Reclaiming my power - A Journal by MatAlexander305

Another reason why virtue is so important, it will truly help others to love you even though you excel far above and beyond them.

Not to get an Ego regarding your strength, or confidence with Ascension, or you superior intellect with Quantum Limitless, but instead to remain humble, kind, to be understanding and to show patience with others.

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  • A profound benefit — uncover positive, helpful knowledge hidden within your subconscious

Noticing this already, all kinds of memories and information I forgot I knew are coming to the forefront of my mind

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Also, complete random and off topic. I’ve been following my inituition a lot. I believe it holds extreme intelligence and wisdom and that it’s best to trust it 9 times out of 10. I’ve had many experiences lately where I didn’t follow my intuition and got hurt, and many others where I did follow my intuition and found it to be true.

So going forward I’m going to start really listening to it. I feel like the more I do it, the better I’ll get at distinguishing my intuition vs random emotions.

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Another random note:

I’ve noticed a lot of sexual tension between me and most girls lately. Their eyes just light up when I look at them. I’ve made a conscious choice to go through life smiling more. Especially around beautiful women, and it makes such a difference. I no longer feel closed off to the world. I feel like a participant, no longer am I just an observer of my surroundings. People actually talk to me, they initiate conversations with me.

No one used to do that, and the only thing that’s changed is a simple smile :slight_smile:

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Information Releaser one of my fav modules it’s truly like accessing your whole subconscious, it’s such a useful module, allows for great memory too,

@Matalexander305, also this intuition thing comes from Quantum Limitless it’s quite profound.

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Mood

I don’t even like this song, just like September :upside_down_face:

I’m going to drop my custom and Wanted for a month. I want to work on my goals and develop some better habits.

Limitless executive will be my third sub.

LFGGGGGGGGGG

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Wait… I’m learning copywriting. Wouldn’t True sell be better???

Omg I might just use that

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I’m going to make this my ritual hustle song
Everytime I wake up, and before I get started on my goals, I will blast my eardrums with this beautiful poetic blessing of a song

I’ll be curious to see how this evolves for you.

I think that it coincides with a growth phase sometimes. I noticed an increase in this kind of impatient irritation when I started playing Emperor and Quantum Limitless.

Often, it’s good to pay attention to these things because however you treat other people, there are parts of yourself that you’re treating the same way. It’s just one of those things.

Doesn’t mean it’s ā€˜bad’ or that you necessarily have to change it. It’s just something to pay attention to.

I find that with Emperor my desire for straight, brisk action has been increasing in general.

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Hmm maybe you’re right :thinking:

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Time will tell.

Anyway, I am loving finally being back with Quantum Limitless again.

I missed you, Q L!

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Me too! It’s been a year since I last ran it, and I never got past ST1

Did you run all 4 stages?

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I did; back in Q build.

ZP must be another experience entirely. I’m glad you’re getting to experience the whole progression in ZP this way.

:metal:t5:

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I need to get away from my job, it’s stressing me out so much. I haven’t trained in 4 days, I’ve been raging like a maniac from all the stress and shit that’s been going wrong.

I don’t know how to lead these idiots, teach them, fix all these other work related problems meanwhile my finances are fucked, QL ST1 has me feeling emotional asf with all this healing related to school and my upbringing, the bloom from wanted has me emotional in regards to longing for more romance and past relationship wounds coming up all the time.

All the people around me are average brainwashed normies (especially my family), I want to move out and leave this shithole communist country.

I’m being pulled in so many directions it’s driving nuts. I’ve gone completely introverted and detached once again, just like I did when I was at my worst 4 years ago. (smoking weed all the time acting like a rebellious teenager, being angry at the world, arguing with my parents all the time)

I hate this world

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Thoughts and emotions may be getting distorted by stress.

  • Rest from sub.

  • Physical reboot.

  • Possibly return to subs with shorter loop-length.

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Okay I seriously can’t believe how fast QL ST1 is working.

I thought that since it was a healing/ repairing brain chemistry phase, that I wouldn’t notice much at first. But I feel like I’m on some nootropic, my motivation is through the roof, concentration is great, problem solving is fast, my thinking and ability to analyze has become much faster and effective. Random information that I forgot I knew is rising to the surface. I’m retaining a lot more information from courses, YouTube videos, articles etc.

QL IS AWESOME

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I remember watching this years ago, and I didn’t think much of it. But I rewatched it today and for the first time, everything just clicked.

So much of the shit that’s happened in my life, is because I didn’t understand this simple law of the universe.

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I’ve been thinking a lot about my childhood and the friends that surrounded me growing up and I’ve had a profound realization:

People love me for the validation I give them. This is a common pattern I’ve noticed throughout my life.

I meet someone, I’m kind to them, I listen to them, I’m understanding of them and their views. (It’s like I have this unique ability to see all points of view rather than limit myself to my own personal beliefs.) And people take a liking to me. People love talking about themselves, so of course they’ll love me, because I actually listen.

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But then, eventually I’ll get comfortable with them, I’ll start saying what I think, and what I believe and then suddenly people change…
They’re put off. ā€œI thought he was just like me?ā€ This happy, kind, angelic man they met is now… different than me? Wow, he doesn’t agree with everything I say? How can he smile and nod his head at what I said earlier, and now say the complete opposite?

It may sounds hypocritical to them, but they don’t understand my objective nature. I see all points of view, and they’re validity. I understand how people come to their conclusions, and if I don’t, I seek to understand that. But I guess people take it as me being 2 faced, which isn’t true.

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