Gonna open a portal to hell on accident
You whatās funny, I had a prediction of what would happen to you with one girl and it seems my prediction was right
When Iām saying Minds Eye is trippy and scary I mean it Iāve predicted a lot of things that happened to you and me since using it
This girl and I cannot so much as be seen togetherā¦Itād be too weird and Iād get in trouble with a few people. This aināt train girl, or bottle girl from club. So Idk what kind of predictions youāre havingā¦
Iām scared now
Donāt worry let time do itās course
Got hit with another lust Bomb on my drive home⦠yikes this shits intense.
Different girl this time though
Something comedic just happened. Now since @Plutus has me thinking about whatās to come⦠(could be symbolic)
I was walking in my house and as I was talking to my brother, a lady bug landed on my neck. I didnāt know it at the time, but I knew it was some kind of bug. I flicked it off me.
Then another flew on me, again did the same thing. Just swept it off me.
Now Iām upstairs, Iām changing into my gym clothes and a ladybug landed on my neck AGAIN. 3 times. So I grabbed it with my fingers and crushed it a bit.
It then fell onto my bed, I just stared at it helplessly on its back. Then I just flicked it, it bounced off the wall and straight into my garbage can.
Had one come to in the same way last week could it mean something if it happened to the both of us
Maybe �
Iām getting crazy lust for all these hot girls at the gym. Iām notice all the little quirks and differences in them. I find myself glancing a bit more than usual.
This was a girl yesterday, as I was walking down the gym stairs; I looked at her and she immediately rolled her eyes in a āyouāre such an assholeā way. The good type
People stare at me all the time now. And they always freeze when I make eye contact. They donāt move, they just pause⦠I feel like this is entranced and ethereal presence at work.
Some people will actually follow me with their eyes. Even as I stare back. Itās kind of weird
Am I hypnotizing people?
Another thing Iām starting to notice is how average most people are. Especially men. Like idk how else to explain it, theyāre just so mundane and boring. Nothing unique, nothing that catches the eye. Most men just stay hunched over staring at their phones, never make eye contactā¦they seem insecure. They all talk about the same boring things.
Honestly I think Iām just starting to notice how most people are NPCās and compared to who I am, and who Iām becoming⦠Iām so different. Sometimes I feel like an alien honesty.
Oh my god itās back again, smhhh
What you resist, persists?
Looks like youāre being pushed towards some action you donāt want to take for a variety reasons. So what do you do to redirect yourself if you wonāt pursue what youāre desiring?
Just my take on it, I enjoy following your journal man. Uplifting and inspiring.
Hmm⦠good questionš¤
Thanks
You are running Stark+Wanted right? From your journal you seem to express theVIP/celebrity/handsomeness script, do you also become more extroverted? What about job/money/luck?
Extroverted yes, when Iām not in recon. If Iām in recon I become introverted.
I got a 4$ raise 2 weeks ago but I think that was because I ran a loop of rich last cycle. Iām sure Stark has helped in other ways, like becoming more social, confident, influencing others to follow my lead etc.
PT 1
Ok so here we go⦠The weekend of the Festival.
I think Iāll do this in long form. A lot happened both internally and externally.
So on my drive up I stopped to use the washroom, (natureās washroom, that just so happened to be beside the highway)
Anyways I do my business and then notice I was touching what looked like wild parsnip⦠( donāt look up the images, the burns are nasty). So I immediately started freaking out, I had no soap, hand sanitizer⦠nothing. So as I kept driving, I kept looking down at my hand and noticed 2 small red spots. I thought, well thatās just great, now my skins going to start burning and swelling right before the festival.
Luckily, nothing ever happened. The two spots on my hand disappeared later that day. So idk what happened but Iām just glad I got away clean.
I can confirm this is in fact true
Pt 2
I get to @GoldenTiger ās place and heās there with @Plutus
First impression is āshit Golden tigers hair is nicer than mine ā Iām kind of jealous actually.
And cybertate is freaking jacked, and like I said before the man has amazing skin.
Earlier that day, he asked if Iād like a small red bull; which I foolishly said yes to
After two coffee and a red bull, we got to the festival and i was wired. Like seriously, no more red bull for me
Your more jacked then meš
Becomes way too wired
Bro u fucking shredded asf wtf