Rebirth of the Sage (Sage/DRst4/Paragon/Rebirth)

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#61

My impression is since I added Rebirth the healing process was aimed at resolving trauma related to my identity/self concept.

Ive been questioning my idea of who I am, my personality… all thats inside my construct of self and all thats not, all thats possible in that construct and all that is not. Then with laser focus I can uncover where and when those ideas came from and how to resolve the emotional charge.

Rebirth has helped me aim the process of rebuilding from scratch the idea of who I am, by letting me understand that its just that… an idea. Sometimes deeply engrained by painful and/or pleassurable experiences, but an idea nonetheless.

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#62

My new version of The Wizard.

I decided to remove the Khan archetype, which includes 5 modules getting dropped, Iron Frame, Lion IV, Total Nonchalance, Rogue and Transcendental Connection. Those were replaced by Awakened Perception, Avatar, Wisdom Personified, The Merger of Worlds and Emotions Unfettered.

  1. Alchemist St4 v2
  2. Sage Immortal
  3. Awakened Perception
  4. Intuition Enhancer
  5. All-Seeing
  6. Eagle Eye
  7. Manipulus
  8. Avatar
  9. Emotions Unfettered
  10. Wisdom Personified
  11. Chiron
  12. Dragons Tongue
  13. Negative Energy Transmutation
  14. Divine Will
  15. The Architect.
  16. Energetic Development
  17. The Merger of Worlds
  18. Gratitude Embodiment
  19. Yggdrasil
  20. Jupiter

During my adventures with Sage Immortal and Dragon Reborn Ive realized that Khan doesnt fit who I really am and the direction I want to take my life to.

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#63

Today was my day off, I only did Rebirth 1x and now Im in bed with my head pumping, feeling very overloaded.

In a way I felt very good today emotionally speaking, but physically my stomach started hurting again since I began taking antibiotics for my gastritis. Its only two weeks and the treatment will be over.

During those two weeks my stack will continue as it is.

#64

You’ll be surprised how amazing this module is (unless you’ve run it before)

I should write a review on it.

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#65

Please do so!

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#66

I did run it before, but in my first custom ever, I dont remember much about it.
Im pretty hyped to run it now in this new custom.

Yes! Please do.

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#67

Ive just ordered it with solace mask, it should be ready by the middle of next week and it will replace Sage Immortal in my stack.

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#68

Really like that.

You’ve designed it well.

Avatar, Chiron, Eagle Eye, Manipulus…wow.

Emotions Unfettered and Wisdom Personified.

Dragons Tongue.

hahahaha. I’m really adding a lot of value here. Just typing out all of their names.

But wow. What a great combination.

I love that Yggdrasil and Jupiter at the end.

You’ve probably seen my NAISSANCE already. But I’m having fun contrasting these two.

NAISSANCE

The Alchemist (Alchemist St. 4)
Quantum Limitless (Quantum Limitless St. 4)
Mind’s Eye
Harmonic Singularity
Spiritual Reality Alignment
Pride Unbroken
FEBRUUS
Faith Unyielding
Metamorphosis
Avatar
Immortal’s Blade
Astral Projection X
Remote Viewing X
Foundation
Dynasty
Wayfinder
Khronos Key
RAIKOV
The Merger of Worlds
Mosaic

There are a couple of places where they come together, and then some very interesting places where they diverge.

Anyway, happy journeying!

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#69

It all just fitted together, like it was meant to be.

Hahahaha… actually that wow added a lot more value than you might be aware of :wink:
Indeed its a great combination!

What about The Merger of Worlds? I believe its gonna make it flow beautifuly.

Yes Ive seen it and it wonderful, love that inclusion of Remote Viewing and Astral Projection. At some point I would love to experiment with those, somehow I dont feel it yet.

Hows Avatar working for you?

Thanks! :love_you_gesture::sunglasses:

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#70

Currently, Dragon Reborn is center stage.

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#71

Im getting tired of my healing stack and I desire to change it, which means, as experience has thaught me, something deep is about to be uncovered to be resolved.

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#72

Words from a very wise man :metal:

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#73

I did 1x Dragon st4 and Sage Immortal this morning and I feel reaaly good, lighter and liberated. Its been a process in which I feel lighter and lighter since I started, but today I feel specially on top of my game.

#74

One thing thats getting more and more obvious is that this stack is helping me resolve things that are Identity level. What I mean is that I keep having emotions such as sadness, loneliness and anger “out of the blue” and when I explore them in order to resolve them, I end up in some situation in which I decided that I dont like myself or that I dont want to be me.

Just an hour ago I started feeling sad, I dont remember what triggered it, but I went all in the emotional state and recover a memory from when I was five, feeling very lonely and hating to be me.
As I edited the memory into resolution I experienced a big rush of energy moving through my body and the sadness turned into joy.

Now I feel even lighter than before.

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#75

As soon as I receive my new custom I will adjust my stack. Sage and Paragon are going out.
Sage will be replaced by the new custom obviously… The Wizard wich has Sage/Alchemist as cores, and Paragon already acomplished his mission.

So Im gonna be doing this:

The Wizard v2
Dragon Reborn st4
Rebirth

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#76

Yesterday I started taking Melatonin… I dont have problems falling asleep at all, but I wake up many times during the night, always after vivid and intense dreaming activity. Hopefully Melatonin will help me regulate my sleep.

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#77

I realized that I started to think BIG about my future, fantasizing about a luxurious life without limitations. Thats very new for me… I always used to think in things that were just good enough.

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#78

I did my Rebirth x1 today as is my rest day… In really looking forward to receiving my custom and start using it.

#79

Every now and then I used to have a dream in which Im trying to locate someone, I try to call her over the phone, but cant find the number, even though I know I should have it. A variation is that I try to message that person, but the keyboard doesnt work, it always write random, unintelligible stuff.
That person is always my girlfriend or an exgirlfriend, at least as far as I can remember.

Last night I had what at first seemed like the usual dream, but it developed in a totally different way… I had a long chat with my ex wife, messaging with no problems at all, I could read and write perfectly, I even recieved some voice messages. I cant remember the exact conversation, only that it was in a friendly, easy going tone.

Then I had a second dream, this one involved my actual girfriend and my family, in a vacation making a bbq.
I had some problems with her attitude and I was enraged… way out of proportion.

#80

I recieved my new custom yesterday and Ive just took it for a ride alongside Rebirth. My first impression is that its pretty dense.
I decided to name it Epignosis, since The Wizard seems a little childish to me now.
The thing is since I started this stack my perception of things have changed a lot, in many ways.

Since today Paragon is out.

Current Stack:

Epignosis
  1. Alchemist St4 v2
  2. Sage Immortal
  3. Awakened Perception
  4. Intuition Enhancer
  5. All-Seeing
  6. Eagle Eye
  7. Manipulus
  8. Avatar
  9. Emotions Unfettered
  10. Wisdom Personified
  11. Chiron
  12. Dragons Tongue
  13. Negative Energy Transmutation
  14. Divine Will
  15. The Architect.
  16. Energetic Development
  17. The Merger of Worlds
  18. Gratitude Embodiment
  19. Yggdrasil
  20. Jupiter

Dragon Reborn st4
Rebirth