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DR has been bringing up things I was scared of looking at and facing. Maybe not necessarily scared, but things I didn’t want to look at but I guess I gotta look at them to be able to say no, I’m not dealing with that and it doesn’t exist in my reality.
As we all know, I had a few issues with certain people this year and this week they’ve been on forefront of my mind which I don’t necessarily want but I feel like DR is giving me the strength to work with this and these people and is healing the wounds they/I created. I say I because I definitely manifested that stuff. I take responsibility for that.
Let’s talk about that quickly - after researching the Law of Assumption I truly do believe that whatever I assume I manifest. For years I had an assumption of what was going to happen and it happened in a way. The good thing in this case? If I can manifest that, I can manifest the opposite. That’s why it doesn’t exist in my reality. I’m not putting it to the back of mind but I’m choosing that those people are blocked from my reality.
No longer will they take so much of my mental space and peace. They are removed from my reality and are far away from me. They do not belong and they are no-where near me.
I just have to remember that I have the power to be rid of them, and they are gone. They’re gone to other places, they’re removed from my reality and my space.
No longer will I be affected by such stupidity, no longer will I be scared of them or what they’ll say. No longer will I be in my head, which I was earlier today.
Anyway, I’m glad DR bought these up for me because I really did need to remember my power in this. I’m better than this.
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Maybe…
Just maybe…
DR is a mistake. For me to use. 
What happened?
I’m just unsure if that kind of healing is what I want. Where I want to break myself down and be introspective. I don’t think that is what I want. Whilst I think it’ll be beneficial, truly, I feel as if I need, or mainly want, to stick with the positivity and my internal frame being built upon rather than knocked down to be built up.
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Deciding to go on a wash out.
Spoke to @Invictus in regards to my stack. He must hate me as I always ask and find a way to go against what he suggests 
. However…I’m going to give his stack idea a try. Seems to fit what I’m looking for at the moment.
Stark (possibly my custom), WANTED & maybe LBfH (love this sub so don’t want to change) or Rebirth to help with the push of WANTED due to recon in the past. However…I feel like WANTED will help with the masculinity push I want.
Heartsong has been working.
I know I’ve said I’m not a hook up kind of guy, and I’m not, but I’ve met a guy a couple times. We’ve done stuff and want to keep it as FWB. I don’t want to just hook up with a random guy once and that be the end of the connection so having FWB is a great thing.
I’ve also met another guy on an app and we’ve been speaking properly today, I’m pretty interested in him and he seems nice so lets see where that goes. We’re both pretty open so we’re going with the flow.
Also…suddenly…like magic I’m finding people who are down to do my kink. Out of no where. Normally people would be like ‘nah, that’s too much for me’ and reject the idea/me…now? Nope, they’re like it’s all good lets do it. I’m even getting guys that are willing to take it slow with me, like the first one I mentioned, who are willing just to do my kink and leave it there without anything else…like bro, I’ve been wanting this for a while.
Heartsong has been great…I’d assume it’s Heartsong doing the magic. I’m going to come back to it after my WANTED/Stark/LBfH or Rebirth cycle in a couple months to let it execute in the background.
Bare in mind, just because I’m interested in these guys doesn’t mean I’m not manifesting the one from before. I still 100% believe it’s possible, I just haven’t persisted with it yet.
Working on some conscious guidance stuff too.
But yeah, if anyone needs Heartsong results then there you go, it helps with hooking up, finding people for kinks that may be deemed weird or out there and finding people in general.
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Some times we realize what to do by seeing what we don’t want.