I will alternate between RICH and RICH Crypto every other day. In august I made myself some juicy u$2.000 with crypto, so I plan to keep it going stronger as a passive income.
Rest day and did RICH Crypto, since I didnt have any work today I could have done anything, but I felt the urge to learn to read the market, so Ive spent like 6 hours doing so, practicing in the past and predicting when to enter some new positions.
On other news Im gonna listen to DR st 4 until next wednesday, which is day 28 and also the last day of my treatment.
Im really happy I did my new custom with a Solace mask, It makes the listening experience so much smoother and since Im stacking the ear fatigue its significantly reduced.
However, you also ran the Tantric Lover a lot, right? How is your connection to sex changed at all? If so?
Because for me, Alchemist changed this as well (Stage1), mostly that my sexual energy is divine and I shouldnât just âspendâ it on sexual encounters. I have higher goals for âit.â Which is weird, but also interesting.
*I dont care about ejaculation anymore, the race/obsesion with that totally disapeared.
*I intuitively developed a 3:1 sex ratio, I only ejaculate the thrid time I have sex, the first two I accumulate energy.
*I get way more pleassure than I used to.
*Im far more relaxed and in the moment.
*I dont rely on techniques anymore, Im really aware of my girlfriends energy and non verbals and adapt accordingly.
*I can last for as long as I want to.
*With my girlfriend we have developed super deep levels of intimacy, playfulness and complicity.
*She can have as much as 35 orgasms (so far) on a 45 minutes love making session.
*Her orgasm are the longest and most intense she ever dream she could have. Mine too.
*We both have full body orgasms.
I guess now Im gonna have to learn how to orgasm without ejaculation.
I have that feeling when it comes to porn and masturbation, it just feels so wasteful. I hardly even masturbate anymore and when I rarely try, most times I loose interest midway.
Alchemist was the title that made me aware of how sexual energy move through my body and thats when I started learning how to move it on purpose, delaying ejaculation, which was crucial to end up learning to control it.
Spending energy in sexual encounters does seems wasteful to me too, thats why I dont have sexual encounters, with my girfriend we stopped having sex a long time ago. What we have is Divine, Magical Sexual Alchemy and that is never wasteful, its liberating, fun, and deepens our bond on a spiritual level.
Yeah she complaints I leave her pretty tired, but then she asks for more⌠so I guess its a good workout. Eating properly and excercising is a must.
Well Alchemist is going to manifest that for you, Im sure of that.
No, before I had other things as priorities, but as people say⌠When the time is right, the Master arise.
So thank you for putting it here, I feel its the right time for that.
Yesterday during a meditation I got confirmation that the purpose of this stack have been achieved.
My attitude towards healing and taking cared of myself has changed in a positive direction, which is way more important in the long run than be gastritis free.
In 2 days my antibiotics tratment is gonna be done and I have at least 1 more month of extra care, good diet, no alcohol, no coffee, no spices.
3 years ago I had gastritis and my attitude was totally different, I couldnt wait to end the antibiotics to resume my life style and began drinking again even though it hurted. Now is totally different Im treating my self by eating healthy, medicine, Subliminals and a lot of Hypnosis/NLP to heal any emotional trauma associated with the symptoms. Im feeling way better and confident.
With this I coclude this journalâŚ
Meditating yesterday I recieved confirmation on exactly what to use from now on.
Day 1:
2 x Epignosis
Alchemist St4 v2
Sage Immortal
Awakened Perception
Intuition Enhancer
All-Seeing
Eagle Eye
Manipulus
Avatar
Emotions Unfettered
Wisdom Personified
Chiron
Dragons Tongue
Negative Energy Transmutation
Divine Will
The Architect.
Energetic Development
The Merger of Worlds
Gratitude Embodiment
Yggdrasil
Jupiter
1 x Ardhanarishvara
Wanted Heartsong Sex Mastery
Temptation
Sexual Manifestation
Sexiness Unbound.
Panther
Long-Range Seduction
Instant Spark
Gorgeous Manifestor
Focused Arousal
Prevent Premature Ejaculation.
Male Enhancement
StoryTeller
The Wonder
Chosen of Venus
Love Without Attachment
Depths of Love
1 x Rebirth
Day 2:
1 x RICH Crypto
The healing in this stack comes mainly from Heartsong and Rebirth. Im starting a new journal.