Raphael's Elixir Ultima + RegenerationQ Journal

Lion · October 8, 2020, 5:15pm

Week 2
Day 10, Wednesday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2

-Had slept a bit late yesterday but still managed to wake up after just 5 hours of sleep, all groggy-eyed. Nope, am not gonna do that again. Will make sure I get a minimum of 7 hours of good sleep EVERYDAY.

-My arms and legs were sore thanks to yesterday’s burpees and I almost entertained the thought of postponing exercising today. Glad I didn’t listen to that little sucker in my head and went ahead with another 20 burpees today. That breathlessness and burn! Ah, that’s the stuff of Masculinity.

-And then came a hectic day of getting my cousin to book tickets for us for said business trip in 10 days, getting special permits, making loads of calls and web searches looking for the correct covid tests to do before we fly, printing the needed documents, calling up the repairman about a broken water filter at home, calling him again after he left to fix another problem with the same water purifier,…and on and on, taking every task in my stride and resolving them all like some sort of Tasmanian Devil whirling like a hurricane that saves the day while being all George Clooney and still keeping my cool. Now that’s what I call a day well handled no matter what it threw at me.

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Lion · October 9, 2020, 5:42pm

Week 2
Day 11, Thursday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2

-Not a day as hectic as yesterday but I got my 20 burpees done in the morning without too many second thoughts about whether to do it or not first thing in the morning.

-The guilt of wasting my youth away is decreasing. There’s only so much we can know when we are younger and we can’t blame ourselves for it. For one, blaming ourselves is a waste of energy. And two, we were trying our best with the knowledge we had back then.

-Talking about knowledge, am now glad that am redpilled. Previously, I used to feel betrayed but I guess that was part of the redpill rage which diminishes over time when I accept reality as it is and understand that I can use the rules of this world to achieve things that WON’T be my past blue-pilled ideals based on “unconditional love” or some such idea of perfection but can set new targets to live happily enough by understanding men and women, and maximizing such knowledge to my advantage.

-This stack is taking all I have learned through 39 years of my life and synthesizing it all into a coherent picture. The timeline so far of my existence, which looked all jumbled and disorderly, now makes more sense and contains more wisdom thanks to SubClub-assisted hindsight.

Azriel · October 9, 2020, 11:35pm

that’s awesome, this was/ and at times is/ a very hard one for me. It’s a waste of the moment and more importantly what can be, to be to caught up in regret of what happened or didn’t happen. PM if your interested in some simple stuff that may really support this particular aspect of healing.

Vanno · October 9, 2020, 11:46pm

Struggling with that one as well o/
But even with the time that I “wasted”, I learned valuable lessons from it. Not gonna lie, big parts of my slow development were a result of my parents not knowing any better/difficult circumstances.
However, I can only change what’s in front of me.

Lion · October 10, 2020, 1:17am

@Azriel - Yes. Regret is wasting time twice. It’s wasting time in the present remembering that we wasted time in the past lol

Lion · October 10, 2020, 1:18am

@Vanno - that’s the correct approach: to learn from our mistakes.

Lion · October 10, 2020, 4:34pm

Week 2
Day 12, Friday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2

-Regarding my exercise routine, I added dumbbell curls to the mix. So after the usual 20 burpees, I did 20 dumbbell curls.

-Made some calls to resolve queries related to my business trip.

-Wind down the week with some reading and later watching Rollo Tomassi (RT) on youtube.

-Listening to RT is necessary. It is easy to forget what masculinity is all about especially in this day and age when role models are few and far between. And especially when it’s so easy to forget that men are entirely different from women, and that we need training to become the men we want to be.

-Was also remembering how sexting a particular chick a few days back didn’t feel at all exciting as before. Nor is porn attractive these days. It’s possible am receiving sexual healing because of my stack. A lot of crap is going away. And it’s a smooth ride so far.

James · October 10, 2020, 5:02pm

I’ve noticed I feel like I’m getting lighter since running Regeneration and Elixir. I don’t feel like such a spazz as usual or her cracked out chihuahua as my Wife calls me. I am more able to rationalize and think things through in real time instead of after the fact. I also don’t feel the need to complicate my life or create drama because I’m bored and I don’t take it personally anymore if the people I live with and work for do

Lion · October 10, 2020, 5:10pm

It’s funny that you mention that cause I was having dinner today with my parents and they were putting someone else down in conversation (that someone else wasn’t in the house) but I didn’t feel the need to either judge them or add anything to the conversation so I just stood up and left the table since I was finished with my meal.

It didn’t feel like I was forcing myself to control my words or actions. I just felt I was congruent with myself. And so I can very much relate to what you said about not needing to complicate things or to add drama.

James · October 10, 2020, 5:14pm

I found this article a couple of days ago and I have read it a few times now and I can see where I’m embracing and displaying these traits at times or at least beginning to. Mentions what you said about the dinner you were at

James · October 10, 2020, 5:18pm

The other thing that I mentioned in my journal on running Regeneration and Elixir for a long period of time as in at least a year as I plan to do is that you will most likely become more mentally, emotionally, and morally mature than just about everyone you know

Lion · October 10, 2020, 5:29pm

Excellent article, @James. Haven’t gotten fully there yet but with this EU + RQ stack, it seems more easily reachable.

Woah! Now that’s a solid plan.

For myself, I might only stick to one month of this stack though since financial goals await.

Lion · October 10, 2020, 5:44pm

Realization

One of the best results of using Elixir Ultima and RegenerationQ together is the “chipping away at the stone” effect it has on our psyche to reveal the art waiting inside that block of stone. A gradual opening up of the authentic you which you tried to be all along but which you have no idea what it looks like.

But when the layers of trauma and emotional, spiritual, mental hurts are being healed, you are integrated so soundly that it just feels right.

You feel alright.

Lion · October 11, 2020, 3:48pm

Week 2
Day 13, Saturday:
Rest Day

-20 burpees and 20 dumbbell curls: CHECK

-Was getting strong reconcilliation today to immediately jump into an alpha male title. It started with getting fed up of living with my parents although nothing really happened to trigger that feeling. Just a deep internal desire to have the freedom to make my own money, my own decisions, my own life and be my own man.

-After I cooled down, I looked up the Emperor sales page. Read it a couple of times. Each time I read it, I realized that it would be the perfect fit for me particularly for the following reasons listed in its description:

“They lived their lives the way THEY wanted”
“An extreme sense of personal power and pride, that you are the master of your reality and being.”
“The sense that achieving incredible success, money and abundance are absolutely effortless to you, and will flow endlessly into your life.”
“Some of the most incredibly positive self-talk to constantly keep you motivated and ready to conquer.”
“Become completely self-reliant: both mentally and emotionally.”
“Discover whichever talents or skills you possess that you also enjoy engaging in, and learn how to monetize those talents for wealth generation.”
“Quantum Limitless Lite”
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Destruction of Wealth Ceiling
Ultimate Debt Management
Forecast the Market
Think Like a Winner
Think Like an Entrepreneur
Incredible Sales and Marketing Success
Short-Term Wealth Manifestation
Long-Term Wealth Manifestation
Financial Visualization and Imagination
Incredible Financial Success
Weakness Destroyer
Generate an Irresistible Aura of Attraction
Romance Manifestation
Sex Manifestation
Improve Romantic Partners
Eliminate Procrastination
Eliminate Fear
Eliminate Doubt
Ultimate Gratitude
Godlike Masculinity
Rebirth
Extreme Independence
Extreme Will
Extreme Personal Power
Extreme Happiness
Extreme Confidence
Limitless Physical Energy
Fat Burner
Rich, Deep Sleep"

That last point 8 piling on the many reasons to go for this. Almost 2 more weeks of my current stack to go before I take the plunge.

Palpatine · October 11, 2020, 6:44pm

What I love about the Q upgrades is you don’t have to do the standard “250-500” hours anymore to know if the title will get you where you want to go.

You can literally start with a loop a day of Emperor and give it Monday thru Friday…Friday night, look over that week’s journal to see if it feels right to do more.

I know the “proper” advice is to stick with it to see the results. But Q now makes it so the results show up much faster.

I used to love going back over the older journals liek Amash’s Khan journal. I eventually stopped as I came the realization the difference between the legacy builds and Q is drastic enough that a lot of those older journals aren’t really relevant anymore (to me) since Q opened up a whole new world of uncharted waters.

I’m digging keeping up on your journal here, Raph. Love your progress!

Lion · October 12, 2020, 2:22am

That’s a very good point, @Palpatine. Possible that my stack is telling me the same thing that I don’t need to do a month to get the benefits like pre-Q subs required.

I thought over it some more and decided I will continue with my stack for 2 more weeks just for discipline’s sake. Cause God knows I need some of that with all the shenanigans I did in my previous stacks.

I appreciate your input though. That’s an eye-opener that I will keep in mind moving forward.

pacman · October 12, 2020, 3:42am

@Lion
You could also look at it in that Qsubs will go deep the longer you run them…deep change.
In your case deep healing…years of healing will take place.

Lion · October 12, 2020, 3:46am

@pacman - absolutely! No doubt about that. There’s always a better return on investment on sticking with these subs the longer we do it

Lion · October 12, 2020, 2:35pm

Week 2
Day 14, Sunday:
Rest Day

-Had an interesting dream that I was talking to Rollo Tomassi at his home on how I became redpilled. We were sitting on a “long sofa” as he listened to me. Richard Cooper from Entrepreneurs in Cars was sitting opposite to us. No surprise I dreamed this cause I do watch them both a lot on youtube.

-Watched the Netflix documentary The Social Dilemma today morning which further confirmed my belief in the dangers of social media usage with respect to our attention spans, addiction and success.

-What was more interesting was the YouTube video Rollo made on the above mentioned documentary which both confirmed the theories put forward in The Social Dilemma but also balanced it with countering some fallacies and the agendas even Netflix has in some aspects. And that we can’t entirely give up Social Media if we want to fully optimise making money or dating in the current world. Because the world we live in now is entirely digital. Regardless, it is a good idea to take a break from it for some amount of time to gain some perspective and self-discipline especially with regard to inculcating habits that help us succeed.

-Today was quite a calm day. No reconciliation or mood swings to perturb me. My stack flows in my veins!

James · October 12, 2020, 5:40pm

The Social Dilemma was amazing. Cemented my feelings that it’s far more of a headache than it’s worth. Sort of makes me wish I never would have made a Facebook account ever or Twitter for that matter. The migraine headaches and drama I could have easily avoided. Yet another mistake I won’t ever make again. To be fair I do read Nihilist Arby’s on Twitter because it cracks me up and has the same dark humor I do but I don’t need an account to read it. My Wife will spend hours on the rabbit hole that is Reddit and I don’t understand how. With all the crazy shit going on and the social division it’s far too easy to become outraged. Especially after watching the Social Dilemma and seeing how their algorithms work. In a lot of ways it feels like an intentionally made distraction to keep people from focusing on far more important things. I’m not trying to go into conspiracy theory territory but I often think back to before the internet was so prevalent and smart phones and reminisce about how my Wife and I would take weekly trips to the local library and find books to read. It depresses the shit out of me because social media is like religion in that people have to be told and reminded of what to believe or to have those beliefs reinforced no matter how toxic , dangerous, or mentally and emotionally immature they may be. It creates an insane level of learned helplessness where critical thinking is almost considered a crime.