Thanks! 
Yeah I figured, so I guess itās a bit redundant
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Yup, this ones a winner
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Have fun 
looks awesome.
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Thanks!! Itās my favourite part of the custom 
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Iām getting this intuitive nudge that now is the time for action. Itās not time to process things, itās not time to go into nature and contemplate life.
Right now is the time to take action towards my goals. I canāt explain it, I just feel invigorated right now. I have this sense of personal power that Iāve never felt before and itās just intoxicating.
I canāt help but feel like Iām closing off an old chapter and starting a new one. Like a video game, Iāve finally passed the last level and now Iām onto a new one, a higher one. Thatās how I feel right now.
My stack (Wanted, Stark, True Social) is doing something amazing. I canāt put it into words, itās just beautiful the way life is unfolding right now, and while itās not perfect it sure as hell is going in the right direction.
I got a feeling that this journal is about to get real interestingā¦
Especially with my new custom coming in soon:
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I think this is my final build:
- StarkQ
- True Social
- Lion IV
- Dominion
- Alpha of Alpha
- Submodel Alpha
- Rogue
- Dragons tongue
- Story teller
- Song of joy
- Emperorās voice
- Furious accent
- Natural winner
- Lifeblood Fable
- Invincible presence
- Ethereal presence
- Entranced
- Elegance
- Jupiter
- Mosaic
Iāve swapped out Voice master for Rogue as Iāve found itās a bit redundant considering I have emperors voice there. Also, I have a lot of nice guy/people-pleasing tendencies, so I think having Rogue in here would help balance me out.
Also, Iāve removed Yggdrasil and replaced it with Submodel Alpha, I wanted to fit it in here somewhere, and I figure Jupiter was enough to cover the manifestations aspect. I really like the part where it says:
āIf we develop our ability to manifest more powerfully and consciously, we will unlock heights we couldnāt even dream of. This is what control over your reality is truly about, and that is what the Jupiter module delivers.ā
Now, Iām also open to swapping Jupiter for Yggdrasil. I like how Yggdrasil can āaffect pathways of manifestation directly, influencing and opening numerous possibilities for you, especially the most unlikely ones that you never thought were possible or thought of.ā
Iām thinking Jupiter may be redundant considering we now have ASC, and on top of that, I could also run Mindās Eye if I was keen on improving my manifesting abilities. So if anyone wants to weigh in, please do.
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Ok, today was fantastic.
I got to test drive a nice Mustang today, and Iāve got to sayā¦
Woooowwweeeeeeeee, thatās a sexy car. Very Stark and Wanted eske if I do say so myself
I might pull the trigger
Now, Iām really starting to feel comfortable in social settings. Like I was at the gym today, I was saying hi to people, actually making eye contact, etc.
My whole thought process had changed too. Iām starting to look outwardly towards others. By that, I mean Iām getting curious about others. There was a guy in the sauna wearing a nice watch, and I was about to ask him why he still had it on? Itās a nice watch; surely you wouldnāt want to get it dirty.
Whereas before, I wouldāve just thought, āhuh, thatās stupid, but thatās none of my business.ā
Its cool to notice these subtle changes happening. 
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Okā¦ Wtf.
Iām in a mood to party right now. Last weekend my boy said weād go clubbing again next weekend and so farā¦ no plans. Iāve been waiting for my buddy to text me but nothings come up. But whatever, plans can change.
Nowā¦ I just got a text from an old friend who I havenāt seen in about a year. And she just invited me to a party!
What kind of sorcery is this!?
ASC you son of a !
In all seriousness I have no idea what to expect, so wish me luck 
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At first I was unsure of the removal of Yggdrasil until I read your explanation of running Mindās Eye & Ascension Chamber.
I think one module that should be kept in for sure is Mosaic. It would be for integrating other subs (i.e. Mindās Eye & Ascension Chamber) with the custom. Super useful in my view especially with ZP 21 day cycles.
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Absolutely, Mosaic is a must have in my eye. I feel it just helps the stack flow better. With Mosaic in my last custom, I found that I got results coming in from certain subs/modules that were helping with the other subs goals and vice versa.
It was almost hard to narrow down what sub the results were coming from, but I kind of liked that. Just meant that my stack was working as intended.
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Woo, last night was a ball!
My friend (whoās a chick, yeahā¦ donāt ask, itās a long story) came up to me, hugged me and immediately started commenting on how sexy I am.
āOmg, Mat, you look so hot! Youāre so sexy!ā
She started going up to random people at the party and telling them, āThatās my friend Matt, isnāt he hot?ā.
Then the party host (who was fine asf) greeted me and said, āDamn, youāre fine.ā I remember later on she asked me to flex for her and the look on her face was priceless 
She was SHOCKED. It had me feeling like a damn celebrity 
People kept touching my arms, chest and abs; when I got in the hot tub, everyone stared and made comments calling me a model and stuff.
I even had a bunch of dudes there commenting on my looks and calling me sexy, hot, etc., in a friendly joking manner. It was uncomfortable, tbh. Iām straight as an arrow, and I donāt handle that fruity stuff too well. (I have no issue with gay people what so ever, itās just not my style) Either way, it was kinda cool.
I even remember one guy saying, āthis guy definitely f*cks all the time.ā āLook at him trying to be humbleā ā I love this guy.ā I totally had that VIP celebrity-type vibe going on.
This morning we all went out for breakfast, and as we were outside waiting in line. I looked in, and an entire group of girls were staring at me. 2 of them turned their heads and everything. At the same time, another group of girls was doing the same thing. Like cāmon, you canāt make this stuff up
These subs are serious magic. I feel like Iām living a fantasy, yet it feels so real and natural.
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Another thing about last night, everyone was trying to impress me.
Literally everyone I talked to was trying to impress me in one way or another. Whether via humour, stories, whatever.
I found it kind of cool. Because growing up, I was the one who did all the pleasing, and people never respected me for it.
Now Iāve done a total 180, yet I still have all those desirable traits.
Funny how life works out
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Nothing amazing to report lately. Been real tired for the last 3 days. I havenāt been eating as much as I should so thatās probably why.
Recons also been a a little strong. This could also be because my sleep hasnāt been the best.
Iām gonna get to bed early tonight.
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I want to put Iron Frame in here. Only thing I would consider removing is Jupiter.
But Iām worried about not having anything to cover manifestation/ result enhancement.
Any thoughts?
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Feeling anxious lately.
I think True Social is the culprit. I feel like itās trying to push me out of my comfort zone and my amygdala is not having it.
Itās like thereās a war in my mind.
Somethings telling me āDo this, Say this, Youāll be fine, donāt worryā.
But then another voice is saying āF that, shut up and donāt embarrass yourself. That fear, that uncomfortable feeling in your stomach, listen to it.ā
Obviously I know which voice I should be listening too but itās hard.
All week Iāve been contemplating asking for a raise but I always got caught in analysis paralysis. Trying to think of exactly what to say. When to do it etc.
I even walked up to my bosses office and chickened out last minute because my mind went blank. Eventually I counted 3ā¦2ā¦1 and walked over there and forced myself to do it.
It was fairly easy, nothing too stressful. But you see what I mean? I just envy those who have that natural confidence, that dragon tongue, they donāt overthink, they just do. I need more of that.
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Iām contemplating swapping out Starkās core for Daredevil. I think itād narrow down that social/status focus. Though I do want the fame aspect of Stark, I think developing my social skills is a higher priority. Plus, I can always run Stark alongside my custom.
Then again, I could also run Daredevil alongside this Stark custom, but I feel that Daredevil is the better core for my goals with this custom.
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I just had a realization.
Simple but profound.
All my personality traits, the way I act, the way I talk, the way I walk etc. Theyāre all subconscious programs downloaded from other people, whether my mom, dad, brother, sister, childhood friends, movie characters, music artists etc.
Nothing about me is original. Itās just a huge melange of influences. But thatās what makes me unique. Example: I used to be a cashier, and I quickly became the best one there. I was not only fast, but I was smooth. People always commented on my grace and elegance.
Now, where did this come from? Micheal Jackson. As a kid, I used to love watching him dance. I would listen to his music and pretend I was him. Though Iām not a great dancer, I somehow copied his smooth bodily movements, and theyāre now a part of who I am. The Raikov effect.
Another example: I remember watching the original Terminator movie when I was 13 years old. I remember being fascinated by Arnold Schwarzenegger. The musculature, the strength, the power, the sheer invincibility he portrayed. I wanted that. At that moment, I started researching everything about getting big and strong.
It was through that obsession that I gained such vast knowledge about fitness/ bodybuilding. And now, ten years later, when I look at pictures of myself, I have that body I always wanted. The one I saw on screen. Something that was once just a dream is now a reality. And itās completely normal to me now.
Whatās the theme here? Repetition and obsession. Iām 22, and what I need most right now is to acquire skills. But I have so many areas I want to master, itās hard to stay consistent.
So if I become obsessed with copywriting, in 6 months, Iād be making some good money off it. If I became obsessed with mastering the social game, in 6 months, Iād be super popular and charismatic. If I became obsessed with learning game, in 6 months, Iād be a total playboy.
I have the power, I just need to curate my reality.
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I was getting a lot of attention at the gym today. It was uncomfortable.
I had a girl stare me down as she walked with her boyfriend. As the elevator door was closing, I caught her staring again, but she had this look on her face 
It was like she was in a trance. Weird. (I did have entranced in my last custom 
)
Had another girl and her friend staring at me a lot too. I get stares from everyone thereāeven other men. Being a āpretty boyā isnāt easy. It can get annoying sometimes.
I remember when I was a stoner, I would get all paranoid because people would stare at me. I thought, āThey know Iām high.ā Now I realize they were looking cause Iām attractive
The amount of stress it used to cause me was crazy. I couldnāt figure it out. Iād constantly ask myself, āwtf is wrong with meā why does everyone stare at me? Am I doing something wrong?
When the whole time, it was just because Iām attractive
FFS
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My issue isā¦ Yes, Iām good-looking.
But my social skills are lacking, and I feel like Iām just a disappointment to girls. They see this handsome man with this great body, but thatās it. He lacks true confidence; he doesnāt have much to say; he lacks that social presence.
I have a love-hate relationship with female attention. I love it for obvious reasons, but itās like they place me on this pedestal, and theirs nowhere to go but down. Their expectations for me are through the roof, and I canāt live up to them. So I feel like a disappointment. A waste of a good body. A waste of a good face.
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Got a lot of compliments on my physique today. People telling me things likeāwhat your workout routine bro, youāre looking huge!ā
āLook at the muscles on this guyā Jheeze, hard as a rock.ā
Little do they know, I only train twice a week. Once I get this car and start going everydayā¦ itās game over.
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