Weird how almost every custom I make that feels amazing either has Stark core or WANTED core in it 
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Probably because there is nothing left to reconcile for you regarding these programs, you spend a lot of time on them after all.
How about Chosen @invictus
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Then it makes sense to focus on these two instead then
It’s nice and good, and along with WANTED, it has a beautiful expression of the paradox the two archetypes create within me, but ultimately, not what I seek deep down.
It did what it had to, and now that its mission is accomplished, I don’t need it anymore.
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Lol, I’m running Stark and Chosen and I stumbled upon a “thing”, will not go into detail here for now, so it’ll have to remain secret but it required a warm personality and a cool head – which is essentially Stark and Chosen.
Yes, indeed, I would agree, I wrote about it before Wanted is the darkness and Chosen is the Light, Wanted reminds me of those posters in the Texas of “Wanted” cowboy villains, and Chosen, the “Chosen” protagonist of hero movies.
What’s it accomplished for you?
I’d love to run Stark, Chosen, True Sell and Wanted, and Paragon Sleep on the side.
But for now, I’m focusing on just Chosen and Stark with Paragon Sleep until I have acclimated to Zero Point.
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Fixed certain relationships that I wasn’t sure that I was making the right judgements on, so the self-centeredness of WANTED + the virtuous side of Chosen helped me understand which ones were not good for me, and which ones I was judging wrong.
All is resolved now, so all good.
That’s why I love customs.
More cores, less issues.
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I’ve been smoking bowls while I’m getting blown, man I feel just like a…
Rockstar ZP
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Stark core
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WANTED core
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Heracles
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Serum X
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Physicality shifter Sexiness
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Entranced
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Ethereal Presence
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Gloryseeker
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Lifeblood fable
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Song of joy
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Fenrir
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Victory’s Call
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Carpe diem ascended
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Extreme exercise motivation
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Joie de vivre
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SPS: Endocrine system
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SPS: Integumentary system
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Deep sleep
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Dominion
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Void of creation
Initial effects:
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a car almost hit me and I had 0 reaction whatsoever.
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I’m frighteningly calm, yet pretty playful once I start talking.
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the mysterious cold vibe is back.
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the toxic/devilish look in my eyes is back.
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broke a PR at the gym despite feeling a bit weak inside.
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body language is pretty calm and smooth.
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Yo, be aware while you sleep someone is giving you a blowjob 
I wonder from what you have this. I mean calm. Because Stark is not calming, maybe Dominion or Wanted?
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Ahahaha don’t worry, I have a biometric lock for my room 
I have no clue either, cause it was pretty unexpected, and I’ve already been running Euphoria for a while so I don’t think it’s from that (but could be the result of stacking both today).
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Why am I so enticing…even to myself?
You’ll get used to it man I thought that just naturally when I was a kid, then I forgot, now I remember again. I think we’re all a bit schizophrenic 
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WANTED has a tendency to give me a calmer demeanor, not in an emotionless sense but more of a calculated sense. Like Bond James Bond
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I still can’t shake the feeling that WANTED core + Void of Creation is too damn close to the private ZP testing 30 mins variant.
So I used it today to pinpoint wtf is it that is so similar 
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Turns out it’s the sexual animal that awakens inside.
That’s what I keep feeling from the custom and had on the private testing version 
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Always wondered what that version was like 
lol anyways nice custom hope it serves you well
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It’s like
Hmmmmm
Honestly the custom is strong in the same way with the addition of Void of Creation.
That module alone bumps up the power level of a custom it seems.
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So about yesterday:
I wanted to post some of my results, but was too busy with everything and already got back home at like 1-2am, so I wanted to rest up before I write.
Here are some results:
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not only got called up by the smoke sesh friends really early on (11am), but when I went there at 1, only 2 of the guys were, they smoked a joint with me before everyone else arrived. Why is this a result? The rule is to only start the session when everyone arrives, yet these two called me a bit earlier because they wanted smoke and play some Dragon Ball Fighterz with me
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went out in the evening with my girl, and not only was I a bit too animalistic with her, she also told me something that was pretty interesting that I never heard from her (or anyone else) before: “you know, whenever I go home after being out with you, I start craving the feeling of your dick inside my mouth, like I don’t care if I’m happy, sad, tired or working, I just want it always there in my mouth.”… so yeah, I think Ethereal Presence is doing a good job
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I’m suddenly finding new love for bright colors again, and this is what I did to my iPhone yesterday:
The orange leather with the silver 14 pro and a blue wallet = OG Dragon Ball Z vibes .
Now, there was something else I wanted to talk about, which specifically revolves around the topic of individuality vs masculinity, as I’ve recently started expanding my understanding and the parallels between the two, and how developing them can be confusing, as even though many people realize that they’re different, they try to develop both in the same way, which isn’t how one should approach their development (in my humble opinion).
Many guys who join this forum often do so in order to get laid, or make more money, and I’ve said this time and time again, that while those goals are fine, there isn’t much depth behind them, and if those two are your only main focus, then having the reasoning alone, for why you have those goals, can add some depth to them, making them have more value than being so “shallow”, but how about goals about the development?
You see, one thing I noticed is that many men here try to be so masculine with their stacks, subs, words and actions, yet, somehow they all end up coming off the same, there’s something there that’s missing, but then you see a post by someone like @Tobyone @Yazooneh or @Malkuth, and while they are masculine, something about them doesn’t fit the standard masculinity seen around the forum, so why?
That’s where individuality comes into play.
Every one of us is born with a spark of individuality that truly defines as true individuals, yet the aftermath of the “growing up” we do with what’s around us heavily impacts how much of that spark is gonna grow or die down, and that’s where guys often go wrong.
Some guys find that spark and keep focusing on it so much, that they lose touch with their masculine core, making them act in ways that makes them come off as “strange”, while others end up fearing judgement and repressing such individuality, this leads to both types not having any kind of balance.
And that’s the key thing here, which is to try to maintain that balance and grow the two simultaneously but separately.
Your individuality, passions, uniqueness and likes don’t have to be masculine in any sense of the definition, however, when you present yourself as an individual, add your masculinity to the expression of individuality.
Oh and stop trying to be masculine “aLpHa MaLe” behind a keyboard, it’s not gonna do much except creating s fake sense of superiority within you, which will convert into deeper inferiority issues when you put that keyboard down
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I said fuck it.
And ordered the one custom I’ve been thinking about trying for a while now, but always second guessed it.
Let’s see if anyone can guess the 2 cores 
Hint
“The object isn’t to make art, it’s to be in that wonderful state which makes art inevitable.”- Robert Henri
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Diamond + Paragon?
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Nah man
I’m good with my size
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