Reset: a journal by Invictus

Im curious, i remember you saying a bit back that you felt like transcendental connection was the big module you felt was missing in your customs and was really happy you added it back again. Given this im curious why in your recent customs this module has been missing again. Simply not enough space? Or has your opinion on this module changed?

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I did notify staff.

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Agreed :wink:

I’m more interested in what the combination will offer.
Last night I was at a smoke sesh and met this new chick (a friend of my cousin’s), and I unintentionally impressed her with how I was smoking apparently :rofl:.

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Whenever I would smoke hash while on Stark in any custom, I start talking even more than ever, and end up getting a bit too clumsy with my movements haha.

While as last night, high while on RM, the high felt much more intense both emotionally and mentally (like creativity wise), but at the same time, I wasn’t clumsy at all, in fact, I even noticed that I was driving somewhat better haha, so there’s that.

Because it doesn’t feel as necessary anymore.
The issue turned out that I was the one that needed to open up myself a bit more (LBFH helped me get over some bottled up ptsd I had regarding love and trust; could write more about that if anyone’s interested), so Chosen of Venus and LBFH feel enough.

Maybe it could come back in the future, or maybe not :stuck_out_tongue:

Like not being grounded properly?

Stark has a high energy, it’s strong in the third eye due to it’s visionary aspects.

Third eye, throat, heart and sacral is where most of Stark’s scripting affects me.

I’m talking actual movement.
Like when I’m high normally, there’s a certain level of dissociation that occurs due to the nature of THC and their effects, those specific effects increase with stark, but decrease with RM.
Nothing about third eye or chakras man, not smoking DMT here :joy:

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Lmao, I meant the Stark script the vibrations induced which energetic centers specifically it targets.

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Alright so let me tell y’all the current plan

So as y’all can see, the last 2 customs I made (Rockstar and Butterfly) both share a minimum of 75% of the modules + a core, right?

It’s like that for a reason; I’m completely happy with the modules I’ve added, as they took quite some time to test out in over 20 customs, and at this point, the ones I’ve added in the last 2 customs (other than Euphoria‘s modules, obviously) are my top tier modules.

So what does that mean?
You see guys, those 2 subs are similar because they are competing for a spot, the spot for getting a ZPT upgrade, and staying that way, since I’m not gonna waste money unnecessarily with ZPT customs if I’m not gonna end up using them long term, therefore I’m doing the comparison to see which would win.

So far, Rockstar has been winning, as even though I was impressed with RM + W combo yesterday, it’s not really giving me the impression that it should be competing with Rockstar (St + W), cause I’m not really feeling the same push for working out today, though I do feel more sophisticated, and I’m much better with words now so there’s that.

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Yup, Butterfly isn’t going to make the cut, it’s just not stimulating enough for me, even though it was supposed to.

Also noticed that it’s turning me a bit introverted, and that’s a no no for me, however, today morning I was thinking about something:

so which gets the upgrade? Rockstar of Titan?

And while both are beautiful, that is the exact issue I have, that both are too good that I know for a fact that if I used Rockstar then I’d want EF3 core, and if I used Titan then I’d miss the WANTED core.

Sooooooooo

I made an upgrade, not ZPT yet, but….
I decided that I’m gonna try a little something because I haven’t tried it with ZP level yet, which is:

A 3 core custom.
Stark, Emperor fitness stage 3, and WANTED.

Most of the modules are the same as Rockstar ZP, except for the following:

  • Physicality shifter sexiness → EF3 core.

  • Extreme exercise motivation → The Architect (for all the physical shifting).

  • SPS: Integumentary system → Approachability aura (due to a new development; basically got a confirmation by like 4 girls telling me that before talking to me, I seemed so intimidatingly confident, which made them feel slightly uncomfortable to talk to me, so gotta do something about it as ethereal presence alone isn’t cutting it).

As for Butterfly, one of the main reasons it failed is because something feels off about it, it’s good, but it’s not meeting my standards in terms of the social abilities, it’s like WANTED’s cold and mysterious vibe + RM’s craftiness together is causing me to be somewhat reluctant to spend time with others, and instead be alone and be lost in my headspace, which has its perks, but ultimately, creative thinking isn’t gonna help me with my physical goals (Euphoria is already more than enough for inner focus, as ME provides plenty of creativity on its own), as that was the main thing I wanted to know if it could help me with, which honestly, doesn’t seem like it could, simply because the influence I’m “receiving” is targeted less towards creatively building my body, and more so to just open my mind to all kinds of possibilities with other things (already got like 3 different business ideas, of which I gave one to my friend and already helped him contact a factory in china to get quotas for shipments of the product I proposed), and honestly, not my focus at the moment.

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Some deeper thoughts while high:

Why do most guys here on the forum only care about sexual/attraction type of results?

Why is it that more people remember me for my sexual and attraction based results, rather than all the other success I’ve been getting, like manifesting my dream life (including dream job, a strong inner circle, big network, etc.)?

It’s so astonishing how a subliminal company’s forum is getting filled more and more with people who want for subs to do things for them.

In my religion, there’s this saying and way of living we have, which is basically Faith in what’s meant to happen will happen, however, there’s something else that you add to that faith in order to ask God to grant your desires.

You know what is it?

You need to put as much effort into it as possible, and ONLY THEN do you leave the rest for God to help you with.

Sounds familiar?

And here’s another thing, and I want you to carefully think about this metaphor:

A person on steroids without a workout will never reach the level of aesthetics that a natural bodybuilder would have, but when a serious lifter takes the steroids, that’s when he surpasses his “human” limits.

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I would say that there are many reading your journals who are not commenting in it that are more interested in those other things, and also the whole sexual/attraction stuff is more alluring for certain people to read and comment on. I remember when I was younger and into men-movements and pick-up, and I would be super excited to read about someone having great success with women, but as I get older less so. To me it’s a process of youth and maturing. Even when I came here 2 years ago I had a lot of that old stuff in me, just reading success stories about sex and dating which I today find boring and repetitive.

Nowadays I get more fascinated with stories of ascension and mystical states :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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@Invictus

What is your experience with ZP evolving over time in use? I understand the intuitive approach, and ‘high flow factor’ creating a condition of some level or rapid discernment.
I have the experience of very quickly executing sub results and intuitively understanding them and I am amazed at how things that were less of a fit initially evolve and grow on me over time.

Not a challenge to your method but curious how you factor in moving through recon and general evolution over time with a ZP sub?

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It feels somewhat weird how more people are interested in mainly those sexual/attraction stuff.

Almost as if they’re programmed to only chase that :thinking::eyes:

This is such an interesting question, I appreciate you asking it.

basically, when it comes to subs and ZP, and how almost every few days I make a custom to further evolve the path of growth, I’ve grown too sensitive to noticing changes, even the smallest kinds, for example: how likely am I to listen to certain kinds of music? What part of the songs am I enjoying more? What volume am I vibing the best with?

All these little things get factored in automatically, which helps me judge subs much faster, and often times, they just verbalize themselves in conversations, like when I’m on WANTED, certain words become common words for me, while as on Chosen, those same words create discomfort inside as they’re not considered “humble”.

Ultimately, it all comes down to letting myself flow with the subs, observe and understand my behavior (down to the smallest level), and then that leads to the final stage: judgement, which I wholeheartedly trust due to Mind’s Eye, because with it, I get to visualize how the butterfly effect of the custom would be on my life, thus giving me a clearer vision, and a better judgement.

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I will admit I was the same way with the sex/attraction for a long time, as time went on though and I went through growth I started to make that secondary and building a better life has been in the forefront. Hell I’m using WANTED mainly to boost my attractiveness cause honestly it does make me a bit more professional too especially with clothes, and plus the physical shifting, but I’m doing that for me not for the ladies. Also you’re results overall are dope, I have just been keeping to myself lately so I haven’t been commenting lol

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I mean, we all grew up with a TV and the internet :grin: If we would just stop teaching our kids to sit down, shut up and listen + trying to fit in and be normal… And instead teach them that the biggest and only celebrity, is what they see in the mirror…

The same meat-grinder = the same result.

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So I made a 3 cores custom…
Yeah, first loop and it did the exact opposite of what I wanted, and now I have a headache :man_facepalming:t2:

As interesting as this is, I can’t afford to waste time like this, so I’m going back to Rockstar ZP, as it was my favorite recently, and that’s the one I wanna explore more.

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If you were to recommend 2-3 subliminal to someone so he could create / have these 3 foundations, (faith, inspired action, introspection) which subliminals would they be?

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Well tbh, the custom I created, called Euphoria, ticks all those.

for reference
  • LBFH core

  • Mind’s Eye core

  • The Wonder

  • Joie de Vivre

  • The flow

  • Divine will

  • Current Invoker

  • Void of Creation

  • The Merger of Worlds

  • Pragya

  • Awakened Perception

  • All-Seeing

  • Virtue Series: Temperance

  • Virtue Series: Patience

  • Harmonic Singularity

  • Khronos Key

  • Gratitude Embodiment

  • Starfilled Night

  • Inner Voice

  • Everpresent

However, if we were to talk about 2-3 subs only from the store, then I’d definitely say the following 3:

  • LBFH
  • Sage Immortal
  • Mind’s Eye
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Thanks, reading your posts about your experiences with Euphoria.

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Damn people be mentioning me a lot today :eyes:

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