Reclaiming my power - A Journal by MatAlexander305

Is it weird that the girl looks like a girl who use to have a crush on me :face_with_raised_eyebrow:

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Lolll

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Forgot to mention yesterday, when I was walking out of the gym. There was a dude standing at the trunk of his car grabbing his gym stuff. When I looked up at him he was already staring right at me in this almost fascinated way. Very strange. He just froze.

Then when I got in my car, I rolled down all the windows, put on my sunglasses and started queuing a few songs on my phone. While I was doing this I looked up and their was a women staring right at me with that same look. She just froze and stared at me like I was an alien. (A hot one :wink:)

Both happened within two minutes of one another.

Alright gentlemen @Plutus @GoldenTiger
Let’s get this out of the way…

In T minus 5 days, we’re going to a music festival. A Latin music festival

That means you better dance (or at least try)

Get in front of that mirror and practise :sunglasses:

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Man you guys are so hyped :joy::joy:

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So me and my SC twin are going through it:

It was a mix of blame. I had a part to play, and so did they. For years I’ve resented most of these people, but today I forgave them. And in the process, forgave myself. I no longer care about it, I’m grown now. Life’s too short to hold stupid grudges. If I see any of these people while out and about (and I will), I’m going to be my true self, kind, charming funny… but this time, Strong, authentic strength and self respect No more Mr. ā€œI’m trying to intimidate you so you so

  1. Don’t talk to me
  2. Don’t take my kindness for weakness
  3. Do not belittle me, your jokes aren’t jokes. They’re insults in disguise.ā€

How is your Custom going?

I’m feeling an extremly intense yearning to be with a certain girl right now. One that I can’t quite be with for… well reasons.

Idk why, I randomly thought about her and now I can’t stop. It’s actually messing with my focus at work. Everytime I think of her I get flashbacks of our romantic encounters and it turns my stomach into a mess, a beautiful mess…if you know what I mean

Wanted, wtf are you doing to me?

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I know why this is happening but I shall keep it a secret hehe

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Quit playing around with minds eye smh

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Gonna open a portal to hell on accident

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You what’s funny, I had a prediction of what would happen to you with one girl and it seems my prediction was right :joy:

When I’m saying Minds Eye is trippy and scary I mean it I’ve predicted a lot of things that happened to you and me since using it :weary::joy:

This girl and I cannot so much as be seen together…It’d be too weird and I’d get in trouble with a few people. This ain’t train girl, or bottle girl from club. So Idk what kind of predictions you’re having…

I’m scared now

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Don’t worry let time do it’s course :innocent:

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Got hit with another lust Bomb on my drive home… yikes this shits intense.

Different girl this time though :eyes:

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Something comedic just happened. Now since @Plutus has me thinking about what’s to come… (could be symbolic)

I was walking in my house and as I was talking to my brother, a lady bug landed on my neck. I didn’t know it at the time, but I knew it was some kind of bug. I flicked it off me.

Then another flew on me, again did the same thing. Just swept it off me.

Now I’m upstairs, I’m changing into my gym clothes and a ladybug landed on my neck AGAIN. 3 times. So I grabbed it with my fingers and crushed it a bit.

It then fell onto my bed, I just stared at it helplessly on its back. Then I just flicked it, it bounced off the wall and straight into my garbage can.

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Had one come to in the same way last week could it mean something if it happened to the both of us :thinking:

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Maybe …? :eyes:

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I’m getting crazy lust for all these hot girls at the gym. I’m notice all the little quirks and differences in them. I find myself glancing a bit more than usual.

This was a girl yesterday, as I was walking down the gym stairs; I looked at her and she immediately rolled her eyes in a ā€œyou’re such an assholeā€ way. The good type :innocent:

People stare at me all the time now. And they always freeze when I make eye contact. They don’t move, they just pause… I feel like this is entranced and ethereal presence at work.

Some people will actually follow me with their eyes. Even as I stare back. It’s kind of weird

Am I hypnotizing people?

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Another thing I’m starting to notice is how average most people are. Especially men. Like idk how else to explain it, they’re just so mundane and boring. Nothing unique, nothing that catches the eye. Most men just stay hunched over staring at their phones, never make eye contact…they seem insecure. They all talk about the same boring things.

Honestly I think I’m just starting to notice how most people are NPC’s and compared to who I am, and who I’m becoming… I’m so different. Sometimes I feel like an alien honesty.

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