Day 12: Rest Day
Day 13: Ultimate Artist Qv2 x1
The Rest Day was a good day. All round good mood. Felt like singing and dancing when I put on some music. Especially when listening to The Corrs. “You’re Irresistible you’re na-ia-ia-ia…” Definitely a WANTED song haha
Had some recon today. Felt like a yoyo between feeling good and bad through the day. Was pretty rough.
Kept myself up by reminding myself of this quote:
Day 14: Rest Day
My goodness! That was some reconciliation I had the whole of yesterday and the first half of today. Am finally feeling some calm and peace right now.
When a lot of things collide into your soul, a lot of questions fill your mind, it is difficult to make sense of it all. Doubts about physical healing, worries about subliminals working, what is my purpose, how to generate money, how to move to where I want, self esteem issues, what happens after death, and on and on! Nothing happened outwardly to trigger this and I was following the Listening Instructions to the letter but I guess the same way we say “shit happens”, we can also understand when this happens:
What?! Since when are you doing this? A week ago and out of the blue I found a video in youtube about NDE, whatch it and felt a deep sense of peace, then I saw some more over the next couple of days. I never had an interest in that before and this time I felt compelled to do it.
Im also listening to Wanted ZP… weird🤔
Wow! I just discovered it day before yesterday.
Is the youtube channel Shaman Oaks?
Duuuuude yes!!! 
For me it was about last thursday… that channel just popped out in my recommended videos, who knows why.
Hahaha! Bro this is CrAzY!!!
The first one I saw its called “I made a huge mistake comming back” quite a name, right? 
Man I just searched the title and you know what??? The first video I saw was about the same guy but the longer interview. Peter Panagore. The title of the video is “Why he no longer has faith after his near death experience”
This is becoming crazy as an episode of Twilight Zone LOL
Man, thats the exact same video, the 1:47:11. I was referring to the screencap, but the title is the one you mention.
We saw the exact same one!!! 
Ah! I thought you saw the shorter 22 mins with Peter which has the same title but seems like we saw the exact same video!!!
This is incredible! Now I wonder whether anyone else in the forum saw this too.
Hmm must be WANTED because it also helped me declare that am not religious in a public way.
Did you run Paragon ZP?
I did just one loop on december 6, cause Diamond+Wanted is already enough.
According to the dates, I cant rule out Paragon ZP as a suspect.
Sense 8 from the creators of Matrix triology on Netflix was great. It’s about people being connected with other people.
Really cool!
Must be a combo of Paragon ZP and WANTED ZP then since that’s my ZP stack. Although it does sound weird on why running those physical shifting titles gave us a spiritual answer.
Maybe we were both struggling with common existential questions in our minds and ZP gave us the NDE answer to relax us so that we don’t worry too much about the looks and sex which in turn will help in better physical shifting and seduction 
I have heard of Sense 8 but not seen it. Will surely check it out. Thanks a ton, Matt! 
EDIT: the matrix movies are some of my favorites ever. If you think about it, it has a lot of “physical shifting”, “healing” and “spiritual” concepts in it.
I guess some of these experiences may derive from the “coolness” induced by Wanted.
When you stop having anxiety about superficial issues ( the opinion of other about us consume a lot of mental energy) the real questions and interests come to the front.
That’s a very good observation.
Yes, I was struggling with some self-esteem issues and when we look at death and the afterlife, such struggles of the self seem insignificant while at the same time encourage us to look at what is really important to us like Purpose and Peace.
Spiritual is the new sexy!!
On a more serious but equally truthful note… An emotionally/Spiritually resolved man is a Confident, Attractive Man.
What does that have to do with physical shifting? A lot according to my view… Emotional trauma and Spiritual conflict tightens and compress the body… it makes the face looks dark and ugly, it makes the back curves under pressure. When you release the trauma and the conflict, the body reshapes itself in to a more beautiful, balanced position, the face rejuvenates and energy flows giving you an atractive shiny aura.
Man! That’s just perfectly said 
Yes! We are on our way to be sexy as hell. Or to put it more aptly, sexy as heaven! Haha!
Quoting what I had posted in the Zero Point thread related to my spiritual recon and Enlightenment Lite 
. Putting it here for future reference:
Timeline of the events:
Day 15: WANTED ZP x1, Paragon ZP x1
One of the symptoms of spiritual reconciliation that I experienced the past 2 days is a heaviness in the center of my chest. This was accompanied with frustration and sadness. I usually get these same symptoms when I feel trapped and don’t know how to move forward.
But after the experience I mentioned yesterday and after I posted the last post in the Zero Point thread regarding this, I felt a sense of being unblocked in the chest area. There was a sense of coolness in that area which one gets after having a mint that cures sore throat. Added to this was an opening up my throat area and the same coolness extended like a pipe between the center of my chest right upto the throat. Am still experiencing this “Cool Pipe” phenomenon even after 24 hours.
My guess is that the experience healed my heart chakra and throat chakra. And over the course of the day, am feeling more brave to talk with people who disagree with me (throat chakra) while still loving them (heart chakra). This is interesting because previously I would avoid confrontation so that I and the other person can experience peace of mind. But now I realize that need not be the case. I can still love someone who I don’t have things in common with and there have been times in the past when even I used to think like them which makes it easier to accept people. In addition, this is how one grows. Through disagreements and the sowing of new ideas in both sides through conversations and debates.
No person is perfect anyway and in the healing of the human heart which leads to self acceptance is a pre-requisite to accepting others. For we are all One and Acceptance (whether towards others and ourselves) is Love Applied.