Reclaiming my power - A Journal by MatAlexander305

Gonna open a portal to hell on accident

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You what’s funny, I had a prediction of what would happen to you with one girl and it seems my prediction was right :joy:

When I’m saying Minds Eye is trippy and scary I mean it I’ve predicted a lot of things that happened to you and me since using it :weary::joy:

This girl and I cannot so much as be seen together…It’d be too weird and I’d get in trouble with a few people. This ain’t train girl, or bottle girl from club. So Idk what kind of predictions you’re having…

I’m scared now

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Don’t worry let time do it’s course :innocent:

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Got hit with another lust Bomb on my drive home… yikes this shits intense.

Different girl this time though :eyes:

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Something comedic just happened. Now since @Plutus has me thinking about what’s to come… (could be symbolic)

I was walking in my house and as I was talking to my brother, a lady bug landed on my neck. I didn’t know it at the time, but I knew it was some kind of bug. I flicked it off me.

Then another flew on me, again did the same thing. Just swept it off me.

Now I’m upstairs, I’m changing into my gym clothes and a ladybug landed on my neck AGAIN. 3 times. So I grabbed it with my fingers and crushed it a bit.

It then fell onto my bed, I just stared at it helplessly on its back. Then I just flicked it, it bounced off the wall and straight into my garbage can.

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Had one come to in the same way last week could it mean something if it happened to the both of us :thinking:

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Maybe …? :eyes:

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I’m getting crazy lust for all these hot girls at the gym. I’m notice all the little quirks and differences in them. I find myself glancing a bit more than usual.

This was a girl yesterday, as I was walking down the gym stairs; I looked at her and she immediately rolled her eyes in a ā€œyou’re such an assholeā€ way. The good type :innocent:

People stare at me all the time now. And they always freeze when I make eye contact. They don’t move, they just pause… I feel like this is entranced and ethereal presence at work.

Some people will actually follow me with their eyes. Even as I stare back. It’s kind of weird

Am I hypnotizing people?

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Another thing I’m starting to notice is how average most people are. Especially men. Like idk how else to explain it, they’re just so mundane and boring. Nothing unique, nothing that catches the eye. Most men just stay hunched over staring at their phones, never make eye contact…they seem insecure. They all talk about the same boring things.

Honestly I think I’m just starting to notice how most people are NPC’s and compared to who I am, and who I’m becoming… I’m so different. Sometimes I feel like an alien honesty.

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Oh my god it’s back again, smhhh

What you resist, persists?

Looks like you’re being pushed towards some action you don’t want to take for a variety reasons. So what do you do to redirect yourself if you won’t pursue what you’re desiring?

Just my take on it, I enjoy following your journal man. Uplifting and inspiring.

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Hmm… good questionšŸ¤”

Thanks :slight_smile:

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You are running Stark+Wanted right? From your journal you seem to express theVIP/celebrity/handsomeness script, do you also become more extroverted? What about job/money/luck?

Extroverted yes, when I’m not in recon. If I’m in recon I become introverted.

I got a 4$ raise 2 weeks ago but I think that was because I ran a loop of rich last cycle. I’m sure Stark has helped in other ways, like becoming more social, confident, influencing others to follow my lead etc.

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PT 1

Ok so here we go… The weekend of the Festival.
I think I’ll do this in long form. A lot happened both internally and externally.

So on my drive up I stopped to use the washroom, (nature’s washroom, that just so happened to be beside the highway) :wink:

Anyways I do my business and then notice I was touching what looked like wild parsnip… ( don’t look up the images, the burns are nasty). So I immediately started freaking out, I had no soap, hand sanitizer… nothing. So as I kept driving, I kept looking down at my hand and noticed 2 small red spots. I thought, well that’s just great, now my skins going to start burning and swelling right before the festival.

Luckily, nothing ever happened. The two spots on my hand disappeared later that day. So idk what happened but I’m just glad I got away clean.

I can confirm this is in fact true

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Pt 2

I get to @GoldenTiger ’s place and he’s there with @Plutus

First impression is ā€œshit Golden tigers hair is nicer than mine :rofl: ā€œ I’m kind of jealous actually.

And cybertate is freaking jacked, and like I said before the man has amazing skin.

Earlier that day, he asked if I’d like a small red bull; which I foolishly said yes to :innocent:

After two coffee and a red bull, we got to the festival and i was wired. Like seriously, no more red bull for me :joy:

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Your more jacked then mešŸ˜‚

Becomes way too wired

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Bro u fucking shredded asf wtf

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