Rebirth of the Sage (Sage/DRst4/Paragon/Rebirth)

Journals - Major Programs
#41

I had a really weird dream last night, I fell asleep after DR Ultima. I was in my highschool gym finishing the graduation ceremony. Then with a group of friends we went into a separate room where we were offered a 100% natural blood cleaning compound.

You have to extract blood with a syringe and put it in a long tube, then the substance was in a 2nd tube, you insert 2nd tube inside tube #1 and there you go. All the toxins became visible, like tiny sheets of plastic, getting eaten by the cleaning compound.

At this point some girl lightly pressed on my right ear… I have a scar there irl, cause of a drunken accident when I was a teenager.

Woke up to go to the bathroom, immediately after went to bed again and still half asleep I started visualizing how the substance entered my body through an IV and into my blood stream. I began feeling waves of pleassure all over my body, specially strong in my organs (Heart, kidneys, liver)
After that I could clearly saw the IV connected to my vein in my left arm and all the toxins as small sheets of plastic being eaten.

Now I feel the sensation in my vein… exactly the same as when I have a blood test. I could even saw the alcohol and cotton being applied after the removal of the IV.

#42

I was feeling really good this morning on rest day and suddenly I had this thought… Im about to go into a pretty sad state bringing love into it and come out the other side with a great understanding in my hands.

Couple of hours went by and a headache began to appear. Now my head hurts a lot.

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#43

A couple of weeks ago I posted that I was having a sort of spiritual crisis, questioning all my beliefs starting from the religious beliefs I was “given” as a child to the latest spiritual adventures of my own.
From west to east, from organized religion to eastern misticism and magic.

Today taking with @friday Ive realized that Im over that crisis and came on the other side with a deep conviction and a firm connection with my Inner Wisdom. I now have a direct connection with Divinity.

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#44

Im not the kind of guy that sees a number repeating a couple of times and immediately believes something unusual is happening, Im very rational about it and pretty skeptical about the interpretations of repeating numbers you can find on the internet.

But when you start seeing a number like 114 everywhere, up to 50 times in a day it makes you wonder… Today in the first 2 hours since I woke up, I must have seen 114 no less than 20 times.

Im not actively looking for 1s and 4s, they just keep appearing. In fact it kind of pisses me off a little :sweat_smile:

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#45

I relate.

I’m experiencing similar cycles and mini-cycles.

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#46

Yeah… its an ongoing and continually deepening process

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#47

Never ends.

And, you know, I think I may actually prefer it that way.

Renewal is only ever found in humility.

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#48

Me too! :boom:

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#49

Same here!

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#50

I also am seeing a bunch of Angel Numbers. I do look them up straight away however I won’t credit them until I see them a couple times.

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#51

I already finished my stack for today

1x Sage Immortal
1x Dragon Reborn st4
1x Paragon Ultima
1x Rebirth Ultima

I discovered that self hypnosis during Rebirth works fantastic to clean emotional baggage. Directly to the core.

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#52

I decided to do Dragon Reborn Ultima last night before bed, for enhanced dream healing activity. What happened was pretty intense.

I had 3 major dreams, by major I mean that I remember them with detail and woke up after every one with strong emotions.

The first was my dad dream, second the Love dream and third the house cleaning dream.

The dream I had about my dad was one in which he became blind, he was older and totally incapacitated. I felt so sad and lost in the dream. I woke up crying and feeling alone. I had to do some emotional release techniques.

The Love dream I remember this bit in which I was in bed and next to me there was this beautiful skinny woman. We were playful and laugh a lot, then she hugged me lovingly. I woke up feeling very loved.
There was a lot of people in the room doing different casual things. This skinny woman which I was deeply in love with in the dream, was sitting between me and another guy which also loved her, but she loved me.

The house cleaning dream… we were in a beach house with my girlfriend getting ready to leave cause vacations ended and had to go to the airport. So we were cleaning, making our baggages, washing dishes, taking showers, putting out a lot of garbage, lots of things including what didnt belong to us. Which was weird.

At a point we fought because it was too late to catch our plane and we were still at home, she said she warned me about it, but she didnt or I didnt remember.

Finally the care taker helped us with the cleaning and the house was spotless. We were laughing with my girlfriend and told her that since we lost our plane we could stay one more night in a luxury condo by the beach, on me.

Now writing all this I remember a 4th dream in my old grandpa appartment with all my family… but not clear recollection of what happened.

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#53

In a while Im doing some Rebirth Ultima and take the day off to rest and process.

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#54

Welcome to the club :stuck_out_tongue:

Last year I had one crazy experience regarding numbers. I dreamet that I was in one of the twin towers in New York on the day of 9/11, and I made it out before it collapsed and then woke up.

As I left early for work I looked at the digital guage on the dashboard and saw that I had exactly 911 km of fuel left. Then, just after that I was passing a low traffic area where I usually don’t see any cars, and an undercover police car with the blue lights on passed me in a high speed.

I arrived at work and had a mornig coffee, and a contractor came with a paper for me to sign from his company, and behold the first numbers of the document identification number was 911!

Nothing bad happened that day, but it made me very confused of why I saw all those signs.

This was back when I thought this was just bogus or coincidences, but today I have numbers popping up left and right all the time.

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#55

Was it related to subs? If yes… What were you listening? If no… what do you think could be related to that.

Yeah I feel you. First time for me was with Stark when it was released, the funny thing is that it was the same numbers 114 and 144.

I had repeating numbers experiences even before using subs, but never as intense as this. Today Ive already seen some 114 and I thought to myself “Oh boy… here we go again”.

#56

That story was actually before I started with subs, but at that time I had some really intense dreams and fears coming up from my psyche, so that probably played a big part.

Lately I have been getting the numbers 111, 777,and 555. But it also increase because now I’m aware of it, just like if you see one type of car and now you see them everywhere.

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#57

Tomorrow Im changing Paragon Ultima for Elixir Ultima, to test the difference for a couple of weeks.

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#58

Yesterday I went out for a walk, the sun was shinning, the temperature was just right and a cool wind was blowing. I was feeling very good and everything moved in slow motion.

For me its a clear sign that things are changing for the better, Im lighter, healthier and happier.

Today I feel good after digging some emotional stuff last night.

I decided to use some medications to speed up the healing process of the gastritis in addition to subs, emotional work and healthy habits.

Im considering to comlletely remove Paragon fromy stack and add my Heartsong/Wanted/SexMastery custom, but not quite yet… maybe by the end of next week.

Today Ive already listened to DR st4 and Sage Immortal and Im feeling very calm and happy.

This stack has been bringing to the surface a lot of unresolved issues with my dad… some pretty intense emotions, lots of loneliness and sadness. Digging into that and bring resolution has been profoundly healing for me, its reshaping my image of what it means to be man.

#59

My stomach is getting better, I have less pain, less often. My overall levels of energy are increasing, includong sexual energy.

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#60

I know it will be difficult but can you briefly describe what you have noticed from Rebirth

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