Yes I feel the same, itās weird to me. Iāve always been a fast speaker, but I think itās because Iām afraid that if I take a pause, Iāll lose their attention or their interest.
I guess Iāll have to practise this more!
Great idea, Iām going to implement this!
The funny thing and as youāll learn is that it is often the exact opposite 
You can practice in all conversations to just make small pauses here and there, and youāll start notice how you are more present with them and not only with yourself and what to say next.
Also there are many things you can do with your voice to be more interesting. Look into rapport speaking, thereās three levels; seeking rapport, neutral rapport, and breaking rapport. High status people reside in their speaking in last two mostly.
Or you could just make a custom with Emperorās Voice, Dragonās Tongue, and Voice Master 
I need to run Rebirth, I think this sub is going to be a game changer for me.
I need to become a new person, itās so obvious now. Everything Iām trying to do with subs revolves around this one thing. Letting go of my past life, and starting to live the life I want, not how everyone wants me to be.
All I do is worry about what others think of me and Iām sick of it.
PCC might be on deck too, I think this sub would annihilate my inferiority complex into a million pieces.
If I begin to act in a way that increases my power, status, sex appeal etc, all on a subconscious level then my inferiority complex simply could not exist.
Today is the last day of my current rotation.
Stark, Primal, Sanguine.
I donāt want to drop any of these titles, and Iām thinking of making a custom. Just not sure what direction I want to go. I could do a Rebirth + Sanguine with some healing modules and some other specific modules to address some weak points of mine. Iād run this with Primal and Stark.
But, I also feel like my romantic life is about to get spicy. Something fresh is in the air and Iām sensing something new coming. If so, Sex mastery and Diamond could make a debut in my stack. Might even make a Stark, Wanted custom that Iāve planned multiple times but never made. But I also need to continue with Primal so maybe Iāll hold back on Diamond and just do SM.
Hell I might even revamp my old custom and swap TS core for PCC, and maybe change a few modules.
Idk how to say this.
I feel feminine. The energy I radiate is feminine, and Iām disgusted by it. Wanted made me realize that Iām an attractive man, and now that Iāve gotten so many compliments on my looks, I donāt care about it anymore.
But one thing that irritates me is my energy. Iām a pretty boy, and I hate it. I donāt feel like a man; I feel like Iām on some weird androgynous type of shit. Iām very masculine but also very feminineā¦ and this feminine energy is starting to annoy me.
When Iām in a group of men, I hardly feel like one. I feel like an imposter, itās like theyāre all men, and Iām still a boy. Does that make sense? I donāt know what Iām trying to get at with this post, but this is something thatās been on my mind a lot since I began running Primal.
Did you tried GLM?
Not yet, though Iām tempted to run it
Or Emperor.
Maybe worth a shot. Its the only title with pure masculinity. This is different from all alpha titles.
Or u can add the Lion IV module into your custom.
Yes emperor is a good alpha title but its too dense and there is all the sexual scripting and more. GLM is pure masculinity.
GLM
Embrace your masculine side and heal yourself from any traumas that might be holding you back from expressing your masculinity.
Primal is supposed to heal your primal masculinity.
Iām sure with time, and certainly after this assessment their will be a breakthrough around the corner and youāll start become that Man you always aspired to be.
I notice with Zero Point it tackles specific issues and by overcoming them, more and more of the program finds a path of execution, it takes a little bit of time. Be patient and youāll get there ā make sure to enjoy the process and not to burden yourself 
Also @Matalexander305, I noticed Stark has some deep scripting regarding empathy, and gentleness.
For me, it always had such a soft feminine feel to it.
I do not think this is you but just the Stark archetype.
How are you feeling now on Primal?
Iām using Primal Seduction and am loving it ā I like its Primal aspects a lot, itās that kind of alpha title where you do not often get into trouble with other males. Feels masculine, dominant, and carefree but with a playful edge to it.
Living life and enjoying it a lot.
I connect deeper with others, and can still maintain great relationships with other males unlike Godlike Masculinity, Ascension, Emperor, etc
Where it always felt like I was above them, leading them, not a direct relationship from being equals.
Primal feels more like careless regarding the social hierarchy but you will grow into the man you desire, deep within, to be.
A free man who loves himself, and enjoys the company of others.
One who likes adventures, and escapades of all sorts and likes to have fun, without taking life too seriously.
Itās truly an amazing archetype in my opinion.
I think the problem here isnāt you being highly feminine, itās you not being masculine enough to your standards. As you said here, you feel like a boy. Thatās someone who doesnāt believe theyāre a man yet and youāre feeling dissatisfaction from not yet living up to your standards of masculinity. There are plenty of men that I know of that are very masculine and quite feminine, yet are incredibly attractive and happy with their lives.
In fact, I consider myself to be quite feminine as well but what causes me dissatisfaction is my lack of masculinity, not my high feminine traits - which have been quite attractive to women, people and it gives me pleasure in my own life. I feel the same way you do sometimes, so Iām running Emperor to help alleviate that. My experiences may or may not be relevant to what youāre feeling right now but hope that helps.
For others, they find themselves becoming far more masculine. Itās best not to extrapolate your experiences to be something that everyone else will experience since it may cause confusion.
What @Beowulf said. I am or rather used to be in the same position, and I always have been. But the more Iāve embraced my masculinity and allow it to grow the more I feel that I ābelongā with the (masculine) men. I used to feel really insecure and āsecondaryā when being around men that I looked up to - which led me to depend on others to take charge in basically everything. And being around men younger than me would totally cripple my frame.
A feminine shadow trait? I also started from a very feminine āstarting pointā so I can really relate.
Can you describe how the female energy expresses itself for you - and the things about it that you dislike and would like to change?
Running Emperor really helped me embracing my (divine) masculinity. I have no experience of GLM but it sounds like a solid choice too.
Hard to describe right now. Yesterday I decided to swap Sanguine for CWON and my first loop sent me into some of the most intense recon Iāve ever experienced. (Iām still feeling it right now).
Because of this, my judgment is kind of clouded right now. So itās hard to explain what Iām feeling.
I would agree with this, this is how I feel. But Iām experiencing a lot of stress right now and I donāt know why. I feel almost borderline, all my emotions have been ramped up 100x. (Especially anger)
Yesterday there were times I was ecstatically happy, laughing my @$$ off, there were times I felt sad and depressed, their were times I felt extremely angry, like violent thoughts and everything. Itās was such a strange experience.
Sounds a lot like me
Iāve been feeling really anxious lately. Like I donāt want to talk to anyone at work, I donāt feel like going out, hell I barley want to go to the gym.
Speaking about the gym, I didnāt want to go the gym at all yesterday. But I forced myself to go anyways. When I walked in, their were a lot of hot girls and it made me nervous. I knew I looked good and I was getting their attention, but it made me nervous. I didnāt want them to talk to me, I didnāt want them to look at me, I just wanted to be left alone.
I felt like I was on crack, I could hardly sit sill let alone breathe. When I hit the weights I was getting angry, like ANGRY. I even noticed a few people giving me weird looks, almost like they were intimidated by me.