Not yet. I’ve not really thought about it yet. Letting myself sink into it.
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Gonna get back to Golden Tiger & Joa23 soon. Still sinking into my custom and thoughts and honestly have other thoughts right now.
In regards to my custom, my Stark custom, I have to say I’m pretty frustrated at the moment. I’m not feeling a productive push. I thought I’d get this, the push I mean, especially with Godlike Masculinity in it but no, I’ve felt anything but productive. This is just honest feedback.
It may be because it’s 4 cores but I don’t think it is. I’ve actually kind of always felt this way on Stark. Emperor has given a productive push obviously, in ZP anyway - Q/Qv2 gave me recon, but honestly the truth is this custom has made me lazy af. I actually like getting things done, at least I want to.
Feel like Stark lacks a productivity to it - this isn’t me blasting the sub, just my honest thoughts. I’ve been so lazy. I haven’t live streamed at all this month. I actually haven’t live streamed since I got this custom.
I’ve found this month super difficult to workout, I want to sleep pretty much all the time. Even running the sub once a week. I do workout still but even tonight I’m not getting it done. I’ve decided to take a day off (not from listening but working out).
It isn’t recon either. I don’t have recon and I’m using the sub once a week and already had a 5 day washout. I’ve actually kinda felt this way on Stark before. I feel super lazy - maybe I just haven’t realised it until now which is a shame because I’ve always loved Stark. I do credit it for success with other things because I definitely feel liked and loved and all other things with Stark but I don’t feel a push to want to work which is what I feel like it’s lacking right now which is a shame. I know Emperor is different but I feel like it does need that Emperor push. I want to work. I really do.
Anyway, due to the lack of productivity, me wanting to work on myself anyway (I’m aware this sounds like a contradiction but this in no way takes away that I want to work) and after talking to a friend I think I’m a journey of finding love in all angles. From me loving myself, being healed from my traumas and from others loving me romantically.
So I may start Chosen From Within and drop my custom for now. I did it for a cycle and it hasn’t been giving me the results or push to make me want to work and become popular in the way I wanted it to - yet.
I’m scared honestly of CFW. I did it before and a lot of fears manifested and actually nearly put me in a dark place but I feel it’s also necessary on the road to healing myself. Regardless, I think I’m gonna run it once a week and allow LBfH and Heartsong to do their stuff and ease any possible recon.
I do still want a Heartsong custom and to use my Stark custom but the latter is giving me what I need and the former needs more time to be thought about.
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I can’t recall exactly what you are running - but I know at one stage you did heartsong & love bomb for H - if you are tired and unproductive, it’s because you are going through internal changes from those titles. (And your adhd aswell… )
I haven’t been running subs long enough to have the experience to know this, but I have done a lot of clearing work with Sedona method or Faster EFT etc… and sometimes after clearing blocks and shifting into a new state, I can barely open my eyes I’m so wiped.
If you are working on changing your Self Concept - to manifest, this may be causing the non productiveness.
I’m currently running both still.
I started my custom when I started running LBfH.
This does make sense…however I have also felt this way on Stark/my custom before too ;/!
Ahh, could be the healing from LBfH that could be knocking me as well as combination from using my custom. Since my custom and LBfH were the only thing I was using I may have over exposed a couple weeks ago.
Won’t let me quote back but I definitely am working on self concept to manifest.
Excellent !
Side note - I have known about tapping for years but really not done it consistently. Well last week I decided to stick to it every morning for 30 days. I am using it to clear blocks in the way of my manifestations, I have a list on the fridge of 5 things. Well last week alone I got 3 out of the 5. Farrkkkkkk me. The only thing that is still to come, is contact from SP… but I am SOOOOOO sure it’s going to happen now.
In regards to my Stark custom not pushing me productivity wise, I feel like it’s possiby due to me not really wanting to do live streaming. Don’t get me wrong, I love it but I don’t enjoy it so much with the platform I’m on. So maybe that’s why I’ve ultimately stopped, because it isn’t really something I want/ed to do.
Hmmm.
Anyway. Right now, I feel like shii. I haven’t even ran CFW yet and I feel like I’m utter crap. I’m sick and tired of the way I’m living. I want money, I want friends, to do things, to go out, to have fun. I’m sick of this bull and not being wanted. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of not having the body I want - I feel like I even look different to the picture I took now.
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Change your stack Brandon. I did a couple of times and now I found the right one for me.
FYI it is GLM + DR + Khan
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Maybe create a custom with some intuition modules like Wayfinder, Intuition Enhancer, The merger of worlds, Informaticon, and subconscious could give you the right answer to what is best for you.
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I felt scared before running CFW but it was the first time that was the most impactful. Since the incident below, it’s been fairly gentle in its effects.
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Thank you for posting this. I ran CFW when it first came out for a cycle or less. I couldn’t handle it. That’s why I’m scared of it, but I’ve been mulling over the objectives of Love Bomb, Regeneration and Chosen and it’s what I want/need right now. I’m not sure I’m prepared for it but I need it.
I also consider any manifestation, good or bad, a sign that the subliminal is working. I had a ‘bad’ manifestation that made me stronger (in hind-sight but felt like it destroyed me at the time) ultimately when using CFW last time which was what put me off using it.
With that said……I decided to run CFW now. Listened to my first loop and finished about 10 minutes ago….
Lets see how this goes.
I’m hoping LBfH, Heartsong and CFW will build my self concept to a strong level where I believe in myself, my worth and accept nothing less than the standards I accept for myself from myself and other people. That is what I truly want.
I no longer want to be a people pleaser, someone who bends backwards for someone, helps everyone else. I can say no, but I’m hesitant with it, I also want to build my manifestation abilities (which I believe Love Bomb & LBfH will do) along with the positivity from Chosen whilst eliminating negative beliefs regarding myself & relationships (Heartsong/LBfH).
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@Billions Was it you that made a CHOSEN multi-stage line up of subs? I remember seeing the posts but cannot for the life of me find them. If it was you, can you share it with me please? Interested in re-reading.
Yeah haha I did. Try looking through my post history!
I think running CFW once a week would be a good way to start.
As for being a people pleaser, on this forum I think you present more as someone who tactfully presents their ideas and opinions, which some times disagree or calls out someone on their BS.
In sum, I don’t see you as someone who is obsequious.
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Yeah, I’m definitely only running this once a week for sure!
I very much appreciate this. I try to. I really do try and be neutral and understand from both sides of any situation.
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I’ve been having the best time recently. Seemingly no recon, unless it’s the thing affecting my sleep, but other than that I’ve been feeling great and stronger, mentally, than ever.
I’m really enjoying my stack and have no plans of leaving it just yet. I feel like it’s just what I need right now.
Currently running CFW once a week with Heartsong/LBfH twice a week just before bed.
However, may have to run Heartsong/LBfH during the day time because this is the second time this week I’ve had super wacked out sleep. May have been because I was nervous for my tattoo (my first ever two) but I ran these two on Friday morning (like 3/4amish) and was awake most of the day before my tattoo. I’ve ran it again today and again I’m awake literally two hours after I’ve slept. I’m tired again so I’ll probably end up going to bed soon but honestly may have to run these two in the day and if they knock me out during the day that’s okay.
Anywho…back to my point, I’ve been feeling great. Been doing self concept work (affirmations) to build myself up mentally and affirm my reality, as I should, and I feel like the world is mine for the taking. I’ve been doing well, had positive thoughts and all that. Last week was probably one of my favourite weeks, I just felt so good, besides sleep.
Truly loving this stack right now. Feels like home.
This stack mixed with my self concept affirmations is truly making me a better person.
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After a couple weeks on CFW I’ve decided to go for the big boy and hit up Dragon Reborn for one loop per week and see how I feel. I truly feel LBfH has helped with recon and I really would like the healing from DR. I was scared af about using CFW but I’ve had nothing but a good time really.
Time to use DR.
The objectives and my intuition, not recon since I’ve had a wash out for 5/6ish days, had told me to use it.
It’s time.
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Which stage?
Back to Stage 1 for me. Wish me luck!
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You don’t need luck. You have skill. 
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