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#945

Because of this last night I ran Heartsong. I’m gonna see what it does. I need to run Rebirth but I wanna see how Heartsong makes me feel. I’ve been rejecting this title away for a reason.

Thanks man. I was just being totally honest and vulnerable. I know I’m not alone with how I feel, there are many others out there who are like me even if they’re not on this forum yet - they could be but might feel embarassed, so I have to tell my story too since it isn’t like most. But I’m glad you enjoyed it man.

And you’re right, I am worthy of true love with someone who loves me. I deserve it.

Funnily enough, I knew this before I started playing LBfH because I was working on my self concept but LBfH has only intensified and solidified the idea that I am worthy and deserving.

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#946

So, I said I wasn’t gonna play Heartsong or Rebirth, kinda, just yet but I decided to play the former even though I should have played the latter first for a cycle. My ADHD brain loves to play with me :wink: (this is a joke, I take responsibility for my decisions. P.s. I have a ADHD test on the 27th, finally).

ANYWAY.

Played Heartsong whilst I dropped off to sleep.

I fell into that I’m a sleep but I’m also awake feeling where I knew I was sleeping but the I was still in control of my mind and not necessarily my body and guess what happened?

I instantly thought of the guy I was manifesting. Instantly. I can’t remember exactly what I was thinking but he came up straight away. The whole reason I didn’t want to do Heartsong before was because I was manifesting him and didn’t want Heartsong to push that away, because I was stuck on him. Don’t get me wrong, I want him - I just don’t wanna be stuck on him.

I actually came to the realisation this week that I still kind of had him on a pedestal because I was afraid of letting him go, I wasn’t in that ‘I know he’s mine, but I don’t need him - whether he comes or goes I’m good’ kind of mindset. I was holding on.

So thats an interesting thing to have, I had that before I used HS but the thinking about him while I started to sleep and HS was playing? Interesting to me.

What’s also interesting is that someone I was kind of dating and have been speaking to for a year (we went out on a date once and have meant to meet up but he lives long distance and plans keep changing) messaged me out of the blue. He does that quite often where he’ll randomly text but I’m putting that as a sign of Heartsong because it literally manifested hours after I used it - it is a manifestation of the title.

He said ‘I was just at work and I was thinking of you’. Of course you were, it manifested through Heartsong.

I’m not sure if he’s the guy for me though. He’s a lovely guy and we had a great date but yeah. Who knows? He could be, but hopefully I’d still the guy I want/am in love with more than just once a year……

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#947

Just got a message from a guy who annoyed me the other day and wanted to meet up for my kink and sex (I’m not really interested in the sex portion unless it’s with someone I’m interested in).

He apologised to me and said he hopes we’re okay…

This is too unexpected to say it’s not from Heartsong…

Maybe I’m healing things?

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#948

What are your thoughts about the Aphrodite module?

Most of the gay men I’ve known are uninterested in hook up culture. I think the media is focusing on a minority, and over reporting it.

#949

Oooooohhhh this makes me want to run heartsong. I am also trying to manifest someone.

#950

It’s the reason I didn’t use heartsong as that’s not heartsongs focus.

Saint and Fire made a module for forgiveness with someone or something along those lines but I can’t remember what it’s called.

I was gonna ask for a sub to be made, in the portal, but didn’t think it would due to issues with free will which I don’t believe in but can understand if others believe in.

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#951

Nah.

That guy that messaged me apologising?

How can I randomly end up seeing him at his place of work? I didn’t even know he worked there. I don’t even know his name :joy:

Definitely some kind of manifestation from something.

He isn’t the guy I want though.

I know who I want and my mind is kept on that.

Oh also…

There’s a guy interested in doing my kink who doesn’t want anything sexual other than doing that…

Definitely a heartsong manifestation.

#952

Sir Brandon, your built like a buff guy that just came back from the captain America chamber. We will find you a guy that’s for sure. Plus I’ve seen you grown so much more mature and grown as a person from the start of the journal to now so I can tell you with 100% certainty that whatever you do don’t stop it’s working :slight_smile:

#953

If only I was that lean, I’m legit just eating a shii load of food and trying to eat somewhat healthy to get my protein in. I’m not lean at all right now.

Oh it’s happening man.

I know it.

Appreciate it my dude. That means a lot for real. I’m super grateful. I’ve still got work to do but I’ve definitely advanced a lot.

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#954

That sounds a whole lot like me but then again I have empfit st3 in my stack :sunglasses:

Remember your famous quote “I’m Brandon, I’m also pretty kick-ass.” :star_struck:

#955

Bro, you look better than me. Your arms alone have more mass and I’m sure you’ve shown me before, you look great from what I remember.

This is just truth tho…

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#956

A legend knows how to compliment another legend :slight_smile:

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#957

I’m actually considering it. I didn’t notice it before. Seems super helpful for the embarrassment of my kink, however Khan Stage 1 helped with that too.

Ah, I’m not basing this off the media, I’m basing it off experience. Every gay man I’ve met has been interested in purely just hooking up rather than relationship.

#958

So I’m considering remaking my Heartsong / WANTED custom.

Considering making it LBfH/Heartsong instead of WANTED.

Wanna use the Aphrodite module too. Need to check what I had in it too. I know I had Khan in it but that’s a big NO. I’d consider putting the module that I crafted my manifestation custom around in it too. Can’t remember what it’s called but yeah.

After spending time making my manifestation custom, I’m considering dropping it, or just not making it yet. I still haven’t been able to afford it yet anyway (I wouldn’t change too much about my Heartsong custom)

I need a new job besides the current live streaming I’m doing. The work that goes into this live streaming isn’t worth the outcome. I’d consider Twitch but I don’t really game and even if I do game I’m not the best at it & don’t have a PC.

I enjoy live streaming on the app but it’s such a struggle to hit the targets (subs are helping for sure but the app is such a scammy thing). You get paid but the pay you get you have to trade in to make better targets and there’s the risk you won’t hit that better target. So whilst I am getting paid I’m also only making part pay. Like this month I’ve stopped streaming because I want to take a holiday (haven’t had one in a couple years) and my ex wants to go on a cruise for his birthday so I’m using my pay from the app but that entire pay means I have nothing to trade back into the app to hit targets so it’s pointless me even doing it. Can’t be bothered with that. I need some actual disposable income that I can use.

Plus the app decreased the pay compared to two years ago. A 10k target would make you 400 dollars+ (10k is the lowest target you can hit in the UK). I hit a 130k target last month and made 1k, which would have been higher two years ago. So whilst I made 1k, I’d have to trade some of that back to get to the minimum target I need which is 60k, that makes you like 500 dollars now or so…ugh.

If anyone has any ideas or ways to make some money that doesn’t involve a 9-5 job that I absolutely hate I’d appreciate it. I’m sick of this.

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#959

Thank you for clarifying. I would recommend Heartsong, Transcendental Connection, and Code of Loyalty.

Speaking of experience, it’s been my experience most people have a kink.

As long as no one is harmed and it’s legal…

Also check out ARES and Untouchable.

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#960

Heartsong Q Core
WANTED Q Core
Long-Range Seduction
Love Without Attachment
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Transcendental Connection
Chosen of Venus
Yggdrasil
Omnidimensional
Dragon Tongue
Dominion
Temptation Earthshaker - Sexuality
Depths of Love
Mosaic
Khan Stage 4
Pride Unbroken
Sanguine
Inner Gasoline
Stop Porn & Masturbation

Okay, so this was my old custom.

I’m thinking of removing Sanguine, Khan (definitely), Dragon Tongue (I have it in another custom), possibly Chosen of Venus as I’ll have LBfH in it, same for possibly Depths of Love but I also wanna keep them two.

Thinking of adding Aphrodite & Code of Loyalty like @RVconsultant suggested! Also thinking of adding Remembrance & Devine Self Image.

Not sure about Ares since it’s a healing module right? Works on limiting beliefs? @GoldenTiger didn’t you have Ares in a custom? How was it?

@Joa23 if you have any suggestions, I’d appreciate them since I know you’re doing a Heartsong/LBfH custom too.

I still want to manifest that guy.

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#961

I did assume most people would have one.

I’d assume it’s legal and it’s consented when done, and there’s safety measures so :man_shrugging:t3:

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#962

I just recieved that custom a couple of hours ago and I will start using it on sunday.
Anyway I have experience with Heartsong and LBfH majors, but never at the same time. Im really enthusiastic though.

Somehow I feel we are on very different life situations and at the same time theres something very similar on where we are, I cant quite put my finger on it. I get an eerie feeling when I see the custom you wanna build and the one I just recieved. Very similar vibe.

During this cycle I did a custom with both Chosen of Venus and Depths of Love, stacked with LBfH, honest opinion… if you wanna keep them both do it, its totally worth it. It takes care of Love from all possible angles.

I got this one in my new custom and I feel its gonna do wonders for you.

I would suggest something it might be worth doing…

When I design a custom I love to bathe myself in the feelings I get daydreaming about the results Im gonna manifest… can you picture the awesome guy you wanna become… the wonderful life you wanna live… the ideal guy you wanna manifest… fully and completely? Take a moment to connect with how good having achieved all of that feels. Take your time… make it real.

Then realized you are not there, that there is a void, a distance… theres something missing. Embrace the void, let it express and notice whats missing.

Find the modules that best addresses your own particular needs until the moment you are able to read the list of modules and get overwhelmed by the same feelings you got daydreaming about what you wanna bring into your life.

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#963

Ares for me just reduced the emotions, helps you take action toward stuff that scares you or makes you feel like shit you know :+1:

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#964

Any updates on your custom list?

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