So today, when I walked into my gym, I realized I forgot my headphones in my car. AMATEUR. Then, I left my gym bag in locker 128 (No lock) AMATEUR. When I came back from the sauna, my bag wasnāt in locker 128ā¦ it was in locker 132. I misplaced it like an AMATEUR.
So to punish myself for these sloppy mistakes, instead of blasting my favourite music with the sunroof down like I always do after workouts, I sat in silence. I gotta say, it was boring. And I kept repeating to myself, why I was sitting in silence. And how I couldāve avoided these stupid mishaps. Best believe I wonāt do it again. Cause next time, Iām gonna be training without music for an hour and a half. And if I do it again, then no music for me at all for the next week. Get the idea?
So thatās what Iāve been doing, and Iāve identified a lot of small stupid amateur mistakes I repeat. And now I consciously identify them. So if I catch myself thinking āIām such an idiot.ā Immediately I think:
āThat wasnāt professional. Iām not an idiotā
āDo not affirm negative things about yourselfā
āIām a f*cking genius, how dare you talk about yourself like thatā
Stuff like that. So Iāve developed a mental coach of sorts, a cheerleader if you will; that repeatedly points out my mistakes and flawed ways of thinking, negative self talk, etc.
I think your general point is noticing how labels and groups can be used negatively. In the ideal, I think such labels and groups can be a way for people to find each other who might find others with similar values and concerns. However, they can be weaponized to divide and conquer in society in a dialectic strategy, causing chaos and ill-feelings.
Once you unplug from social media, the mind control is probably going to start to wear off. I think one of the fb founders admitted they designed it to be addictive.
@Tobyone I thought you might like to read this post.
I believe it is important to read up and educate oneself about these things, and to learn how to discern what is harmful and what is not. As an example, main stream media today has seen massive decline in viewership lately because people are starting to wake up to what is hidden behind the veil, and that itās not a perticularly humanist agenda.
But this breads good things, and now we see a lot of alternative sites popping up that breaks free more and more from the big techās censorship. The whole thing where governments now are pushing this whole disinformation agenda should be a warning to people, because what they are actually saying, is that free speech is not okay, and that the only opinion you are allowed to have is what the sitting powers are allowing you! That kinda short circuits democracy all together, because arenāt we the oneās who put them there?
But then again, go deeper and youāll see the deeper layers behind the puppet show of politicians, and that those enteties are not elected by any form of democratic processes lol.
CIA-book haha. I have always been sparse with social media, and on my phone I donāt have any except for messenger for communicating with friends. I donāt have IG, TikTok, Snap, or any of those ones, and thus I have not developed that habit of always browsing the phone that most modern people do. This technology and AI that is being pushed feels more and more anti-human, and it keeps us under a spell, and ultimately might disconnect our spirit from our physical bodies if we let it go to far.
I saw a video recently from Italy and Bologna that they are testing a form of social credit system there. They were marketing it as the one in place in China today(full surveillance big brother style), but instead of an oppressive regime, you would be rewarded insteadā¦ come an haha Iāve come to learn to never give away my freedom for a temporary promise of safety, because the road to hell is paved with good intentions.
I wasnāt raised with any religion, but lately I have had a lot of deja vuāsā¦ āI have been here, I have seen this, I know that personāā¦ even though I have no re-collection of it in my current life. To me times seem circular, everything goes like the seasons, and I swear I have been here before, Iām waking up to truth of who I am more and more each dayā¦ They have inverted all things, itās all up side downā¦ Time to play a different gameā¦
Now the trick and true mastery is when you can know, will, dare and stay silent. To be on the earth but not from it.
All while remaining disguised.
But not to be an outsider, to firmly entrench yourself within the system and society, you will have to adapt certain behaviours, clothing, mannerisms, etc as much as your DIGNITY permits.
The truth behind the matrix is so sickening that only a few know the full truth, and those might be only a handful.
But in essence this is a beautiful thing you it provides many opportunities and almost constant challenges to grow yourself, to face these challenges with courage and to grow Spiritually.
My assertiveness is really improving. At work I have no trouble telling my subordinates what to do. What not to to do, stop talking start working. That kind of thing.
I use to be Mr nice guy, but now I feel like Iām actually a man. I say whatās on my mind now, I donāt really hold back.
I think the rogue module was derived from khan, because thatās exactly what Iām experiencing on it.
That plus, increased internal and external status, general masculinity, and feelings of sheer invincibility.
Khan st1 is having a really balancing effect in my life.
For the last few months, Iāve had this incessant need to go out every weekend. Which usually involved drinking alot, staying out super late etc. and while thatās fun and allā¦ The next day, my productivity would suffer massively.
The weekends are my time to shine. Itās the only real time I have to work on my financial goals, and to sabotage that is the last thing I need. I need to be milking every hour I can get out of my weekends to push me towards financial freedom.
So Iāve had this dilemma for a while. Iāve experienced social anxiety for a long time, and itās only recently in the last 2 years that Iāve really gotten out of my comfort zone, and began going out. So socializing is important for me, I see it as work more than I see it as fun. Like levelling up in a video game, this is a skill I need to practise.
But I also need to work on my financial future. Iām not gonna live a normal Wokjak wagie life, I canāt. I need to have financial freedom. So balancing these has been difficult.
Thanks to QL, the last 2 weeks have been super productive. And I didnāt even care that I didnāt go out. Sure, I wanted to. But I didnāt feel this impulsive need that I once felt.
Yeah, your results are really inspiring bro! Probably going to add wanted in my custom sometime in the near future. Everything is going perfectly with my stack right now, so Iāll keep it as is for now.
I love the person Iām becoming. Iām starting to really see how gifted I am. Not in an arrogant āIām better than youā way. But rather, I have certain qualities that arenāt easily found in most people.
Iām no longer placing a high value on what others think of me. If itās negative, I just think āyou donāt understand meā. Because I know now deep down, at the very core of my being that Iām a good person. I donāt go out of my way to hurt others, Iām always respectful, I help everyone as much as I can, I give without expecting anything back in return, Iām kind and understanding, I protect and provide for the people I love, and I wish everyone the best. Even my enemies cause they need it most.
If someone doesnāt like me, itās fine. But if someone hates meā¦ theyāre objectively damaged, traumatized people. No healthy person, no happy person would look at me and think āI hate that guyā. Iām a force of good for the world, I donāt do bad things. Iām a firm believer in karma, so I quite literally canāt be a bad person.
And if this is the case, I think to myselfā¦ this social anxiety Iāve felt for so long was because I thought everyone hated me. I used to walk around and think everyone in this room hates meā¦ in a room full of strangers. And because Iād think this, I became extremely hostile in social situations.
So with this new insight that I got thanks to Khan st1, I now think āEven if someone doesnāt like me, it doesnāt matter. They are objectively damaged & traumatized, and I only wish them the bestā. Itās like that saying āForgive them lord, for they know not what they do.ā
I empathize. And by doing this I put positive energy into the universe, and if newtons law is correctā¦ then I will only get positive energy back.
So if someone acts negatively to me, calls me a stupid name, and I just smile and respectfully walk away. Iāve just neutralized the situation. I maintain my high vibes, he stands there confused at how I was so zen and nonchalantā¦ and now heās stuck on this thought. He keeps thinking about meā¦ while Iām killing it at life, and I donāt care about him. So essentiallyā¦ the energy he put out towards me was converted into positive energy that only made me more powerful.
This isnāt some woo woo type sh!t, itās reality.
So this is just a new mental model Iāve instilled in my brain to actively combat this social anxiety I sometimes still feel, and it works!
Crazyā¦ I was running Khan St3 (in a ZPT2 custom with WANTED and modules like Rogue) a couple of weeks ago and a similar thing happened in front of a room of my peers trying to mock me. I knew they were wrong in their assessment of an event and I said nothing and kept working. They cried out ālook, heās mad.ā But I was just indifferent. I didnāt even try to defend myself. I saw no need. In the past, I wouldāve reacted. I told them later, āyouāll never understand, but Iām grateful for your anticsā¦ youāve blessed me.ā Because I had grown soooo much stronger inside!
