Oh, and hungerā¦ donāt even get me started.
My appetite is through the roof. Itās actually kind of ridiculous.
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A sub for social and sexual confidenceā¦ 
Seems like Khan really is calling my name.
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Itās a hell of a ride. What I can say is that take your time to decide, Khan needs time to work itās magic and it will test you over and over, itās a fous stager for a reason.
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Good to know, I think Iāll stick with my current stack for now. But Iām definitely going to consider it in the near future.
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Recon is wild today, my mind feels like itās being torchered.
Everything seems fine, but at the same time it doesnāt. A metamorphosis is happening and I donāt know exactly it entails.
All I know is, Iām about to embark on a new journey. Kind of exciting, kind of scary too.
I need to quit social media. Itās killing my brain. Iām constantly overstimulated by my phone. No wonder Iām so unproductive.
Now I think a run of Quantum Limitless is in store for me. Itās the number one thing holding me back right now.
Stark is changing my thought patterns. The depth of my thoughts has changed, and my analytical abilities are improving.
Iām feeling this longing to go out and meet new people. Have more fun, make new friends etc. But this would require that I slay my shy side. And I think a healing sub would be needed for this. Thereās just so much I need to work through. I might even need to run DR.
My god, look at me recon posting. In the last month, Iāve considered running almost every sub on SC.
So many facets of my life need to be improved; itās overwhelming to think about.
Iām just tired of feeling stuck. I was so happy that I got a girl after running PS. I thought, finally something new. My life is changing for the better, and now Iām back to square 1ā¦
Itās annoying, because I know I need to change something. Clearly my daily actions are not propelling me towards my goals. So my habits need to change.
I just donāt know exactly what.
Iāll start with quitting social media. Maybe the butterfly effect will work itās magic.
Swapped out Chosen for True Social. I have no real need for it right now.
Social anxiety has plagued my life for too long.
Time to face it
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Went out last night with some friends. It was weird; I felt off. I was kind of anxious for no reason.
We went to a sushi place, and I was so out of it. Everything felt awkward, and it was like I didnāt know how to act. I could feel my āWanted sideā trying to come out, but there was this weird resistance. It didnāt feel appropriate to be that coquettish trickster. I was also feeling a little down cause of the breakup. I guess itās normal, but I hate being that guy.
I could tell people were trying to cheer me up, and it was a little annoying.
After that, we went to a pool bar. The place was cool; I felt really attractive. But again, my energy was off. I remembered just looking around the bar, and everyone seemed happy except me. I felt like an alien.
Towards the end of the night, I got better. Laughing, joking, and just having fun.
Today feels ālighter.ā I guess the recon has subsided. But I still feel kind of lost. Things feel foggy. I donāt know where my life is headed anymore.
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I need to run DR.
I still have so much negative, self sabotaging subconscious beliefs that need to be healed.
I think it would be wise to clear out all that crap to make space for new programming.
I feel like Iām constantly at war with my mind, theirs just too many negative subconscious beliefs still present.
I canāt paint a beautiful picture on a damaged canvas. So after this 21 day cycle, Iām running DR. Stacked? By itself? Idk yet. But itās time to bust out the big guns. 
Scratch that, make it 45 days. I want to run a full 2 cycles of Wanted first.
āThere are many ways of becoming a person of legendary caliberā¦
But there is one factā¦
One irrefutable fact that is clear to any that succeededā¦
You must let go of everything that holds you back.
You must be reborn in the fires of tribulations, healing and cleansing.
You must become the Dragon Reborn.ā
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Iām starting to think I should run some more foundational subs. Things like DR, then QL, then AM, then Emperor and even Emperor fitness.
My foundation is weak. Itās becoming increasingly evident that my main issue is past traumas, negative beliefs, self sabotage etc.
Wanted, yes I get it. Looksmaxxing is important to me as itās playing to my advantage. Itās one solid thing I got going for me, so why not make the most of it? But after this run of Wanted, Stark and True Social, Iām running DR.
Iām in my early 20ās and now is the time to build a solid foundation.
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Try turning off notifications first
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Itās so strange; I feel like Iām running a healing sub. Something about Stark and Wantedās got me reflecting on alot.
Itās got me in a depressed mood, though. Like Iāve been exhausted lately. Iām going to start listening to my subs in the evening to see if it works better.
Anyways, I keep thinking about past relationships and how they all went wrong. The problem almost always seemed to be me, but what exactly is the problem? Iām not entirely sure. But what I do know is I need a lot of healing. And in many areasā¦ itās a little overwhelming to think about sometimes.
Now for true social, nothing to report. Iām introverted right now. Everyoneās talking about Ukraine, and it drives me nuts. I couldnāt care less, to be honest. I want to be left alone.
I canāt lie; this breakup is affecting me. I donāt know how to process it. So many contradicting feelings and thoughts. Iāll be working, and suddenly a memory pops up, and then another one and on and on and on. And I go through this roller coaster of emotions.
Maybe Iām the problem; maybe I always attract damaged people because Iām damaged? (The law of vibration) I want to go out and meet some new girls, but I worry that Iām going to keep running into more pain and heartbreak along the way, and I donāt think Iāll find what Iām looking for unless I bite the bullet and do some deep healing (DR)
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Been having some crazy vivid dreams for the last 3 days.
Other than that, Iām feeling really good this morning. Very sanguine.
Asc?
Iām so angry right now. I swear every time I stop chosen I fall back into a negative spiral.
True social hasnāt done a thing yet, (mind you itās only been 2 loops). But Iām totally anti social right now. Everyone at work is annoying me. I donāt care about Ukraine. I donāt care about the weather, I donāt care about work drama. Just F off and leave me alone.
I just want to get out of this place. I had a drive test for my license yesterday and I failedā¦
I did everything right, except one thing. Was a 4 way stop. Car to my left was turning towards me, and I got a little nervous and started pulling out before the car was done the turnā¦ and I almost hit the guy facepalm. So now I gotta wait till the 19th to try again.
Seems like everything in my life is just on delay. I canāt do anything without my license or a car.
Iām actually starting to feel depressed. I used to have at least some ambition and drive. Now itās all gone. Iām exhausted all the time. Maybe I just need to up my caloric intake, I am running wanted.
Whatever, Iām sure this is just recon and Iāll figure it all out
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On day 3 of my washout.
So I caught covid thanks to my brother and sister, and itās the biggest disappointment ever. It feels like a typical coldā¦ All these restrictions and mandates over this? Unbelievable.
Anyways, I donāt want to get into that.
So, Iām over the breakup. Thatās a good thing.
I started getting back into nootropics and adaptogens. Iāve been taking Noopept, L-Tyrosine, lions mane, Tongkat Ali, ashwagandha and Rhodiola Rosea.
And I must say Iāve been feeling great. Iām energetic full of enthusiasm, I can focus and work for longer periods, feel less stressed, and my mood has been fantastic.
Iāve been focusing on building an online business to quit my job and make a full-time income online eventually. I think I have Stark to thank for this.
So Iām going through a course on creating online digital products, and Iām getting all kinds of great ideas. Fitness is my wheelhouse, and I could totally monetize this.
I could see myself running Stark and Emperor to kickstart this. But I still want to run DR before. Itās rather frustrating because I donāt like to change directions when Iām just beginning to make progress.
But if Iām going to prioritize what needs more work, itās healing. So Iām going forward with that.
Starting April 10th, Iām running Dragon Reborn ST1. I plan on running it alone as I only plan on doing 21 days for each stage.
For Wanted, nothing crazy yet. I havenāt been around a lot of attractive women recently. I was supposed to go out clubbing tonight with my friend, his girl and some of her friends. But I have Covid 
In terms of physical shifting, I seem to be a lot leaner; my abs look incredible. But thatās it. Iām also doing mewing, facial exercises etc.
Oh, I guess Iāll say this: Iāve been watching the original James Bond movies, and Iāve been taking notes 
For True Social: I feel more present in social settings now. I still donāt feel as social as I would like, but Iām sure Iāll blast through that barrier soon.
Thatās all for now
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Iām actually impressed.
For the last 4 days Iāve developed some great work habits and Iāve managed to stick to them.
As someone who grew up a chronic procrastinator, never did homework, got bad grades etc. This is something Iām very proud of.
No drug or alcohol can compare to the contentment I feel right now.
(Then again, I havenāt tried hard drugs)
But you get the point 
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