Raphael | Paragon of the WANTED Artist - a Zero Point Journey Within

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#38

Day 11: WANTED ZP x1, Paragon ZP x1

  1. Noticed that am taking in too much information in recent years. Too much social media, youtube, webpages, music, movies, etc. Nothing bad with information but I need more time to just sit and think about things. Even boredom is good for the mind. Unfortunately in this day of easy dopamine fixes in relation to knowledge, my mind is overloaded.

  2. I was just sitting on my chair for a while and allowed my mind to space out. Felt good. Did more of that. Walked around without anything plugged into my ears. Sat on my bed without watching youtube. Now that’s freedom. We already have too many thoughts in our own heads. Imagine adding other people’s thoughts to that haha.

  3. Similar to that, am giving too much advice (both in real life and on the forum). I need to back out of that a bit. Walking the talk is better. Action speaks louder than words anyways.

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#39

I can totally relate about taking in too much information. 2 or 1 year ago I used to listen to a lot of podcasts, audiobooks and reading books. A some point, it was like my head could not take in any more information. I was having information overload.
At some point, you need to do something with the information you consume. I was just passively taking it in back then.

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#40

Absolutely agree. I need to channel all that into creating instead of just consuming. But what to create is my struggle. I think UA, reduced consumption and more free flow thinking will eventually lead me to some good ideas.

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#41

Day 12: Rest Day

Day 13: Ultimate Artist Qv2 x1

  1. The Rest Day was a good day. All round good mood. Felt like singing and dancing when I put on some music. Especially when listening to The Corrs. “You’re Irresistible you’re na-ia-ia-ia…” Definitely a WANTED song haha

  2. Had some recon today. Felt like a yoyo between feeling good and bad through the day. Was pretty rough.

  3. Kept myself up by reminding myself of this quote:

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#42

Day 14: Rest Day

  1. My goodness! That was some reconciliation I had the whole of yesterday and the first half of today. Am finally feeling some calm and peace right now.

  2. When a lot of things collide into your soul, a lot of questions fill your mind, it is difficult to make sense of it all. Doubts about physical healing, worries about subliminals working, what is my purpose, how to generate money, how to move to where I want, self esteem issues, what happens after death, and on and on! Nothing happened outwardly to trigger this and I was following the Listening Instructions to the letter but I guess the same way we say “shit happens”, we can also understand when this happens:

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  1. One thing which soothed my soul was listening to several Near Death Experiences over the course of the day yesterday and today morning. It gave me something to distract me and also comforted me since I felt there was some purpose after all. Maybe disconnecting from religion publicly triggered some existential crisis and my being needed some dark night of the soul to grow out of that.
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#43

What?! Since when are you doing this? A week ago and out of the blue I found a video in youtube about NDE, whatch it and felt a deep sense of peace, then I saw some more over the next couple of days. I never had an interest in that before and this time I felt compelled to do it.

Im also listening to Wanted ZP… weird🤔

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#44

Wow! I just discovered it day before yesterday.

Is the youtube channel Shaman Oaks?

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#45

Duuuuude yes!!! :astonished::flushed:

For me it was about last thursday… that channel just popped out in my recommended videos, who knows why.

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#46

Hahaha! Bro this is CrAzY!!!

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#47

The first one I saw its called “I made a huge mistake comming back” quite a name, right? :rofl:

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#48

Man I just searched the title and you know what??? The first video I saw was about the same guy but the longer interview. Peter Panagore. The title of the video is “Why he no longer has faith after his near death experience”

This is becoming crazy as an episode of Twilight Zone LOL

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#49

Man, thats the exact same video, the 1:47:11. I was referring to the screencap, but the title is the one you mention.

We saw the exact same one!!! :open_mouth::hushed::astonished::flushed:

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#50

Ah! I thought you saw the shorter 22 mins with Peter which has the same title but seems like we saw the exact same video!!!

This is incredible! Now I wonder whether anyone else in the forum saw this too.

Hmm must be WANTED because it also helped me declare that am not religious in a public way.

Did you run Paragon ZP?

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#51

I did just one loop on december 6, cause Diamond+Wanted is already enough.
According to the dates, I cant rule out Paragon ZP as a suspect.

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#52

Sense 8 from the creators of Matrix triology on Netflix was great. It’s about people being connected with other people.

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#53

Really cool!

Must be a combo of Paragon ZP and WANTED ZP then since that’s my ZP stack. Although it does sound weird on why running those physical shifting titles gave us a spiritual answer.

Maybe we were both struggling with common existential questions in our minds and ZP gave us the NDE answer to relax us so that we don’t worry too much about the looks and sex which in turn will help in better physical shifting and seduction :grin:

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#54

I have heard of Sense 8 but not seen it. Will surely check it out. Thanks a ton, Matt! :pray:

EDIT: the matrix movies are some of my favorites ever. If you think about it, it has a lot of “physical shifting”, “healing” and “spiritual” concepts in it.

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#55

I guess some of these experiences may derive from the “coolness” induced by Wanted.
When you stop having anxiety about superficial issues ( the opinion of other about us consume a lot of mental energy) the real questions and interests come to the front.

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#56

That’s a very good observation.

Yes, I was struggling with some self-esteem issues and when we look at death and the afterlife, such struggles of the self seem insignificant while at the same time encourage us to look at what is really important to us like Purpose and Peace.

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#57

Spiritual is the new sexy!!

On a more serious but equally truthful note… An emotionally/Spiritually resolved man is a Confident, Attractive Man.

What does that have to do with physical shifting? A lot according to my view… Emotional trauma and Spiritual conflict tightens and compress the body… it makes the face looks dark and ugly, it makes the back curves under pressure. When you release the trauma and the conflict, the body reshapes itself in to a more beautiful, balanced position, the face rejuvenates and energy flows giving you an atractive shiny aura.

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