I’ve been in a similar boat for eons James. I considered making an Emperor/DR custom before customs came out, but one night I considered what I really wanted and my choice was pretty easy. I desire to help and lift up people, so I mixed Chosen with DR, adding healing and love modules focused on where my mind’s been. I’ll also be stacking it with Love Bomb.
I could have gone the alpha route, but dominating others has not been my heart’s aim. Saint shared repeatedly that we had to choose something that was most like us for ZP to work well, and I wore Chosen solo like a glove. I still am amazed at the lingering effects of it, over a month later (social respect, people seeking me out, etc.)
So, what store subliminal fit you like a glove?
And which direction do you really want to go, despite where you’re at now?
You’ve got this. Allow yourself to shine.