Money isnā€™t that important, especially when you begin something. Knowledge is invaluable.
Why do I tell you this? Well, now that I got to do all the work myself, this pays off tremendously!
I actually know exactly what to do and how I can use tools to my advantage.
It is not like I got no idea what I should do now. Combine this with Neville Goddard and you know why I am not afraid of my business failing.
It is impossible.

I am not sure if I forgot anything, if so Ill add it later on.
This is all for now guys

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Day 140 - 17 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 38h/v4 (M), 43h/v4 (Ultra) = 575h total
I feel like Emperor and I are in a weird friendship. On the one hand I am curious to try stuff like EoG, Alchemist, QLā€¦ on the other hand I think ā€œI will not stop listening to Emperor until I got all the results I wantedā€
I think this is good. Whenever I feel like it isnā€™t worth it I get back to ā€œI want full results and wont stop earlier!ā€
Kinda sounds like Scrooge McDuck not wanting to leave the cinema until the last second because he paid for the movie.
But maybe Iā€™ll add QL (or EoG) for my exams in 2 months and to learn web design ASAP.

Oh and I can see the first signs of my manifestations unfolding.
Remember my last post where I said I did some sessions and something is one the way?
I checked my book reports. Until yesterday, people only read about 34 pages on the sales page of my book. Then the day before yesterday it went down to 0 and yesterday it was at 155!
So weā€™ll just relax and watch things unfold further

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Day 141 - 18 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 38h/v4 (M), 43h/v4 (Ultra)
Had some dreams and a lucid dreamā€¦ The topic were mostly around destruction.

Day 144 - 21 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 41h/v4 (M), 54h/v4 (Ultra)
A little update on my situation. tl;dr: not too well.
Itā€™s not like something bad happenedā€¦ it is just that nothing keeps happening at all. I kept doing my manifestation sessions and all and I donā€™t think it is like Iā€™m doubting it will work workā€¦ I am not. I am just very impatient. I know I just need to let go and this is the hardest part of it.
Funny enough, shortly after new yearā€™s eve I did a meditation and talked to my future self from the end of this year. He told me that patience is key this year. I didnā€™t know what he meant back then. Now I do.
There is a success story that keeps inspiring me. It is about someone who was in a similar yet worse situation and who managed to manifest his book a bestseller on amazon.

I decided to stack up on loops with ev4. Kicked AM out and I now focus on ev4. Want to go all the way up to 6 hours a day. Right now I am at about 3 hours.
Then there is the problem that I got multiple projects I am working on simultaneously. I need to set up a schedule on which days I am working on what. Because right now I am all over the place basically. It doesnā€™t work.

Got some hate comments lately. Not really hate but pretty cynical and hostile. Part of me is hurt because I actually do put effort and energy in my work and it is obvious that I do so (the works I got these comments for I even put there for free lol) and the other part is like ā€œthatā€™s perfect for the algorithm, just shows engagementā€. I dont know. I dont care rn. Funny, I also got some comments of encouragement but our minds have been trained that way to neglect these and focus on the bad.

So yeahā€¦ doesnā€™t look so bright right now but I am sure this will endā€¦ I keep getting a few synchronicities here and there (666 or 6666 this time. Is it you, satan-baby?)
Weā€™ll see how it unfoldsā€¦
Thatā€™s it for now

Edit: These comments keep getting on my nerves though. You know these kind of guys, little keyboard brats that keep sending annoying memes/gifs to act cool? Could punch one of them right now tbh but Iā€™d lose my job. Nobody wants angry astronauts.

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Day 145 - 22 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 43h/v4 (M), 60h/v4 (Ultra)
Have been pretty good in listening for at least 3 hours a day the last days. Itā€™s a bit emberassing for me now but I actually listened to maybe 2 loops a day for months and expected amazing results.

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Day 146 - 23 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 43h/v4 (M), 60h/v4 (Ultra)
In the lights of the upcoming exam I think about adding 1 or 2 loops of limitless v2 to my stack. Would be a nice supplement for the QL-Lite thing in ev4

Day 147 - 24 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 43h/v4 (M), 65h/v4 (Ultra)
I definitely see a difference since I started listening for 3-5h a day. Definitely. More attention from people in general and from girls (You knowā€¦ you just KNOW this isnā€™t an ordinary look she is giving you), testosterone raging, etc. I donā€™t want to go into too much detail now but I just feel like I am supposed to feel, considering what I am doing here.
I also observe my dreams changed a lot and I can remember them far better now. They are almost always very meaningful.
Today I dreamt of my house burning with me inside. I tried to escape but I donā€™t remember what happened. Still figuring this out. I looked the symbol up and on one site it says a burning building means a major turn is ahead. There is many information about this and I am not sure. Others say it means there is a heavy imbalance that could cause problems. I dont know. Every help is welcome.

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Day 148 - 25 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 45h/v4 (M), 68h/v4 (Ultra)
I had a dream about flying through space. And I didnā€™t die. Where can I apply for SpaceX?

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Day 152 - 29 of January 2020 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 46h/v4 (M), 86h/v4 (Ultra)
Yesterday I only listened for 3hours, so I decided to listen while sleeping too. Woke up dead. I had a dream about being Leonidas and doing Spartan things (again).
Iā€™m a bit down lately, but I guess it is from me adapting to ev4. Letā€™s just say there have been moments when Iā€™d still go against the program and sabotage it. But when I am not, like I choose to do now, ev4 is just awesome. The feeling I get while on it isā€¦ Feels like 30 days nofap.

You guys heard of Coronavirus? Donā€™t want to dwell too much on it, but it was an opportunity to again see how much I have evolved, not just since I started listening to subs, but since I started this whole journey a few years back. I got some flu symptoms and a nasty gum inflammation I am dealing with and I thought ā€œWell, a year ago Iā€™d be from panicking nowā€. Yeah, I really was like that. I was a massive hypochondriac. The irony is I almost never go out for months now because I focus on my business, so there is no way I could have caught the virus. But to be safe, Iā€™ll get myself a pair of gloves and think about what Iā€™ll do about the eyes-part. Where I am, there arenā€™t many official cases, but I think the authorities really underistemate the situation and it is far worse than they tell us. It is up to us to prepare and stay safe.
But this is exactly what I mean: Instead of running crazy I am pretty calm and think about what to do in a very relaxed manner. (Sapien uploaded a Coronavirus-Audio, if you are interested btw)
Enough from that.

I figured it is best to focus on one business at a time. Yeah, it is rather obvious but I thought Iā€™d be fine building multiple businesses at the same time.
Remember that guy from my classes I told you about and said this is a great business opportunity because he told me about an idea he has and I found it pretty good and want to team up with him?
Hope we are going to do that soon. I hope he is trustworthy.
I know these would be 2 businesses Iā€™d be building at the same time but it is okay since weā€™re splitting the work and there isnā€™t much to do about my book-business anyway.

About these classes (Sorry for the long post)ā€¦ there are final exams and a project we have to hand in in a few months. I donā€™t know if I will participate on that. Think about it: It isnā€™t an official university or college or something, it is rather a private school, so the paper is worth nothing, especially not because I am not going to continue with other courses. Add to that that I donā€™t plan on applying for any job and you see itā€™d be just a waste of time. I honestly donā€™t care about it that much anymore.

Oh and before I forget it @SaintSovereign (sorry for pinging) Do you plan on continuing the rVX-Challenge? What will happen with the contest?

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Corona Virus is setup. Itā€™s another one of the games the Elites are playing. Donā€™t worry about it that much, itā€™s ment to cause fear.

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I am not so sure about that. It actually seems more like the officials are downplaying the situation a lot. For example, our government actually believes the numbers the CCP reported, which is just mind-blowing. They locked down 10-14 cities (cities which have a population of millions of people) and built hospitals in 6 days. Which government would do that after 1 month of doing nothing and if it was just about 2-3000 infected people? And yet the government and the media actually believe this story.
I saw some leaked videos from Wuhan and yeah, I really think the situation is much worse than they tell us. Still, I donā€™t think it is a reason to panic, just practice hygiene, do the wim hof method and strengthen your immun system, listen to the health audios and meditate.
Fun fact: Practicing gratitude every day for just 5 minutes significantly raises your Immunoglobulin level (which basically is the strongest upgrade for your immunsystem there is) while panicking and living in fear downgrades your immune system because it uses the resources for a expected flight-flight situation

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