I need to get away from my job, itās stressing me out so much. I havenāt trained in 4 days, Iāve been raging like a maniac from all the stress and shit thatās been going wrong.
I donāt know how to lead these idiots, teach them, fix all these other work related problems meanwhile my finances are fucked, QL ST1 has me feeling emotional asf with all this healing related to school and my upbringing, the bloom from wanted has me emotional in regards to longing for more romance and past relationship wounds coming up all the time.
All the people around me are average brainwashed normies (especially my family), I want to move out and leave this shithole communist country.
Iām being pulled in so many directions itās driving nuts. Iāve gone completely introverted and detached once again, just like I did when I was at my worst 4 years ago. (smoking weed all the time acting like a rebellious teenager, being angry at the world, arguing with my parents all the time)
I hate this world